Step into muhh WORLD OF ENIGMA.... `take my HAND* NEVER let go-

World of Enigma: The Revolution...*
...into muhh heart, muhh soul, a brand new miee! :)

::When Illusions meets Realities::The Surreal Realm of Reality::A step into the World of Enigma..~::

takemyHAND*

hold me close
and say three words
like you used to do
just three words
iloveyou-

huh?!lost?; click on your right and navigate your way through!*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Monday, January 10, 2011
5:31 PM

Error

Something is wrong with my page..zz the links beside are not working, I can only click on entries..zzz wth..issit my internet browser or what!?

But I;m just too busy and lazy to fix it -_-
Hope it'll be ok by itself..LOL!!! sometimes it's just blogger's error..ish ~.~
Leave me a comment on the post for now if u wanan say something..cuz my tagboard is inaccessible for the moment.

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Wednesday, December 01, 2010
9:51 PM

Quick Updates

wow!I've really been neglecting my blog, aint I?
Time is of essence. Hardly have enough of it recently.

Don't be surprised.
I'm currently in the designing field. LOL?
a big change from my psych field to this? AHAHA!
Anyway just a brief summary, I got accepted into this 3 months job camp-training course program fully sponsored by Multimedia Development Corporation..and u'll get allowance every mth(not much,quite little la..like internship those) currently I'm doing the game arts program..which I get to learn how to create characters, 3D modeling design. ^.^ Part of the animation..it's always what I wanted to do..from eons ago..Finally I had the chance to do it!
Hectic like hell though. Design field memang no life ._."! Lots of work...but I'm enjoying it~!It's like I finally found something I really wanted to do..Sigh which leaves me in dilemma about my uni application thing. I dunno.

King isn't too hapy with my acceptance into this training program. But I guess cause he doesn't have to come up with a single cent, so yeah, can't say anything much. I applied and got it..SO?
He just came back from a trip..really can't stand living under the same roof with him la..haihz..without him it's so nice..dammit..~.~

Baby just left today too :(..dunno when is the next time we gonna meet again.
all because of KING~!ish!if only I can move out or something..my next best bet is my uni app..going overseas..
sometimes I wondered, I really wanna continue study or is it because just a way for me to leave this house in a 'good/legal' manner. Can I just kill him? -_-.

Can't even vent on my facebook nowdays. too many eyes and ears..with cousins in fb.and idiotic/small gas calculative people who can't even take a joke -_- or something..sigh..It's like i rant something or out of anger or the spur of moment thingy..they take it seriously..wth..~ish! The only place I can rant is here -_- LOL!Blah whatever.
till next time.

Oh ya I'm pretty f**cking broke.trying to live on max RM5 lunch eveyr single day -_-' ..i see something I like for 6.50 also I duwan to eat..cause wanna save money..how pathetiic I can be.!XD LOL~nvm that..yet this is the time where people have gatherings and events keep asking me to go = waste money -_-.why do people ask me out when I'm dead broke? and not to mention busy -_-" got home late today.training finish at 7.30pm today..after that housechores and now finally time to relax..and later need to rush my work again. Need to finish up my character. tomorrow learning 3D modeling time!hohoh..I cannot be late!!ISH!I'm always late to training every single day -_-!

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Saturday, October 02, 2010
1:28 AM

:(

Baby had to shorten his stay over here and go back in a rush due to the death of his grandpa..
and now..

ARGHHHHHHHHHHH!
I'm missing you like mad!!!
I'm having those darn withdrawal symptoms again :(
I miss my baby so much!!
dammit!
I feel so moody and moodless -_-!

Lotsa things had been going on O.o..
I did my exams..thanks to baby's tutoring too :p~..
I finalized my applications..sent the required documents..zz goddam paperworks!finally good riddance!

Now time to get a job again ._. I seriously hate working for people.
I wanna work for myself..my own time, my own pace. I'm my own boss :/ okie I can stop dreaming..life won't be that good to ya after all! :X

ISH~I went for interview today and got offered a job on the spot:X. It's the job I really wanted..paywise is low.
But then again it's for my interest and till I err..leave?I MUST LEAVE THIS YEAR!!!!ISH!
anyway have not decided whether to take up the job or not. still unclear about some stuff..suppose to give them answer on monday. ._. king's side also erm is unclear.
whatever. I have enough on my mind.ARGHHH!I don't need additional things to think about.
I can't seem to concentrate already!!

Bi..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want my baby!! :(

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Thursday, September 16, 2010
8:02 PM

Updates

After...so long..an update finally!

Lazy. Slacking off blogging :X.

