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dinner
had dinner with family...uncle and aunt had kinda misunderstanding..dad became the middleman..sigh..he was so restless and kan cheung..i feel damn irritated...eating the dinner in a rush..sigh...it was like we going get kill the next minute or wat..dad so kan cheung...spoil my whole mood for enjoying the dinner..but it was nice though..especially the sea cucumber..
i see everything passes...as i sit there...blown by the wind..i found myself a sense of calmness..everything around me seems to move in a pace so fast..the noise..the laughter...everything..ppl walking..ppl running...why is the world moving so fast?or am i just too slow....i feel so calm and peaceful as if no one can touch me..nor spoil my sense of peace...lookin at the table..i saw a ant struggling to climb on someone's spoon...y can't everyone slow down and appreciate the little tings in life...that u can find so fascinating sometimes...but ppl will never took notice of it..there's no time to stop..even if u wanted..everyone else that is behind will push you to move forward...or else u will trip and fall..and abandoned by the crowd....sigh...life...i feel so calm that moment...i'mi n a world of my own...the sense of peace..that doesn't last long...
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quit?
i really dun feel like talking to u the whole day today..i've been avoiding u since yesterday...i dunno how i can talk to u anymore..i don't seems to have the mood..and i know i must stop already...if not i'll be in more deep shit..i will stop it...i will do it...bye bye to u.....u r just one of my fishes....u r one of them that make me happy even for a short while..thanx for the time you've given me...sob....it's time for me to call it quits...i think we are better off remain as friends...don't worry..it will fade if we don't contact each other....yea..and i will be just another one of ur memories and nothing more in time..u too...u will be just a sweet memory as time goes by...thank you....hahaha..for some strange reason...i feel sad..LOL...time will wash it away...nvm..hahhaha..i know from the start it wasn't meant to be anyway...hahah..why do i feel like that..?y..how could u possibly make me sad...ahhahhaha..u r no one ok!nobody..fuck u..a fish. .i must remember this....yes...bye bye...ouch...to see u there and yet i couldn't talk to u..hahahha...bye bye...sob..
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trap
shit la..i think i've fallen into a trap that i will have a hard time getting out..shit la...i really scared now..i really really scared la...i dunno la..i thought really nothing dei..fuck!the more i hear everyday the more it grow......shit..i dun want this to happen..it's impossible!it's no more than just a fish..no more..just one of them that i have play with over the years...it's just fishing...nothing more...i really dunno what to do la..i really don't know..ntg is gonna happen one la...rite?rite?yes! nothing..it's impossible..yea...nothing to worried about...it's nothing..it'll go away...somehow he seems so insignificant d...something has change?how could this happen?..omg...no...i'm confused...i miss you...
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sparks
dunno...this gotta stop d...nothing is ever going to happen neway...yes..it's just like those normal thing...nothing..more...yea...that's what i always do..just to pass time..i gotta stop hearing it!du ntalk to me anymore!!ahhhhh....shit man...nothing...nothing more.!!..and =.="..are all of them like that... i wonder...y they like to talk about....-_-"...i mean not always la..like once in a blue moon but still -__-"..although i have some knowledge..heh =p....but talking about it is another thing -_-"...................................to frens nvm..but to.......-_-...felt a bit weird...dun really like.....=/....oh well...i really gotta go back to my studies d...at least i'm starting to pick up the pace d...not slacking anymore..muahhahaa..and haihzz..i dun even have time to see him + ID...haihzzzzz.............wonder how is he doing... but not as much as i use to...shit la...how could this happen..nononono.........i gotta stop..
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slacking
yes i am slacking..shit..what happen to me??i've been neglecting almost everything...shit ..shit..wtf..i better start moving..!!so many things happen..and LOL i even slack in updating in my blog..hahahahha..oh..i finally got my birthchart reading from jiun...yaya..sigh..quite accurate......SIGH...i really should have done comp graphics after all...fuck psych...dang.....oh well...sigh..SIGH..somethings are left better not to know....geez....arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....CNY here d...wtf am i talking
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I'm guessing from the cards, that this person signifies some emotional attachment to you. However the obstacle for it is that, there is too much cerebral energies at hand for it to work. Perhaps somebody is thinking too much? Or Somebody is too forward-thinking in their ideas that the other one cannot catch up?
