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Saturday, October 29, 2005
12:42 PM
feelings
it's still amazed me that by seeing you can still stir up so many different types of mixed feeling..what have gotten into me?lol...it was weird..it was so many different mix that i don't even know what was i feeling....u can say it's a combination of sweet and sour but then again it's more than that.it was nice and wasn't that nice either..hmm..weird..oh well..i've actually kinda take things more easily now..that class makes me understand more things...it kinda wake me up a bit..lol..it's good to be a psych student sometimes..sigh....but still i'm confused,don't really know what do i see u as..dunno..just let things as it is...was glad to see you anyway...haha,he lost to me in that shooting game..i was playing at first..then he came over and put coin and play too.. =p..or maybe it's because of he's using the other side that's y he lose..but dun think so..cause got one game we both got the same score..but his accuracy higher than me..so he got higher marks and so he win that round..=/..and got one round where we both have to shoot this 1 and only bad guy..we both kinda shoot at the same time but he faster..he got that bad guy....and i keep shooting bombs when the round where we are required to shoot the rats..cannot concentrated dei..i dun normally shoot bombs!!!grrr..2 bombs somemore..but he also..hahah..can hear him cursing over there saying what is wrong man....he shot 2 bombs also..hahahaha..in the end we got 2 lives minus from both of us..cause we both shot 2 bombs each-_-"..and then then next round where we required to shoot the bad guys not the "orang tebusan"..i go and shoot the orang tebusan!!!really la..wtf man???cannot concentrate..shooting really bad..but no matter..he also..muhahahha..he shot 2 org tebusan...hahah..dunno what's gotten into him..he's quite good in that game one also leh..after that he give up d cause no lives d...=p..i think me and him can fight one d..i mean our normal performance la not this kind of teruk shooting..=.="..i dun normally go and shoot org tebusan and bombs k..>.<..sigh...neway asked him to play my soul calibur acc also....he came at the right time when i masuk wrong team d in the soul calibur..accidentaly press wrong..(was msg yeez to come n challenge me n win so the data won't be recorded and i can choose to masuk which team again)but when i finish msg,h e there appear and then look at me,prob thinking why i wanna whack his team..=p..i told him masuk wrong team d..then without a word he went over that side and challenge la..then only that yeez come..late d.oh well...sigh........sigh....
ur exams coming..hope u can do it..sigh..good luck to u....=)
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nothing much to update really >_<"..so many assignments still waiting in line and yet i'm so lazy..what is wrong with me?haihz...dunno can i even survive this sem?i've been slacking lately..gosh..i'm still in the holiday mood..-_-.neway got one week break ^.^..raya n deepavalie but =_=" after that straight away mid term exam!!!and the due dates....swt..due dates..scary >.<"!!!!!sigh..oh that day in class brendan gomez ask us to do this class activities where we each got a manila card and we have to hang it around our necks with the ur name written and the word "I'm special because....." then we have to flip it to the back (got a strangling feeeling..the string kinda stranglemy neck =.=") and we have to sit with our group members and we have to write why we think that person is special in each of every member's card and vice versa.so we each was given a crayon to write..=/..i wanted purple,jiun too..but that roten joker took it first!!!!grrrr..no choice in the end took light green..nad too dark green,jiun took blue..and bla bla bla..it was kinda fun..hahaha..happy writing nads one!!haha..even draw her looking at the mirror in the car and a mermaid pic..and not to forget jiun's one too!=p..we were like so excited wanted to write on the each other,i mean the 3 of us la..haha..laughing over there..and the funny part is we had to write on rotten joker's one..guess what i wrote??i wrote "nice smile"..(sacarstic meaning there)hahaha..she have this evil weird smile just like the evil clown in batman (i think must be something wrong with her mouth)..it's really funny one la the smile..that's y her name is "rotten joker"-a clown that failed miserable,scared all the kids away...rotten d..