Let see what happen :/

Hmm..I was working..and I quitted :X
Long story.
To put it short: I can never suit the working world ._. Seriously.
Everyone is just so fake and selfish out there. Not all..but most. In rare cases, you'll find good people , good colleagues & fun people! :D which I experienced before many times. And yet on another hand, there's the dark side...as the saying goes, where there is light, there will be darkness..they go hand in hand. light is attracted by darkness, and darkness attracts light.
Irony yet it somehow make sense huh?

Anyway yea. So now I'm preparing to fully focus on my upcoming GRE once again!for those who don't know it's sorta like entrance exams to apply graduate schools in the States.
THIS TIME!I'M MORE WELL PREPARED..U.S..HERE I COME!WAIT FOR ME!
With tutor baby :X..intensive tutoring. baby is here again ^_^v. been slacking off practice =.=" exam's next wed.crap.

Time to headache for application paperworks and documents again -_-". sigh.
I just wish to leave here. Can't wait.

Oh ya :X..Just in a few short day since baby's arrival. I have already spent *ahem* 80%..of my money XD..on SHOPPINGGGGGGGG!
Sales la wei -_-! can't blame me!!TODAY IS THE LAST DAY OF MALAYSIA SALES CARNIVAL aka M'sia day at the same time :X

SO....
bought baju, shorts, headbands ..dramatic but nice ones!WAHAHAHHAAH!!!
Feel SOoo happy..retail therapy works! :X LOL!
but after that wallet therapy doesn't work =.=..!my gosh..in few hours...few days..damage done..is ...*sigh* no comment...

:( BRoke...!

OKie lazy to write -_- so till next time!!ROFL!!

Gonna double date with the babes this weekend ..can't wait! :D!

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Sunday, July 25, 2010
1:56 AM

Be with you

*Dedicated to baby..since you always sing this to me..:p*

Eh eh eh eh eh eh
Ohhhhhh

I know they wanna come and separate us but they can't do us nothin
You're the one I want and Imma continue lovin
Cause your considered wifey and I'm considered husband
And Imma always be there for you
And either way you look at it I ain't goin nowhere from my muffin
Cause she gonna hold it down, can't nobody tell her nothin
You got the kind of love that always make up after fussin
And that's what gets me closer to you

And no one knows
Why I'm into you
Cause you'll never know what it's like to walk in our shoes
And no one knows, the things we've been through
Can never measure up to half of what I put you through
That's why we'll break through

And I don't care what they say
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And I don't care what they do
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you

Seems like every day that go by things are gettin harder
Want to be the one that give you the whole enchilada
Cause I know what my baby like,
I know you love that Prada Louis bag to match with the shoes
All about knowing you I'm into doing things to keep her longer
Stickin together forever, watch it grow stronger
That's the way it has to be, everything proper
Keepin it always true

And no one knows
What I'm into you
Cause you'll never know what its like to walk in our shoes
And no one know, the things we've been through
Can never measure up to half of what I put you through
That's why we'll break through

And I don't care what they say
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And I don't care what they do
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you

You are everything in my life see the joy you bring
And ain't no one I can compare you to
And I know that you will never walk away from me no matter what
And that's why I plan to do the same thing for you
And I want you to know

And I don't care what they say
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And I don't care what they do
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you

And I don't care what they say
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And I don't care what they do
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Miss you :(

I miss my baby..

Nobody to sew my clothes..
to cook for me..
to do my chores ~.~"..
Nobody to disturb me..
Nobody for me to nag..

:(

I miss you

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

LONnnnnnnnnnnnG updates: inclusive of HK & Lang Tengah Trip

Wahhh..it has been so long since I last updated -_-" gosh.
I've become lazy to blog.
Soooo many things have happen since the last updated
I went to Hong Kong 5D4N.(with aunts and uncle)
Baby came.
I went to Lang Tengah 4D3N.(with baby & friends :p)
King go for holiday to Chiangmai.
World cup came and gone =.="..dammit germany 3rd place!ARGH! and I still dislike Spain!
..and baby left just today too :(
Longest stay ever..one month plus !and he overstayed by 4 days (the chop in passport only allow 30days in malaysia) -_-" gosh..lucky thing nothing happen. Just receive the news like an hour ago that they called him into the immigration office and well he don't have much money left..so they let him off with 100bucks =.=" (actual price is 100 bucks/per one day u overstayed,and that money I korek from gorcery money. cuz I'm dead broke too..ROFL!

Anyway I'm really lazy -_-" so I'll cincai update with some pics?ROFL!
*No personal pics again as this is a public blog, anyway all my pics are up at fb, if u know me * :p

Here are some HK pics..!