And the overall energies that is presiding over this relationship is one that is slightly prone to delusions and feelings are unsure, unable to reach stability. Everything is dreamy, fluid and moves from one place to the next. Or perhaps they are merely obscured by the moonlight.
At the root of the problem is sorrow. There is a lot of unhappiness, tears shed and disruption. This may be caused by absence, seperation, etc.
or even deceit.
This person is one that possess great leadership skills. A decisive, courageous man. Somewhat loyal and supportive. He's patient, works hard and clever in material things. This is what you viewed him in the past.
However, there is change in the future. Not necessarily of the bad kind. But perhaps a hormonious type of change. Where each side of the scale complements another. There is gain but there is loss. There is elation but there is melancholy.
Right now however, what you're thinking is that you want some luck... some good luck in this affair. This is what you wish
However, in your environment, it is not as easy as it seems. It feels as if there are two horses pulling the chariot and both going in different direction.
You hope that one day, in the near future, there will be a clear answer that will cut through all the confusion of the moonlight, etc
and the outcome of this whole thing is that... it may end up as a blind impulse. Giving in to temptation and obssession. There is endurance on your part. And there is also a lot of fate in the mixture. So you might not be completely in control of the situation. It is best to leave it up to fate, perhaps.
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haihzz..
haizz...i guess i not going to bother anymore..yea..i'll just put it aside for now...him..yes i'm talking about him...i really dunno wtf he wants and wat am i doing..he bubble me...>.<..but after i reply it..i suddenly feel different d...dunno y..dunno how to explain....guess i need to take a break..he's too bored d i guess..playing miscall there..i've no more credit =/...but i starting to can't be bother..i didn't even reply his miscall in the afternoon..until at nite..LOL..cuz i din check my other phone..hahaha..>.<..dunno la..leave it to fate?someone told me..that if a guy really likes a gal..he will get her back no matter how...sigh..anyway i dun think he know what is he doing also..he's just too imature..playing a fool..idiot!..and i also dunon wat am i doing..lol..shit..missing you..and....him..omg..blablabla..whatever la..blabla...crap post
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bitch lecturer
grr..dun wanan mention d..but just feel the need to post smtg about that bitch lecturer..she's a bitch!how can she post an urgent notice on mypride at 7am in the monrning saying got class..and expect ppl to come...?wtf man..miss ..nvr go on wed..it's tutorial somemore..she say no matter tutorial or class gotta come..wtf..who the hell will go mypride in 7am in the monring to check it?and her class is like wat 8.30 am??WTF man..BITCH!and she can just set replacement class on monday 10 am which when we got winnee class..hwo can she just set the class like that without asking any of us if there's any clash with other classes?and doesn't she knows she have to booked the place first to use it..?we using AE1 somemore that time how she wanan hold her fuking replacement class?and her assignment is leceh..boring assignment with a lot of work..!!dammit!and her presentation..stupid..arghh...and u know wat..?if she find any spelling or grammer mistake in any assignments...minus 1 mark per mistake!!WTF??!she's a BITCH la..by the way she sound in the notice and course outline d..can know although never met her yet!!hmmphh..can't wait to see wat she looks like!BITCH LECTURER!dun like her d!
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education fair
zzz..lazy to update..went on sat with py..actually with sy also..but o well she doens't wanna go..scold me somemore..having probs with her again..think she angry with me again..sigh..isn't tat something new?haihz....anway a few word to describe this education fair..PACKED...HOT....SQUEEZED...HEAVY....TASTY?(well got one baking institute booth..selling muffins,bread..and stuff..not bad..)..anyway me asking the question most of the time..py dun dare to go ask in the booth..sigh..so i always start first then later on only she wil dare to go on..go take borchure also..my arms long meh??i guess i'm just good at squeezing in between ppl gua...LOL..pei yie say i'm her "idol"...i lead the way..ask question all..LOLs..o funny.she say i very geng..suddenly i feel weird.. i dun do these stuff...direction to go all also i find one..she does't even know the directions..and the way to go out later...OMG..sudedenly i'm doing all this..wtf?i dun do this..normally i will be the one who is blur and following ppl.. -__-"..but o well i did went n the wrong direction a few times..hehehe=p..i'm not 100% trustable..oh and we went for a few talk in teh conference room..so big o_O..didn't know there's these place where they can hold these stuff..meeting rooms etc and got so big exhibition halls..o_O'..a long tunnel leading from klcc to this place..i like the carpet..i mean quality..soft..!nice to step on..adn the place is big o_O..aircon so cold..toilet quite clean !!LOL..me and my toilet again..yes spend quite some time going in toilets again..=p..oh..i manage to get free pens!!!=D..-_-" some i sendiri self service..hahahha..and got one magnetic letter opener..and i brough home a lot of plastic bags and JUNKS..the brochures and pamphlets..i dun need it but i dunno why i keep taking -_-"..feel this weird desire to take and take more dunno y..and those plastic bag..and tailors booklet so heavy =/..i took so many somemore..>_
oh and did u know we met mahathir!!!o_O"..in klcc..went we were heading home d..just came out of the tunnel..near guardian there..then saw him ...O_O"..walking alone without body guards..at first i thought saw wrong person then py say it's him..o_O"!!yikess >_<...turn back and try to see the time..he already lost in the crowd..i saw him smiling when he was walking towards us..!!woah!!