=p..i know we are bad..but she is really too calculative d..every single lil' thing also damn calculative.when jiun ask her to return her chobits (cause i wanna borrow and she finish d)..walau she ask for her inuyasha back and so jun say she haven't finish..she memang haven't and then that rotten joker say like that u have to borrow me another anime then i'll return chobits to you!!OMFG! and then when nad do the presentation,thta rotten joker not happy cause she have to presenta lil' bit more.and she kenot do extra work one..if not not happy..and somemore that's y she wants the whole group to come for meeting even though it doesn'y really need the whole grp to be there cause she feel that "it's unfair for her to come only.she come means everyone must come"..so damn calculative.and she's a bad leader!!set the meeting time 10.30 and then she turn up at 11.30????and got the cheek to say she had something to do that's y late..then like that u shouldn't set the time right?u know ppl all make come to the meeting at 10.30 and set aside things just to come for the meeting and u got the cheek to say u got somethng to do that's y late??!see la..anyway..got ppl wrote on her manila card "good leader"..feel like laughing d..but when i wrote the "nice smile"..it's actually the opposite..me,nad and jiun were there laughing like mad..hahaha..jiun knows the funny nicknames we gave to ppl..=p..and then only at the end of the class,we only allow to take our card from the back and see what it's written..haha..nad got so many beautiful and nice makeup..look so young..(she kembang d..happy d..she say wanna frame it up..haha..that woman ah..funny la.)..=p.. jiun wrote i got nice big round eyes..@.@. =.="..since when?she wrote me petite and love anime and manga too =p...nad wrote me rodent and cutie pie >.<..hehe..the other comments all mostly sweet and cute..=.="..i think the cute they meant to say "funny in a clumsy way"..=.="...just like a kid..haihz...sometimes i really dun wanna be like that >.<..i dun wanna to act like a kid..='(..but cannot change..it's part of me..=/..that particular day i ate things in the class(my herbal tea egg.yummy..cause the busines block got carnival..lot of food!!) nvr wipe my mouth properly..-_-"..ppl saw and smile ???=.=".jiun gave me a tissue...i feel kinda sad that moment..='(..sob..why can't i be like the other ppl..the other gals??haihz...it's like i always need extra supervision, care n protection..just like a kid..sigh..sigh..sigh..but only sometimes i feel that way..sometimes it does feel good to be a kid =.="..sigh...but not always..it's embarassing u know..not cute!!!!sigh.....sigh...i guess i'm special...-_-"...SIGH..='/...give up!!not gonna do anything bout it..grrrr.....me is me...grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..!!!=/
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Tuesday, October 25, 2005
11:59 PM
college life..
haih...@.@..so much work..assignments.. and so little time..short semester!arghhh!!!mid terms coming up..crazy!today's poster presentation fucked up..thx to our "so-called leader",she dunno how to present but wanna volunteer to be the presenter..omfg..she doesn't even know what is she talking about..and the Q & A session the time..ppl ask question..she can agree??!!WTF??ppl say.."bla bla..it's a challenge right..how u gonna do that..bla bla?"..she reply "hmm..ya..it is..it's really challenge..."..OMFG..u got that answering ppl's question??!!WTF??!not prepared at alL!!and she never talk about our program when ppl ask her!!damn her..lucky jiun step in and talk about it!and while presenting she keep saying the wrong words and repeating??!!WTF man!!no more..the powerpoint presentation we will not let her do!!!no matter how much she love doing it..we will not allowed that to happen!!!!3 of us will fight for it!!nad,me and jiun will be doing the power point and presenting!!rotten joker and the rest can do that 20 page report and the research!but that idiot freshie wanna do the powerpoint also..hmmm..but no matter how we will FIGHT for it!!!and the meeting on monday was a waste of time..see la..told that rotten joker no need to come since it's only the presenter that need to prepare..but no..she insisted that the whole group must come to see her rehearse??!WTF man..helloo..this is a fucking 15 mins presentation..not even the formal one yet..and ppl will be looking at the poster instead...!!rehearse 4 fucks?and ask the whole grp to come and listen u rehearse??WTF MAN!!we try to boycott..but only me and jiun...the freshie is on that rotten joker's side..we boycot say no need to come..only the presenter go..but failed in the end..she insisted and say whatla..we can discuss the 20 page report thing on monday..i really dun see the need to go..so i say working..and she have no choice but to let me go..and 1 of the member also not going since went to singapore d..but poor jiun she was force to go..she gave hospital reason(she got anemia btw,every 6 mths must go check-up)..and u know what rotten joker say??she ask her reschedule the hopsital appointment!!!WTF man??!and turn out the meeting was shit!talk about work for only 5 minutes and then dah!talk bout boyfriends and marriages..wtf man?unrellevant stuff!!lucky thing i chose to work..can earn $$$ rather than waste it on the meeting..jiun was really angry about it..=/...nad also say waste of time..ppl no class but purposely come and then waste time pula??!see la..this rotten joker..haih..and i dun understand wtf is dat nicholas doing in that grp..he was d only 1 who done the work (one man show) and he's like d tiang of the grp..but he's really good..but i tell u his grp members gonna pull down his grades..brendan kena his grp until teruk man..scolded them.late + chewing gum + fucked up...etc..surely minus a lot of points..he should be in our grp la..he's really good!!dun even need any paper..walau..and not memorize kind..it's he really know his stuff...