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Friday, May 25, 2007
11:56 AM
I'll stand by you
Oh, why you look so sad? Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now.
Don't be ashamed to cry, let me see you through
Cause I've seen the dark side too.
When the night falls on you, you don't know what to do,
Nothing you confess could make me love you less
I'll stand by you, I'll stand by you, won't let nobody hurt you,
I'll stand by you.
So, if you're mad get mad, don't hold it all inside,
Come on and talk to me now.
And hey, what you got to hide? I get angry too
But I'm alot like you.
When you're standing at the crossroads, don't know which path to choose,
Let me come along, cause even if your wrong
I'll stand by you, I'll stand by you, won't let nobody hurt you,
I'll stand by you.
Take me into your darkest hour, and I'll never desert you.
I'll stand by you.
And when, when the night falls on you baby, you're feeling all alone,
You won't be on your own, I'll stand by you. I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you, won't let nobody hurt you. I'll stand by you
Take me in into your darkest hour and I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you
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pirates of the carribean: at world's end
finally the long awaited finale for pirates..can't believe this is actually a walt disney production..another nice movie worth watching ;)..but some parts are just kinda unrealistic and left unexplain -_-~..this movie u can see elizabeth's stronger side..and will turner (orlando bloom)'s evil side?as long as the 2nd one..it talks about many betrayal..betrayed here n there..friends betrayed friends..enemies betrayed enemies..friends with enemies ..omg..complicated..overall still a nice movie..actually give u the insight into the world of..erm..pirates?politics?-_-~i'm falling in love with johnny depp XD..well orlando bloom is an of course ..pirates can look so cool XD..
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Sunday, May 20, 2007
8:06 PM
spidy 3
james franco as harry osborn is so damn cuteee >.<"...especially when he loses his memory..with his smile .a cute baddie XD..when toby macguire aka peter parker turns bad also so cool XD..i love baddies..why must they be so cool !=pbad boiiss..so my type XD..it was the best of all 3..touching scene at the end..*spoiler:harry died =(..after he made up with peter"..much more action ..plot was good too..overall a well worth movie which will make ur heart go thump thump for the cute baddies like harry and peter :)
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Tuesday, May 15, 2007
11:14 PM
local internship
i want my internship..
i duno did i made the right choice..
i wanna change but it's too late =.='..
i want it to be reject..
but i want it to be approve either..
i feel lazy..
i feel worry..
i feel scared..
i feel excited..
i feel confused..
but then
i still want my internship..
oh man..i dun even know what i want..sigh..at least no more dreaming of travel oversea intersnhips..too long can't do it ~.~..
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Saturday, May 12, 2007
6:36 AM
New Horizon
my eyes..
my ears..
have been open..
by a single token..
a token of opportunity..
that test my capacity..
how much am i able to give..
with what i've left to live..
how far will i step out of my ring?
how far am i able to spread my wings?
answers that are now to be a mystery..
which will eventually become my history =)
*thx for the opportunity of opening my soul and my heart to a wider horizon and such wonderful experiences.i will always remember it.sweet memories that are forever kept in my heart =)*
-jean'07-
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Friday, May 11, 2007
2:33 AM
aiks.here comes one long post
lols..long time nvr update..i know i know =.=" been freaking busy leh=p and lazy to update XD..i give ya a sum of wad happen ba..many many things happen woo~..hmm..not to mention last sem was a madness ~.~..but a fulfilling sem overall..many good things as well as bad things..bad things =>stress + having to stay out till 12am for work..can u beleive i actually not back home at 12am cuz of work?=.="..almost everyday lehs..1am only come back home..omg~ imagine how bad it is ..so many grp works XD..but den again i enjoy those moments...woo i did it..5 psych subjects..oh man max load ~ wooo..and guess wad? even with such workload,we manage to win the colloqium ^^..yeap..finally..our 2nd colloqium and we got one of da best presentation for abnormal psych class..din expect it..wahahah,it paid off to change wad she wants ya..pulling out hairs the nite b4 cuz she say nid to change many things T_T..woo...we did it T.T..the satisfaction ...all the NB ppl all shock wor..we slacker grp ma =/..how can win hor?muahaha all waiting only for their name to be announce but in the end we got it instead..the satisfaction of their shock face priceless =p..look down on us man..do that all u want =)..i owiz slp in class ma..slack ..skip class..waahahah.zzzz..it's just that we can't be bothered all along ~.