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cheapo roach
roach is back..lol..went out with him on fri..went to college to register the darn subjects..and u know i took the number(yes..just like bank)..and waited for 3 hours???!wtf man..idiot so many ppl..congested the whole place..must be la..the whole college is starting...almost the whole college anyway..most of the program..dammit..and got orientation somemor i think..hmmm..dang the new student..make the whole place jam..and packed..wasted 3 hours there..o well at the meantime get to see nad's photo from japan o_O"..she took 220 photos?LOL..japan is so nice and CLEAN!!!the sweepers there are like rushing to sweep ur rubbish..OMG..and the palce is spotless clean..even their toilets are all spotless white..not a single dust..u can just sleep in it..and they have this toilet seat which will warm ur butt up..omg and the mirror side they have this thing where u can heat it up to clear the mist after a shower..OMG..and they even have portable ashray and every smokers uses it..not even an ash on the streets..japanese are just so thoughtful!!OMG..they think of every single detail!!it's good to go holidaying there but stressful to live there..u know we are use to the malaysia style way of living d...=.=".. and since when our streets are clean?ohh..i was surprised nad bought me a organizer from japan !!so happy...she remember to buy something for me...>_<>
anyway..yea me nad and jiun waited and waited..so long..oh rosh came too cuz he have something to settle in college too....so he waited there with us..acting like an idiot with his bad mood..somemore we told jiun so much about him..and he wanna act like an idiot..showing his bad mood..-___-" what must jiun think?..ohh..did i mention he put on weight again?but well he still look ok..u know with his new style..wear jacket somemore..wtf..acting cool again..well at least he didn't bring his sunglasses this time...well same old his so called "cool" look..contact lenses..hair gel in some weird way?...=.="...wearing some weird necklace?-___-"?and what's up with he and his BLACK nails?lucky thing he din wear it that day..but still...=/ he seems to like it..o well..-__-"..but this time better..no more action gaya..back to old rosh..
ehem ..according to ng and marican theory (2006)...muahahah=p..we think that rosh will only act his idiotic cool gaya(see d feel liek slapping one) when he lose weight cuz he feel good about himself d..therefore self esteem go up and u know la..but now gain weight back d..so the opposite,therefore acting like the old rosh more...hahahaz..