(btw he went to thailand to help the tsunami kids on feb and during the term break-sept?)...help the project a lot sial..our project is on children in disaster..the pics i think is real pics also...dei...should come to our grp..can we trade him for rotten joker..eh..sistem barter!!haihz...and dat jumping chatterbox grp poster was damn nice..dammit..creative!!with the devil horn for the negative side and the angel hoop for the positive side..and then can open one like a door...then the content inside..damn..and they were good also presenting..dammit..we are like shit..but not the worse..~!dun care we must beat all of them in the final presentation!!!we will do our very very best!!we can win them!!gogogo...(dei if i gonna present..i hope can present like what i did in social last sem..hope i won't be too shy!!!but social dat time lesser ppl..tutorial somemore..but this one.100+??=.="..no no..i dun care..must be the best!!).aiks...but go so many assigments coming..dunno can cope or not >.<"...I CAN DO IT!!! ohh..and i'm damn broke also..cause of my face again la!grrrr=/.......nxt time hav to buy product somemore...mom's bday coming...eeks..no money =.="....ah loong bday also nvr buy he nething..haihz..he celebrated d without us....that day he look so sad also..dunno y..izzit he's gf?breakup?omg...and when i ask bout the dancing competion he seems to can't be bother d..and like so down like that..wtf man?he train so hard for the competition and now dun care d..he looks sad..haih..why like dat one??hope he's ok... haih....never think much bout him d..but once in a while will just wonder how's he doing..like now..is everything alright?haihz...did i mention that there's this guy in college who kinda look like him..lol..where he n his gf alwiz together one..it's just that everytime i saw this kinda look-alike..i'll wonder if everything's alrite with him..it's kinda hard for me to not think bout him when everytime i saw this guy..same claass somemore dei =.="..and did group class discussion b4 somemore..same grp...this guy kinda look like him la..really la..weird..but when u see again..they are actually not that similar..probably only from the side and back view..front view is totally out..the face is different..hahaha...oh well..i got my school stuff 2 worry and think bout..it's a good thing..take my mind of him,nvr bother to give him any miscalls or msgs d..hahaha..busy..assignments......work..exams..@.@..back to the hectic lifestyle!!!oh man......where's my holiday??? so tiring..always come back home felling damn exhausted..surely fall asleep..then later wake up..and yesterday woke up at 2 am then suddenly remember got quiz..study for that fucking quiz till 3 something..omg i really have to start studying d!!!!!!!!!!i dunno anything????no time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!help?
oh..today spent money for lunch again..!!i can't believe this..RM2.80!!i planning not to eat one..but in the end kena force by nad..she say must eat..!!she geve me some of her chicken chop also..she cannot finish..not really nice though..and oh..i got oneslice of free pizza.^.^..jiun and her bf cannot finish eating(her bf came all d way hereto eat with her..wow..romantic..he no classes 2day)..so she call me up..ask me go pizza hut to find her and eat that last slice of pizza.(we were at the main block cuz of d presentation) and ali maju was like so a few shops away from pizza hut only..so after eating..me and nad go pizza hut..and i "ta pau" my slice of pizza..^.^..suddenly i feel like a cheapo..when jiun call to ask i wanna eat pizza or not..i got the cheek to say is it free?>.<..a real cheapo...then she ask me whether i got eat or not..another person who also force me to eat lunch one..that nad there go n tell her i refuse to eat lunch just 2 save money..so dats y she gave me dat slice of pizza =p...yummy..and can see her bf also..oooo..now i know who's he..suits her also la..not bad..he's 2 years younger than her btw...a lot of gals are getting younger guys these day..hmm..dat day also heard who's bf also younger one dei...is slowly becoming a norm??lol...so all of us tumpang nad's car back to our block...and then he went home from there..take public transport or wat..we invited him to come along to our class..but he dun want..hahaha..and oh nad driving was umm..let just say not that good..the side parking i mean..lucky got kelvin,jiun's bf there to teach her =.="..cause both front and back also got car and the space was really limited..phew..=p..oh..and did i mention my driving skills kinda improve d..i'm kinda allowed to drive the car out with somebody beside me d....hhehehe..took me long enough.dad wants me to take out the "P"..=/..nonono..not yet..it's permanently going to be there..=p..dun care...
kla..gtg now..nite..omg..got early class tomolo..and have to work...helpppp....nononoonooooooooo
it's 2.42 am now..OMFG!!