7am flight..and this is what you can see..sun rise on the horizon..!

Magnificent sight..

My first meal in HK..LOL!Yunan noodle..

You use this..to travel around in HK..the infamous Octopus card!

Getting around HK..(similar to SG ehs! :X)

Busy..we stayed near jordan and nathan road..the busy kowloon area..lol!

Here's some street view of nathan road O.o..

They have gold & jewellery everywhere..$_$

......They even have crocodile bread..wtf!??

When you go HK..how can you not try their PORK BURGER!!!!!!!!

Our first dinner at Temple Street..lol so chinese :p!

Caught the Symphony Light Show at Avenue of Stars @Victoria Harbour of course :P

Awesome view..

A few handprints and name I spotted..!

Wohoooo..Jackie Chan!

Eric Tsang..the fatty! XD

Of course...at HK..how can you not go for the traditional dim sum breakfast?HAHAHA!

Central district area at HK island..@_@ so many tall tall buildings..
similar to SG Raffles Place..where the financial biz district..blablabla lar.

Of course must visit The Peak..if you ever step foot at HK..people usually go during the night where you can have a amazing night view of whole of HK from the top -_- but I was with my aunts and uncles..you know elderly people don't function well at night..(shhh..dun tell my aunts!)

Sit the peak tram to go up..

At the top..pollution heavy at HK too =.="

Play lego :p!

Ermm..=.= should really tried the wanton and 'sui-kow' mee here..it's different!and so big @_@!

Night at Kowloon area..:X..just as you seen in TV? LOL!

..and omg -_-" the roast meat and duck rice..is awesomee!!!!so big portion somemore!
My aunt had the chicken rice and char siew..awessomee delicious too!

Went ocean park..my ticket look so cute!

Inside Ocean park..

Aberdeen...known as Little Hong Kong..view from top of summit Ocean Park..:X

Some sights at ocean park..too many pics..so I just picked a few and post..lazy -_- ..all are in my fb anyways..!saw jellyfish exhibition thingy..

Bird show..

Sea lion show..reminds me of the one at SG zoo..:X

They even have panda!! :D so cute!

These are panda too..another type of pandas..the small one..so cute!

Spotted this..

I present you..the Giant salamander!!TADAAAAAAAA!

Move on to some acrobatic balloonatic show?

Had chinese dinner again..do you know in HK the rice usually come with free soup and before they serve you anything, they will always serve you with free tea O.o (usually will be on the table, you can pour yourself)

Bought some snacks :X..the famous 'lou poh beng' aka wife biscuit (literal translation)

See see..kee wah's new panda biscuit..so cute @_@"!

Hmm..and of course not forgetting to visit the famous landmark of HK..
the Golden Bauhinia..the symbol of HK..
And I get a taste of sitting the Star Ferry from Victoria Harbour/Tsim Sha Tsui to Central Area..instead of always sitting the mtr..

quote from uncle (modified version) "MTR runs underground..you don't get to see a thing while you travel, it's better to walk and then you can do REAL sightseeing" =.=!"

That's why we walk and walk..my legs really feel like coming off already..uncles and aunts had blister and yet still continue to walk..People sit MTR we walk from one station to one station..can you imagine?I actually walked from one station to another..non stop -_-"..enough said.
And I didn''t know I have a flair of reading maps and getting directions. How come I always get lost and directionless in KL yet I can always explore with maps in other countries!??!This is STRANGE!!!!!IT IS THE FAULT OF KL SYSTEM THEN!!
when I was in SG too..I knew directions..=.= yes I have a fetish towards the bus direction board at any bus stop in SG.you'll see me glue to it if I spotted one..*okie off topic*

Let's continue with the pics..

So we sat the ferry and float across towards The central district side...to Wanchai :D

Omigosh..when I reach the other side..I can see Tsim Sha Tsui side from there O.o ..
irony of the two pics..?

The Golden Bauhinia..

And this..memorial of HK return to China..

See what I found..THE LEE KUM KEE building..wtf!HAHAHAH the oyster sauce one!!so cinapek!! :p!!

Cram apartments..in HK central area..reminds me of SG again!(both HK and SG have many in common!) lack of spaces..everywhere is cram..packed and full of people!

Seeee Bigggggggggggg abalone...spotted!!GOSH!*drool*

Ohh..and the tram!!..:X I sat this too..WAHAHAH!I know -_- I just came out of the kampung :p..my first time sitting on the tram leh!!M'sia don't have such thing lor!!!