he still as cheapo as he use to be though..in fact worse!!!my god..!!it's become worse~!!!cheapo to the max!!!anyway yea we went to hartamas to eat cuz cannot go movie d..too alte d..all because of stupid registry!so long!..so we went round and round to find place just to eat..when we reach there around 2 d..and i feel like eating japanese..i want shabu shabu!!!(hear nad say untik so nice)..but surely damn exp!!shabu shabu!!so round and round..finally found a place to park and then we walk cuz idiot roach refuse to find parking space nearer cuz he keep insisting no place to park..so at firsat we walk to a few japanese restaurant..all either kinda exp or not nice..so we walk here and there like idiots..hot sun somemore..can't decide..and we pass by an italian restaurant..nad say wanna eat italian..and got buffet somemore..so went in have a look,rosh say not worth it went out again..now me sudenly dun want japanese d..feel like eating steamboat..rosh want penang kind food(cuz we passed by a penang village restuarant something liek that)..and nad want italian..and then we walk and walk then pass by a seafood restaurant..so feell ike eating but dun really know how to order..so can't really decide..standing in some spot quite long..finally they look like closing..so we walk to the japanese restaurant to see (since i can'tt get my steamboat-johnny's in 1U or ts..roach not willing to drive all the way ther again)..and we were really hungry d..and then we saw CLOSED..so fine..roach bitching say want the penang food..cuz haven't eat in a long time d..char koay teow those kind la..boring..everyday food to us..nad also dun want..so we were there arguing..finally give in to nad..go italian restaurant eat..althought buffet over but can order also..so we walk back ther again..and u know wat we saw...?C-L-O-S-E-D!it's like 3 d....OMG man...WTF?so in the end we have to give in to roach and eat in dat stupid penang restaurant..roach got what he wanted..so happy..grrr..not willing to spend 7.90 on a chao kaoy teow??wtf man..everyday food tau!!!so in the end order oyster omellete!!yummy...expensive also =/..was showing my temper at first(i refuse to eat anything until dinner time)..was pissed off to have to eat in a darn restaurant..i can get all those thing just opposite my house for like RM 3.50?????WTF??i have to pay almost 8 bucks here?well in the end u know me la(after much pujuking and conning rosh to belanja mcd afterwards)..forget i angry for wat also..then start talking back d-___-"..o well..ok la the food..order a cendol after that..so big!!full..of course la 5 fucking bucks for a cendol..brrr..cold...mouth so cold..shaz couldn't come..>_<..oh..he staying here to finish his study d..kinda hoping he could come..the last time i saw him he was dress up quite good looking..=p..well then later we drove up to jungle for old time sakes..of course with mcd!!!(20 pieces nugget,1 large fries..2 coke for them)-sponsered by rosh..except 2 bucks from nad..=p..cheapo rosh =/..and i own nad 4 bucks now..cuz of the darn lunch..nad also becoming cheapo..cuz she broke d -__-"..all of us are cheapos!!hahhaha.....so went up jungle and relax..-_-"o h ya..rosh tend to speed d =.="....he speeds once in the highway...my god..damn fast....nad there asking to slow down,she dun wanna die..but i feel kinda nice in the passenger seat...dun feel anything actually..-___-"..hahha..it was kinda nice...=.=" ..he say long time nvr do dat d dats why wanna do that...=.='....lol anyway had a good time..got to laugh and had fun like old times...and get to listen to more "interesting stuff"..LOL..i feel rusty..the words they use..new terms..=/..dun really get it but later got it..i am getting rusty..(expose to more "new GENERAL knowlege".hahahahahha..someone will say my mind is contaminated..LOL..)..=p..
oh..he brought back the pink flower pillow we gave..LOL...so dirty d =/..hahaha..but so funny..
anyway hope the next time shaz will be able to come....haven't seen him in ages..just hear his voice only..>_<..and me n nad still owe him lunch..XD...no money d...
i'm still super B-R-O-K_E-!!!!$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$...........no work yet..y boss nvr called???OMG..she not hiring us??takkan right?bincang with her timetable all d...!!!!maybe she starting late....hmmm...i need CASH!!!no money to do facial also..always sleep late..drink somemore..face look like shit d..!
that idiot rosh got the cheek to say my face look worse..LOL..but he say i look cuter and look more fashionable..LOL..cuz i wore the white t-shirt that i worse on 31st.that one with a necklace..look quite good one me one..and my hair two ponytail ^.^..like small kid only..LOL..but i gonna cut it next week ='(...one more week of this small gal hairstyle and it's gone >_<..hope i get to see him this week b4 i cut my hair...wonder he like my that hairstyle or not..since he lik pulling one of my ponytail off..=/..rosh also another one like to try to pull it off..itchy hands lah all of them..dun touch my ponytail!!!hands off!!u know i have to tie again one u know once u all touch d..=/...oh and did i tell u i saw jin again in registry when in college..with his fren i guess...dun think they like him -__-"....he so tall...attitude same la..shit in ID world..college also same i guess..nad somemore can say he a bit cute last time when i bump into him in college the 1st time..o_O..well he got a bit look la anyway..not bad one..but attitude crap..talk a lot somemore..wait i go check his results..he gave me the wrong password for his acc..nvm..he dunno i still ahve another way..last sem results will be posted out on the board..i got his id number..just can go level 2 check..muahahha..then we'll see if he's telling the truth..got a feeling he lie..he love to boast anyway..hmmm..