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Thursday, October 13, 2005
10:17 PM
back to school
it's back to school for me...was kinda happy to be back in college..glad to see my college mates ^.^v..somehow kinda miss them..lol..oh..this sem more students came in..*sigh*..we are not special anymore..it went up to 100 over ppl now..compare to last time..only 60 of us..but we are like the more close knitted la..the 60 of us..cause we are like the first of the first mah..hahaha..think back about it..i like my batch la..rather than now..jeez..more bitches u know..and idiots..*sigh*..see la..before that dunno how to appreciate..still like my batch =)..well..most of them came back..but got quite a lot missing in action..probably cannot tahan the stress d..transfer or wat?-_-"?syamim is missing in action..wonder where he is?and that ronald fail all his subjects except pass one..poor thing..now have to repeat all..he was in unconscious for weeks..or more like sleeping for 3 weeks.. =.="....sigh..health prob?oh and we found out that nicholas is really damn smart!!!all A's..(got one A-) =.="...but he gave us the "tidak apa" look..cool cucumber..just like ah bin type la..can't be bother but smart like hell type..don't understand.(met ah bin today..eee..he cut his hair..look ugly sial and that hair colour doesn't suits him =/..nvr bring my cd again..)..sigh..got one ppl also all A but lose to nicholas cuz got 2 A-..dunno who's that cuz got id number only...O.O..these are the person to look out for..hahaha..haiz..for me..it's already bye bye to my first class honours..i know that earlier ago but just thought i could try..=.="...guess really i'm not the A student..or am i just not making the effort?oh well..upper second class then..i need to maintain it..i got an A- and a B..>.<..but actually i was aiming an that A for social & health psych =.=" not research method..how come terbalik d?oh man..haihz..must be that health psych section and motivation never study at all..all tembak..i'm really a lazy idiot man..should have study early..sigh..i just dun make the effort..i know..what more can i expect?of course la no first class...i dun make the effort..damn man..what's wrong with me??lazy...?hmm..been like this since the day i start studying..i always do last minute study..i try to change countless time but somehow fail to do so..=/..lol..or i dun make the effort again?sigh..oh well..now also ok la..should be satisfied..as long as dun go lower second class can d..cannot get any C's..and B- also dangerous..must maintain at least B's dei..good also last sem took 2 subjects..it was the right choice..a lot of other ppl got C's and B's..poor thing..jiun got B's and C's..but she satisfied d..of course la take 4 subjects..crazy man..she say from now on gonna take things slowly like us..rather than getting shit cgpa's..reminds me of ah tong..met him today while he came to smoke with us=(nad only)...haih..poor thing got C's and D's.. neway jiun is taking only 1 subjects this sem..but enought d..it's like 3 subjects d..cuz it's 3 subjects pack into 1..short sem somemore..me and nad taking 2 subjects =/..haih..lots of work coming..got new lecturers..dr.joseph gone d dahla that one already leceh enough..now come another one dr.brendan gomez..=.="..phd sial..somemore founder of our CFP (our college's center for psych)..along with dr.goh..he come back..but he's actually now the director of the ARCCADE(Asian Research Center for Child & Adolescent Development)..=.="..wtf man?haihz..anyway i just wanna say he's leceh la!!!..the work he wants..leceh to the max!!!!phd level work?he wants high quality work..wtf?sigh..see la..the idiot group project also want 8-9 person in a group???!it's a leceh project..but our work he say if good.. can stand a chance to be presented in conferences or to key people in the country next year =.="..hope it's our group..hahaha..>.<..but one thing his lecture is good..funny la..lol..and a lot of visuals..@.@..pictures..nice..unlike the other class that i'm taking this sem..paul is boring..now i know what jiun and others mean last sem..memang lah..but ok also la..still no one can beats S.L.O.T..she's still the boring-est and slowest!!LOL..oh well..that's school..lots of stuff coming up..lazy..still in a holiday mood..=/..