~..if we want,we can do it also =D....lol!!and with so many subjects on our shoulder nia..practically we are the working for entire 5 class..grrr..many problems -_-" dun wanna go in details of why..but but we really put a lot of effort for the abnormal psych project leh!imagine i take 3 days to create a fucking slideshow of our comm work -_-~.how many hours spent on creating it..not just the internet kind u can just have everything ever ready..i actually have to do the timing. ..seconds by seconds..transition effects..wordings..omg-_-' trial and error...more than that actually..i learn how to make slideshows and movies (counseling class nid to video record) ..how to edit cut..bla bla..lucky got the programs @_@~*phew* o well..at least we won oral colloqium ^^..got RM280 mph vouchers..is not about d money..more on the glory and satisfaction standing on da stage..wooot~..although the posters din win..but nvm la.defend so many posters lehs.so many class madness -_-"..oh ya..i haven't update on wad happen yea for my comm service nxt visit =O..lazy -_-"..neway the nxt time wasn;t as exciting =(..my cute guy was there but busy with shifting furniture..and he look like he just woke up and nvr shower!!his hair omg...worst than the gatsby ad =.=! but he was looking and i was staring at him cuz i din reacognize him at first with his hair liddat =.=!..damnnn why din i smile when he looking !!!arghhh..but he like busy la..and dat time we go again mostly also we were slacking as usual..we got to peel vege in da morning-_-' ..oh we get to kill a centipede also and sit down talk crap..sigh nvr go near the place my cute guy is cuz they busy shifting furnitures and dunno why that area banned for us..nvr get to take pic la!!!!cis...no matter..got chance sumore =/..we did make excuse went back there again to show the staff the presentation slides b4 the colloqium and take logsheet..nad get to c her cute camera guy dat day but my cool guy not there ..wahahaha..and we did say if we ever won we will come back belanja :)..and yea so we are going back again ~..one of da staff la have a crush on nad.wahahah..sms also wooo..and he did say we can drop by anytime without reason to visit him wor..(he just wanna see nad la)..neways we got good contacts there d =p..syam also at first duwan admit and wanna malu that he wanna work there..keep asking about the hierarchy thing -_-~in the end he admit..wahahaa..oh and we did sign up for volunteer work there wor =p..see how..if the internship thing din work out, wil volunteer ba..got local and overseas internship thingy chance again worrr...must find out more den can say.~i nid a break~..iwanan get out from here ...sick of facing the ppl and the place d -.-'..so nice if we can get to US to do campaign or smtg O_o..got 2 types for overseas one is paid one is volunteer wor..but accomodation provided..like go there do campaign for a short time..the paid one boring job la -_-"..seems more interesting the campaign but then air plane fees =.=...must at least earn some money rite?dunno yet must see wad countries they have..well worse to worse.. if dun go also do the boring local wan lo..big companies but i really no interest in 9-5 job =.=..zzzzzz..i wan a more exciting life o_O..who doesn't?i must prepare myself for masters?XD parents pressure to work O_o..no $$$..but den i have other plans...worse to worsse i just get a loan or smtg...i not going to work!dammit~!i duwan a freaking 9.5 job!!!i gonna try to apply for many uni at US(dreaming-.-)..got one uni got the straight away enter phd 4 year program but u must be really damn good..reccomendations n stuff worr..imagine only 7 ppl enter out of 120 applicants last year!!WTF rite?but i will apply anyhow..try no harm =/..sigh prob will nvr get to go also..stuck in msia?well msia left only my uni got masters dat i waan do wor..but but i duwan be stuck here for soo longggg...worse to worse i just go phillipines or sg or watever...i had enuf of msia !well u nvr noe maybe i'll be stuck in msia..but but maybe a good thing also O_O since dr.ng starting her clinical masters thing wor..i think end of this yr starting O_o and smtg aout being the first in msia to do it >.<"..they building a clinic at main block ..that what i heard =.='..hmmm..in case u r wondering..yea that's her class that we won for in colloqium =p..and now we did sign up to be her research assistant worr..muahha must form good impression ma..nid to pave way for my future~..letter of reccomendation XD..wooo..oh ya -_-.. the results of the thesis topic we got confirmed d also..got our 1st choice.which lec?her lo...but but ..i dunno is it a good thing or a bad thing..now think about it the topic is damn deep..shyt man..and hard..to conduct research??!?!wtffffffffffffffffff.!!regret..should have just put my 3rd choice as 1st..but then again it might turn okie?dunnooooooooo!!we have 1 year to do it..let me xplain how it is done..firstly the first half is to do ur research proposall..omg...yes..all ur lit review and all..u hav to propose how u gonna do ur research..and guess wad?at least 5k-7k words wor..oh man..we be at libraries most of the time -_-?..at taht is just proposal alone!!!not yett conduct..mind u..the ethics boards have to approve and all..and that we are done with thesis 1..thesis 2 is the real thing ...u start to go out conduct ur research..first u must have trial run/pilot testing..wtf??!?den conduct the real thing then analyze results den den..lab report the