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happy new year
lol..now only wishes happy new year..lazy to update ma..>.<..anyway lol..31st was crazy..drank a lot..woah!mad!..a lot of ppl also at BB there..so damn crowded and with that street party also..crazy man the ppl there..can't even move..was like omg..we were like crawling..sesak! went there early first to check in hotel..decide also which hotel we wanna stay..booked 2 of them near maharajalela monorail station cuz all those in BB area and imbi area all fully booked!wtf man?so no choice..have to stay a bit further away..in the end chose mandarin court..look nice also..it turn out not bad also..the room is not too small also..service not bad..compare to last time cardogan....stay at the 15th floor..i like higher floor in hotels for some strange reason...its like so nice...haha..weird la me..anyway yea..then go ts loh..saw him =D..he haven't dress up yet la..later only go home and bath then dress nice nice.sure la go countdown with his fren..heard he got spray and fainted on merdeka day =.=" and was sent to hospital by ambulance ..dunno true or not..anyway out of topic d..haihz..he wanted to say hi to us aearlier ago one..can see..he walking behind to and fro..lol..but i was busy sms-ing there and yeez was busy looking ppl playing ID i think..i pretend to nvr see him..dunno y =.="..but finally got the chance d..he came and kacau d..haihz..then alter yeez dunno go where d..he came n tand beside me..i was busy sms-ing again..he stick his head out see wat i msging..lol..then i look up and saw he give one weird look..he dun understand la wat i typing..hhaha..so i got closer to him and put my arm on his shoulder =.="..and show him my hp..ask him can read or not..then he simply say that msg must be "eaten ur lunch d ah..bath d or not..etc.."lol.. wanted to teach him how to read one..but after that he walk away..>.< ..dunno how to also..=p..oh and he borrow my phone to call also...i dunno did he itchy hand go and see something else..cuz when i went to take back my phone..i saw from far he was pressing something and when i reach there i saw it was on menu d..u call ppl u dun need to flip through my menu right?hmm..i dunno la >.<..hope not..too many things not to be seen by him inside there d..although it's my 016 but still..he was like grinning there d.maybe i'm just too sensitive...arghh. anyway at night went back to hotel to bath and then went to eat..that idiot no2 didn't reply yeez msg...so we have to go back up arcade n find him..wtf man..and b4 that ah loong didi say wanan join us one but in the end dun want d wanna follow his fren..haiz..he change!where's my good didi last time gone to?...='(..haihz..change!sad..!anwyay uea..later went to pizza hut and eat..loong did came find us after that also..haihz..but change!haihzz..sad..dun wanan tok about it d..then later no2 came n join us..=.="..we didn't pay and left d...dun wanna tok about it..nonono..they too busy d that's y..not our fault also mah..right..nothing too bad about it..yea..it's over d anyway..fuk it la..then later went finnegans loh..jiun can't join us in the end..haihz..roadblock la..and her cousin wedding end so late..by the time come countdown over d la..haihz..anyway i did booked a place one but those idiots there nvr reserved!so in the end have to sit on the barrel????wtf..have to take the barrel as a table?haihz..no choice..no space..the angmo in the next table drunk d..funny la see them..dun have the mood to drink yet..cuz of the fuking barrel and the chair too high d..not comfortable..so in the end was not even high yet when countdown started..sigh..but at least good also...can get to see fireworks.if not drunk d how to see..nice fireworks..but can't get to see klcc that side one..only the flashes..cuz tall building blocked d..=/..but this one also nice la..so many colours..and got different pattern..nice..then later get back..and finally got ppl leaving d..so we get a table..no ned sit the barrel there d..at least mood better d..can drink d..lol..but still sad cannot open bottle..cuz not enough ppl and no2 can't drink..how i wish jiun could come. then can hehehe...XD.anyway drink a lot d..but only react quite slow later..was really bored at first..then slowly started to come d..hahah..high d..got the cheek to call a few ppl especially rosh and tell him i'm high d ..LOL.. drank vodka lime,(a bit of ice cream like dunno wat drink is that)martell(woah),sky martini something bla bla(another woah!)..then last drink was tequila shot!wow!i was like omg d..still can drink one..but wanna dance d..=.="..and the place closing also.-_______-" yea.i went inside and dance..got ppl dancing there..but i was like =.=" the one dancing like hell there?shit man..then later something happen..at first i was dancing with a girl then a guy came..he got long hair so i thought he was a girl that's y i only dance with him..wtf man..yeez there high d..smiling and know how to watch only..no2also la..he go n kiss yeez on forehead LOL..LOL!he dun drink liquor one la..drink d become high d..HAHAHAH..funny la..both of them there know how to watch only..nice show la ppl dancing..