sigh..at least now got school d..won't think so much bout him..at least got work to do..assignments =)..can't believe this..i'm actually happy to be back to school..but still he's on my mind..sigh...why is it like that..does he still cares for me?as a friend?i dunno..somethings just never change..that day on monday,he still helps me as he use to..i dunno..he'll come n help me if i can't play a certain game..like the shooting..he came n help what..=.="..when he stand there,i cannot concentrate d,shoot like shit. can pass one..i normally can win one(my aiming is quite good one..i love shooting games)..damn..then he just say haih..and take the gun gently from me...it's like last time la...so i stand there n watch, and he there helping me,it's like so natural....haihz..i dunno...and if ppl tease me..as in say i'm bad on whatever game..he'll just kinda back me up...everytime ok?not only once....ckin was there with me wat that day...haihz....why?why u still do that?i'm not ur whoever la..damn u la....dunno how..i wanna let u go..but somehow i just can't..damn..it's a torture..prob till the day u found another..then i'll let u go.*sob*..guess i'll be more heart broken that time..hahaha..but at least u found ur happiness?i should be happy for u..oh man..wtf am i talking??i'm crapping d..getting irrational..='(..whatever la..dun wanna talk bout u d..oh..ckin is getting married..after raya dei..so fast!!we talk quite long again that day..yeez was damn bored that..me talking to ckin all the way..she's making kuih for me to eat..=)..and curry chicken too later on ^_^v..we talk about lots of things..lol..from her school days to now..omg..so many things to talk..ranging from food to pets =.="..her family...etc..=.="....she'll sometimes sponser me a few rounds 50 cents machine game also..and that digging rock machine she got all the high scores one...=.='..i give back d money but she insist on dun want..=/..dunno..got a feeling she treat me kinda like a small sis =.=".dunno la..hmmm..ah loong's bday coming up..he invited us..have to buy present..also have to go watch his dancing competition..he asked us to go..>.<"...he really lost weigh man!!now so skinny d!!i like touching and rubbing his face la >.<..like so soft n nice..and cute only..but now like not much meat d..=.="..is something wrong with me?gosh..i'm not a face-touching maniac btw..but dunno y everytime see him just feel like touching his face =.="..
oh well..gotta sleep d..these days felt really tired dunno y..lethargic?sigh....am i sick?..tired..zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
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Saturday, October 08, 2005
9:00 AM
you
i dunno wtf u thinking...what u want?fucker!!u say this but ur actions dun say that...fucker..before that u say that and now this..then dun bother to send stupid msg to me la..purposely send rubbish msg asking stupid question..like u dunno her number..she just miscall u a few minutes b4 and u perfectly well know her number b4 dat..fuckerr..ask i come for fucks?none of ur business..fucker..sob..i wanna hate you...u dun even bother..u are shit!!!I HATE YOU!!hahahhha...this sucks..i want OUT!damn you..it hurts..u just dun give a damn..u really don't bother..feeling damn regret..CAN'T I BLOODY HAVE A SECOND CHANCE TO UNDO MY MISTAKES.??!regret......fuck you..i hate this feeling..i dun wanna regret!..this hurts...this is torture..i dun wanna live like this..hahahha..for 10 bloody months ok??!!i'm sick n tired.but why?why am i still like that??i dunno..this hurts..yet the feelings are still there...hahhaha...am i just stupid?i don't want..u don't give a damn..fucker!!u irresponsible bloody fucker!damn you!arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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Friday, October 07, 2005
3:18 AM
tagged ??>_<"?
current mood>> =/..*sigh*..
7 things you plan to do before you die:
(i)travel around the world
(ii)learn as much foreign language as possible
(iii)learn ballet and breakdance =.="..( i know this sounds weird)
(iv)learn fencing
(v)grow fat
(vi)talk things over with him
(vii)make up with her
7 often repeated words:
(i)dei
(ii)da
(iii)eh
(iv)huh
(v)wtf
(vi)omg
(vii)oooo la la~
7 physical traits i look for in a guy:
(i)eyes
(ii)height
(iii)hair
(iv)face structure.. -.-"??
