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Thursday, October 13, 2005
10:17 PM
back to school
it's back to school for me...was kinda happy to be back in college..glad to see my college mates ^.^v..somehow kinda miss them..lol..oh..this sem more students came in..*sigh*..we are not special anymore..it went up to 100 over ppl now..compare to last time..only 60 of us..but we are like the more close knitted la..the 60 of us..cause we are like the first of the first mah..hahaha..think back about it..i like my batch la..rather than now..jeez..more bitches u know..and idiots..*sigh*..see la..before that dunno how to appreciate..still like my batch =)..well..most of them came back..but got quite a lot missing in action..probably cannot tahan the stress d..transfer or wat?-_-"?syamim is missing in action..wonder where he is?and that ronald fail all his subjects except pass one..poor thing..now have to repeat all..he was in unconscious for weeks..or more like sleeping for 3 weeks.. =.="....sigh..health prob?oh and we found out that nicholas is really damn smart!!!all A's..(got one A-) =.="...but he gave us the "tidak apa" look..cool cucumber..just like ah bin type la..can't be bother but smart like hell type..don't understand.(met ah bin today..eee..he cut his hair..look ugly sial and that hair colour doesn't suits him =/..nvr bring my cd again..)..sigh..got one ppl also all A but lose to nicholas cuz got 2 A-..dunno who's that cuz got id number only...O.O..these are the person to look out for..hahaha..haiz..for me..it's already bye bye to my first class honours..i know that earlier ago but just thought i could try..=.="...guess really i'm not the A student..or am i just not making the effort?oh well..upper second class then..i need to maintain it..i got an A- and a B..>.<..but actually i was aiming an that A for social & health psych =.=" not research method..how come terbalik d?oh man..haihz..must be that health psych section and motivation never study at all..all tembak..i'm really a lazy idiot man..should have study early..sigh..i just dun make the effort..i know..what more can i expect?of course la no first class...i dun make the effort..damn man..what's wrong with me??lazy...?hmm..been like this since the day i start studying..i always do last minute study..i try to change countless time but somehow fail to do so..=/..lol..or i dun make the effort again?sigh..oh well..now also ok la..should be satisfied..as long as dun go lower second class can d..cannot get any C's..and B- also dangerous..must maintain at least B's dei..good also last sem took 2 subjects..it was the right choice..a lot of other ppl got C's and B's..poor thing..jiun got B's and C's..but she satisfied d..of course la take 4 subjects..crazy man..she say from now on gonna take things slowly like us..rather than getting shit cgpa's..reminds me of ah tong..met him today while he came to smoke with us=(nad only)...haih..poor thing got C's and D's.. neway jiun is taking only 1 subjects this sem..but enought d..it's like 3 subjects d..cuz it's 3 subjects pack into 1..short sem somemore..me and nad taking 2 subjects =/..haih..lots of work coming..got new lecturers..dr.joseph gone d dahla that one already leceh enough..now come another one dr.brendan gomez..=.="..phd sial..somemore founder of our CFP (our college's center for psych)..along with dr.goh..he come back..but he's actually now the director of the ARCCADE(Asian Research Center for Child & Adolescent Development)..=.="..wtf man?haihz..anyway i just wanna say he's leceh la!!!..the work he wants..leceh to the max!!!!phd level work?he wants high quality work..wtf?sigh..see la..the idiot group project also want 8-9 person in a group???!it's a leceh project..but our work he say if good.. can stand a chance to be presented in conferences or to key people in the country next year =.="..hope it's our group..hahaha..>.<..but one thing his lecture is good..funny la..lol..and a lot of visuals..@.@..pictures..nice..unlike the other class that i'm taking this sem..paul is boring..now i know what jiun and others mean last sem..memang lah..but ok also la..still no one can beats S.L.O.T..she's still the boring-est and slowest!!LOL..oh well..that's school..lots of stuff coming up..lazy..still in a holiday mood..=/.. sigh..at least now got school d..won't think so much bout him..at least got work to do..assignments =)..can't believe this..i'm actually happy to be back to school..but still he's on my mind..sigh...why is it like that..does he still cares for me?as a friend?i dunno..somethings just never change..that day on monday,he still helps me as he use to..i dunno..he'll come n help me if i can't play a certain game..like the shooting..he came n help what..=.="..when he stand there,i cannot concentrate d,shoot like shit. can pass one..i normally can win one(my aiming is quite good one..i love shooting games)..damn..then he just say haih..and take the gun gently from me...it's like last time la...so i stand there n watch, and he there helping me,it's like so natural....haihz..i dunno...and if ppl tease me..as in say i'm bad on whatever game..he'll just kinda back me up...everytime ok?not only once....ckin was there with me wat that day...haihz....why?why u still do that?i'm not ur whoever la..damn u la....dunno how..i wanna let u go..but somehow i just can't..damn..it's a torture..prob till the day u found another..then i'll let u go.*sob*..guess i'll be more heart broken that time..hahaha..but at least u found ur happiness?i should be happy for u..oh man..wtf am i talking??i'm crapping d..getting irrational..='(..whatever la..dun wanna talk bout u d..oh..ckin is getting married..after raya dei..so fast!!we talk quite long again that day..yeez was damn bored that..me talking to ckin all the way..she's making kuih for me to eat..=)..and curry chicken too later on ^_^v..we talk about lots of things..lol..from her school days to now..omg..so many things to talk..ranging from food to pets =.="..her family...etc..=.="....she'll sometimes sponser me a few rounds 50 cents machine game also..and that digging rock machine she got all the high scores one...=.='..i give back d money but she insist on dun want..=/..dunno..got a feeling she treat me kinda like a small sis =.=".dunno la..hmmm..ah loong's bday coming up..he invited us..have to buy present..also have to go watch his dancing competition..he asked us to go..>.<"...he really lost weigh man!!now so skinny d!!i like touching and rubbing his face la >.<..like so soft n nice..and cute only..but now like not much meat d..=.="..is something wrong with me?gosh..i'm not a face-touching maniac btw..but dunno y everytime see him just feel like touching his face =.=".. oh well..gotta sleep d..these days felt really tired dunno y..lethargic?sigh....am i sick?..tired..zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
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used to be a psychology student
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on a soul searching journey..
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::An adventurer::
::A traveller::
::A slacker::
::A party gal,once in a blue moon::
::A game freak::
::Slacker workaholic::
::Anime & manga enthusiast::
::Queen of lateness::
::Night owl::
::Psychometric nerd::
::I'm still finding my way :)::
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#1Want ::Get an iphone::
#2Want ::Nintendo Wii::
#3Want ::Go to Japan::
#4Want ::Learn skiing::
#5Want ::Complete my bungy jump attempt::
#6Want ::Get Scuba Diving license::
#7Want ::Invest in an underwater camera::
#8Want ::Get solo skydiving license::
#9Want ::Climb a mountain::
#10Want ::Gain my doctorate::
#1Wish ::Travel/Backpack around the world::
#2Wish ::Pursue my dream & achieve the highest::
#3Wish ::Master as many languages in this world as possible ::
#4Wish ::Study all about the myths of Egypt,Rome and Greek culture::
#5Wish ::Wanna be a millionaire $_$ *quite impossible*::
#6Wish ::To volunteer frontline @ africa or some war-torn country::