-____-"..and then i started first actually..i thought he was a girl la!so i started putting my hands on his shoulder..and he put his hand s around my waist i think some where there la..and then lter dance dance..he kiss my neck!!!!it's WET!eeeeeeeeeeee!takkan tongue also right??eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..wet! the thing i can't stand is cold n wet!and got smell!!!and sound!!eeeeeeeeeee..WET!!!!i dunno isn't tongue or not...but EEEEEEEEEEE!i quickly push him away and walk away..yeez before that already ask no2 to pull me away d one..but i faster by one step.. .push him off..and walk away and left..thought of "him" that moment..how could i let someone do that?????=.="stranger!wtf??!!not him..but stranger!!!WTF??!felt like a fuking bitch who let guys kiss easily...dammit...i mean not touch n hold waist kind..it's like more intimate d...arghh..kiss??felt so shit that moment..felt a bit kinda betrayed him..i know he and i it's like already so called friends..but still..i mean kiss in that way..i will only let the person i love do that lo seriously speaking..kissing any part of the body i mean..or kissing for real also..well if i din push him away i think it will go on..not surprise it will go on to french kiss in the end..lucky thing i stop..omg no way i'm gonna fk with some stranger or any guy friend or any guy that likes me or whatever unless i love that guy...NO WAY MAN...i know i'm a bit conservative but really i just can't do it with someone i dun love...hmmm..thank god nothing happen..i was kind shocked that happened..ish..>.<"?..weird nite..weird new year?after that went back to hotel to zzzz...mumbling rubbish d me..and crying?hahizz....u know la when im drunk..i actually can listen and aware what's happening around me but i just find it hard to respond only..it's like that one when i'm drunk..i know what happening one..u talk i can listen one...yeez on the television damn noisy=/ but cannot respond and get up and off the tv..felt annoyed with the noise..but later i zzz d..then 1 hour later wake up and wash face brush teeth and back to zzz again =.="..me drunk?LOL.that's how my eve was..weird?
no way that's gonna happen anymore..not going to get myself drunk anymore!fuck the dancing...arghhhhhhhhh..nad time also like that..dat time molest nad dahlah..vomit somemore =.="..now this??NO MORE!!!scared!i'm traumatized also!
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too lazy to update d,but must update something =p.yea!went to genting on thursday 29..^^ it was fun ^.^v...sat most of the thrill rides..scary though =.="....at first went to sit the cyclone =/..yeez there scaring ppl..the down part haven't come(was going up the slope) then she there keep saying coming d,so i mentally prepared and all d..then mana tau it's a straight track after that..so i was like "ceh...nothing only la"then mana tau b4 i can finish thinking..it went down =.="..omg..was quite shocked..haven't even mentally prepared...she la go n scared ppl..=/.but the ride was actually ok one..but since that day at the mall there sat the dunno wat ride d which is so unsafe..until my butt also flying off..and my head and one of my leg dangling..thought gonna die d...so was traumatized d la..now any rides where they dun have any safety strap on my shoulder,only on leg part..i scared..haunted d..keep thinking will be like that day..nearly died omg man...then later when went to sat the corkscrew the time =.=..another roller coaster..got 360 degrees turn one..was damn scared d..but good thing this one have safety strap on ur head and shoulder,so at least not that bad..but scary dei..i was so scared b4 it even started >.<..never try b4 360 degree roller coaster b4 ma..hold yeez hand damn tight until twisted her hand..hahaha..and spoil her feel to enjoy the 360 degree turn also..hahhaha..kept my eyes close all the time of course..=p..and my got one part my specs nearly came off(think it's the 360 degrees turn)i have to hold on to it..i was like holding yeez hand and holding my specs..my ponytail came off..look like mad woman..hahaha..but was fun actually.(at least my butt didn't fly off..keep thinking of that)..now that what's u called a thrill ride!then we sat alot of other rides also..go-kart one of them!nice!but slow la..even step full d the speed also slow -_-"..there's this idiot cut in front of ppl but nvr care about the ppl at the back one..nearly bang him..damn him..did bang a bit..have to slow down la..idiot..later on i cut him back..hahah and purposely go in front of him..hmpph!we also sat the spinner..-_-"..spin until my head also got a bit dizzy d..felt weird..that was fun..but too much spin d..=.="..and u know me afraid of heights..a bit worry also..what if the chair suddenly break loose...lucky the chair was quit secure..still scared my butt will fly off...started raining when we were slowing down d..make my hair wet..=/..