7 traits in a guy i find attractive:
(i)caring
(ii)understanding
(iii)honesty
(iv)intelligent
(v)cute face..hahhaa..=p
(vi)responsible
(vii)kindness
7 celebrity crushes:
(i)orlando bloom
(ii)jay chou
(iii)dunno the names la..i'm bad at these stuff..just remember the faces..hahha
other 7 ppl who has to tag:
(i)yeez
(ii)yen
(iii)fallen
(iv)usagi
(v)jiun
(vi)you..who is reading this!!hahaha!
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Thursday, October 06, 2005
11:55 PM
haih...rojak post
haih..lots of things happen..i'm too lazy to update..let me blurt quickly all in this post..>.<..dunno mr.pat and yeez now how..haih..just now talk to mr.pat on the phone for =.="..more than 1 1/2 hour just because of that things..haihz..so tired..before that talk to yeez ..tired d..then pat pula..then later talk to nad..@.@..then my phonekeep vibrating..msgs..yen..pei yie..nad..pat..and the fish..god..oh..and no to forget him also..^_^..my phone so busy @_@"..after talking on the phone..then keep replying msgs.. >.<..tiring @.@...then later online =.="..my online pet bro talk to me about love prob again!!OMG!!i had enough of love prob for one day..-_-".....haiz..dunno la them..yeez..haihz..being the middle person @.@..dunno who to help man..like the chinese saying "the palm is meat and the back of the hand is also meat"(direct translation from cantonese)..haihz..... hmm..what else?oh..i drove the car out by myself for the first time in my life to go fetch yeez and mr.pat yesterday to have breakfast..=.="..first time by myself!!and later they were in the car..drove all the way to the state there..>.<..scary dei..hahaha..yeez so scared of my driving skills..i know it sux..=.="..oh well..i kinda tell mom but of course i didn't tell her i drove alone at first,told her got somebody with me all the time..>.<.. ohh..on tuesday went 1 u..first time i play pool!!i'm a total noob!!arghhh..played badly..grrr...my body can't seems to stretch..the stick is sooooo.oooo damn long!=/.. today got free movie to watch today...yaya..watch longest yard today...ckin got free tickets from nizam which is her bf who work ad a supervisor in the cinema..muhahaa..got free movies again! hmm..result's out and timetable too.s.tarting college soon!!i'll bitch about my results in the next post to come =/..ohh..he msg me again..=)...i dunno is it purposely one or wat..dunno la..ask stupid question like last week the msg i mean..haihz..if not no reason to msg me d..do u really need one?at least now he dare to msg me d..haih..dunno la..he ask me if i'm going 2molo..>.<..hehee=) kla..that's all for now..sleepz..2molo driving my car out illegally again..kinda illegal..=p..seems addicted to driving these days..i wann practice as much as i can..so i can drive alone soon next time..!!i'm already not a "P" licence driver DEI!!!!i wanna drive!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Tuesday, October 04, 2005
11:36 PM
Classic Lover??0_O"?
 | The Classic Lover
31% partner focus, 28% aggressiveness, 50% adventurousness |
Based on the results of this test, it is highly likely that:
You prefer your romance and love to be traditional rather than daring or out-of-the-ordinary, you would rather be pursued than do the pursuing and, when it comes to physical love, you concentrate more on enjoying the experience rather than worrying about your performance.
This places you in the Lover Style of: The Classic Lover.
The Classic Lover is a wonderful Lover Style, and is the closest it comes to the classic images of the princess in the tower, or the romantic and chivalrous knight, or the hero/heroine from a Disney film. The Classic Lover is a treasure to find, though it can be difficult to do so because they sometimes tend to be shy and/or difficult to successfully court.
In terms of physical love, the Classic Lover again can be shy, and often needs more in terms of emotional security to feel comfortable than some of the other Types. Given the right setting, and the right lover, the Classic Lover can be a delight in bed.
Best Compatibility can probably be found with: The Romantic Lover (most of all) or the Devoted Lover, or the Liberated Lover.
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Pisces woman..(just reposting something i found).me!.some are quite true but some totally aren't =.="
PISCES WOMAN
She likes to be in a dream world than to be in reality. She is weak and sensitive when it's come to "Love". She cancry if her best friend is breaking up, and she can be over excited when her friend gets a new boy friend who is a good looking and richeven it is nothing concerned her at all. You might be surprise to seethat she is shy just because she is in love. More or less it will bein Pisces woman. She loves small animal and gifted in training animals.