real thing and then then at the end of day we have to defend it in front of a bunch of audience and 2 judges i guess...WTF?can't wait man "can't wait" T_T..this is torture..madness...i doubt 1 year is enough..at the same time of all this we have our normal classes and subjects on..and we taking quite a lot leh..how to cope -_-'..sigh and i dun think is gonna be simple research..sure complicated design and all individual..u conduct the damn whole thing on ur own..one man show..which we nvr do b4..cuz noramlly we do also in grps last time..well at least last sem we took advanced quants methods..learn all the SPSS test d to use -_-'..more in depth..we learned the why's and how's..eg..why use this and why it becme like that..bla bla..and mor new test..ANCOVA,MANOVA,MANCOVA,non parametric test: man whitney U and wilconxin..and factor anaysis..omg that wan big headache..sumore must use in our research last sem..suddenly become very familiar with spss d wor..-_-'..i can teach ppl sumore wor =.=' teach juniors..omg =.=''!ppl ask i actually can answer and teach wor @_@..i'm surprised at myself..i actually familiar with spss O_O!thx to ms . w also la she teach very good la..she's leaving..taking a break ..wad a big lost to our entire college..sigh..althought last time she can be bitchy and all but now change d better somehow and must admit her teaching all along is very good la..sigh..must be that KC la say those things last sem..stupid bloody KC ntg better to do make trouble for us..results coming out soon..duno how leh..with 5 subjects i wonder how..hope for the best?but i elt that i becoming more hardworking wor O_o..smarter also =p?hahha perassan?XD..i guess u cannot slack a lot with that much workload..and with so many things happening..oh ya i haven't bitch about that new lecturer leh.dat wan that we first have a crush on but then after noe he's liddat =.="...wahahha...mani things happen also.we were blacklisted =.=~long story..ahhahaa.update thenmain things can d la..can't update the trivial little things..mani mani thing leh...long story cut short..i t was a fulfilling sem, :)..i enjoy it very much..=D..thx for this opportunity dat open my heart and soul to a wider horizon..i guess the main thing is the comm work + colloqium ba..sigh..at least life was exciting for a moment =p..a life that i dream of ba...?dreams..if can i wanna go africa and help those ppl..last last week they show idol give backs.. so sad..those ppl in africa die of malaria cuz no mosquito netting..and no money to buy the meds..which cost like wad $1-$2??the clinics everydya how many hundreds ppl go but can't afford to see all..ppl die becuz of that..babies too..and they show how poor they are..got one family can u beleive only the kids left cuz the parents die..and the 12 year old kid must be the head of family and take care of his younger sister..he whole village..no parents..ppl dying..no food to eat..dun say africa..they show US alone also those poor area..there are such ppl still exists!and they even show the place when the hurricane katrina strikee..ppl still no homes to stay..the whole state have become dead state!!the woman so poor thing..crying..and the kids all living in makshift homes..with all the robbing and gunning n killin going around, but they still hab no choice but to stay there cuz no homes..other areas also..just imagine $1 can buy so many things..food..ppl here wasting money like water..$1 can save one life in africa..can enable the children to go to sch..if each n everyone help..so many lives can be saved..but no..ppl here wasting on materialistic stuff..just imagine..$1=one life....everyday ppl are wasting on nonsense stuff ..sigh..i have to admit i do that too..but at least i trying to stop that..and i dun waste it everyday -_-!..they show the performance with josh gorban also so touching..they brought the africa kids over there to perform together..at the end hug him sumore..so touching..yea the whole show was sad n touching...seeing so many ppl dying each day cuz of proverty..and ppl all over the world are wasting their money on smtg else..sigh..getting emotional again -_-!..cry non stop leh..and got the urge to fly to africa to volunteer to help ..if i dun have my parents to support ..i definitely do that kind of work after graduating..that's the kind of life i'm seeking for..sigh not stuck in a office work 9.5 every single day with no meaning....only for on single purpose:work for money n support urself + family?..SIGH dun understand...maybe i just being too childish..dreaming again...reality are always harsh -_-!
but then again i wonder what will happen if i just happen to do so =p...get a tight slap?disown?XD wooo..it be interesting to find out =p..i'm becoming cheeky XD..kekekkeke =D..btw this week lakisha is out T_T NOoooooooooooooooo..kick that melinda la..must admit her singing good.but like to action surprise face..so fake.. okie..dun tell me u dunno u damn good..and smtg wrong with her shoulder and her face..well since lakisha out..i want cute blake to win!!sigh for all u noe that melinda win...what wrong with u ppl voting for her?!?!?!?!grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....at least not blake also jordin la.!!melinda?no way!!!!
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