oh..and we sat the boat ride and bumper boat too!!boat ride =.="..cycle until my leg tired la..i dun exercise much..hahha..but at least we manage to make one big round around the lake and back..the bumper boat was fun..!get to bang ppl and make the water splash up and wet them =p..hahah..bang a lot of ppl..i know how to control the boat..=p..yeez one engine die halfway..haha.was thinking to push her back..but the fellow came and help ehr start her engine back again..so back to splashing time..enjoy bumping ppl..muahhaha=p..
oh..that reminds me of the antique car we sat..it's family ride..but u can drive urself one kinda..was kinda fun..i was controlling the steering..like driving a lorry..heavy dei..and the darn kids at the back keep bumping us..cuz too near to us d..our speed max s also slow la..so always feel the jerk la when they bang us..damn them..but then the funny thing is..one of the car in front..the passenger drop the water bottle..so slow down and went to take it..so the car behind also slow down..and then behind is us..but we were speeding d(cuz of the kids behind kep banging us)..and in the end too late to let go d..so we ram into the car in front of us..woah..big bang..and the car in front bang the car in front (taking water bottle one)..hahah.nice man..the car in front of us the worse..saw the ppl jerk.us too la when bang the time...hahaha..and the kids behind us were like saying "woah"..hahah..we geng la..felt fun banging ppl la..=p.then later we sat the sungai rejang log flume also...long queue and spend 2 bucks each for a stupid poncho so not to get so wet..they really know how to do business..yeez there wanna scare me again..the down part haven't come wanna tell me..useles poncho..went we went down the wind blow our cover head part so one "splash!!" and our hair is wet..lol..water every where..got 2 slope only..the last slope was a bit steeper..was quite scare my butt will fly off again..but lucky didn't..lucky the slope was not too high..if not butt may fly off..nothing to strap one..just the leg and the hand hold on to the bar..XD..our last ride was matahari =.="..like ferris wheel kind..scared of heights >_<"..turn 3 rounds..yeez there scaring ppl agan..but actually it's very nice to be up there..quiet and peaceful..so nice ..and refreshing..the air..not that scared d after 1 round..while lining up for this can see ppl play the spaceshot..nice man..like so damn exciting..hahha..saw a guy damn scared and after the ride d i think he scared until wanna pee d,keep holding his "there"..LOL..and one girl was so mad at her bf of conning her to ride the spaceshot..say he bluff her or something like that..funny la those ppl,get to see lot of those ppl reaction when lining up for matahari which was opposite only....haihz... but not advisable to play by yeez =/...sigh..so din go..later heart attack how?.the flying coaster also..wanna sit la..signature attraction dei!>.<..look damn scary n nice..u have to lie down flat one on that ride one..wow.!next time got chance wanna try!=D..din get to sit the mine train also..no t much time d..it was just beside sungai rejang..but we left after that and forgot about the mine train cuz too cold d and alter only remember but lazy to walk all the way back again..look nice..ppl screaming.lol..
hahah..genting was fun...oh and did i mention i spend was it 45 minutes of my time in toilet =p..yeez was damnm pised of..i keep wanting to go toilet..and at one point..gotta shit =.="..i think it's just after the corkskrew not too long ago...the nasi lemak la..part of reason also i think it's the ride..=.="..make my stomach feel weird..then later like diarrhea like that =.="...was lining up for the bumper boat d..then have to leave cuz stomach really pain d..and i need to shit..later line up again..line up for 1 hour man that thing..but at least we get to ride in the end.^.^.good thing my stomach was quite empty after that..cuz if not i think when sit the spinner the time..i think the food will come out..cuz stomach and head feel weird d..dun dare to eat also..but after that eat d,sat those not so scary rides..so not that bad..
anyway it was fun and tiring..when sit the cable car going up that time scared..was damn tense..stress dei..scared of heights la..but go back the time..i think too tired d and can't be bother..so not tha scared..and get to see a lot of stuff and tress..before that when go up the time got heavy mist so miss it..lucky mist clear up..can play..if not =/..wasted money man!
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