She has sixth senses and she can guess what will happen next, it's hernature. Even she has a good sixth senses, she can not pick or foreseenher own choice of lover. She can not tell if she meet a sincere guy or an one-night stand guy.
She likes to buy and pick her own cloths. She likes to dress cute and be cute. Pisces woman tend to be a good looking woman and she has a nice skin.
Her hands and feet are small and soft. Pisces woman loves to shop forshoes as if she collects them. She is a hot lady that everyone wantsher. Whether she has a man in her life or not, she will never try toover-power any man. It's not even in her thought. She thinks man can handle things better, and she will make her man feel that way. Sheis an easy going person, so being with her is easy. She is a confidentwoman and likes to make people who stay with her happy. She knows howto please and how to comfort a man. If something is wrong, she willtry to make other people belief that it's must be because of someoneelse, not because of her love one. She will not push her man to beambition but to make him feel like he should be happy with the way he is now. She is happy with you for what you are now.
A Pisces woman, if she has a bad childhood, she willalways remember it and it will make her a very unhappy person. Shewill pity herself and feel sorry for herself. She tends to hurtherself with out knowing it and so vulnerable to drugs (real drugs orjust sleeping pills). She has many choices and you can never tellwhich path she going to take. If you love her, then hold her tightbecause she never knows why she did what she did or what she will donext.
A complex character. You may think she is a shy innocent type and can not hurt anyone, then you are wrong. You mightthink she is a fragile person who needs protection, wrong again. Shehas been through a lot, a tough cookie. She is a dreamer and love. The word "Love", so she is the type who will buy gift for anyone for anyoccasion, especially if it is a gift for wedding or an anniversaryeven for someone who she does not know so well.
Be very careful if fall in love with Pisces woman. She can be a total different person before and after. She can be an angel before and later a witch, but everyone is not perfect, right? She will be soft and gentle most of the time, so not to worry. She is emotional and extremely sensitive when she frequently got hurt. She is the type who can cry her heart out.
She can have a secret fear inside, when she says she does not needanyone. She badly needs someone to protect her, but sometimes she canhide that feeling by being stubborn. She likes to hide her shyness andher weakness from her enemy. She does not like to follow any fixed rules. She can be a good housewife if you know how to handle her.
Many men will ask to marry her because she is a 100% woman. If she wants to be sweet, she is a real angel.
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Monday, October 03, 2005
9:53 PM
dunno
arghh!
dunno..
don't want..
don't care..
don't bother..
stop it...
block it..
damn~!
fuck it!
i'm sick!
wtf?
wtf u want?
wtf he wants?
wtf she wants?
WHAT THE FUCK MAN!
sick of everything..
i'm numb..
too numb to fell anything anymore..
tired..
sick..!!!
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Saturday, October 01, 2005
11:12 PM
hmm...2nd chance
i thought i will be damn sad after hearing what he say... .. thought i will cry..but surprisingly i didn't...well i do feel the slight pinching in my heart though..the liitle tugging feeling......hmm..but other than that i feel fine..hmmmm...really..haih...anyway my feelings towards him can say a bit also wat...so wat if he say a bit also?i mean let things happen naturally la..if it really meant to happen..it will sooner or later..if not..haha..i'll guess i still be back to my old ways?=.="....think back again...i sad for wat?weird..isn't that enough..?at least i know..isn't that what i wanted?=.="...sad for what??hmm..go home d then i think again sad for what?for no reason dei =.="..oh man...i'm being too emotional these days..movie a bit also cry..fuck man..it must be that "time of the month" la..i always feel weird during these time..mood changes for no reason..nad also warn me d..i can scold her for no reason =.="...and then bad mood..=.="..dei!wtf?stupid hormones...well..it'll be ok after this..=/..neway..was glad..my wish still came true..>.<...today met him in toilet..hahha..so kebetulan..was feeling lifeles(all thx to the lifeless fish!haih..dun mention d..make my life more bored!)..then later see him ok d =.="..my hiccups also stop d..=.="...was kinda shocked la,wasn't expected to bump into him =/..of all places..of all ppl..it had to be him..hahaha.. oh..and did i mention the movie was ok...funny also...i like the song though..nice song.. neway still thx..thanx God.You have Your own plans and Your own reasons...a test of faith.. for i know You love us...omg..sounding like a christian d..>.<..
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