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Thursday, November 27, 2008
10:55 PM
Pest Infest!!
Since I came back from China..I notice one strange occurrence that have been happening a lot..i mean...really LOT...in my house..it's giving headache and stress -_-'..no..not that type of strange occurrences involving white figures..It's worst than those white figures..they come in quantity not quality.that the worst part...
They are none other than............................................
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MR ANT HIMSELF!!
..............and loads of it u betcha!!
I dunno where the heck they came from..and they have been increasing in numbers lately, probably is because they decided to take a 'vacation' themselves too and come out to play.. since we had ours in China.
but heck!!their numbers never seems to decrease..!!wiping after wiping...killing after killing..and yet I ALWAYS SEEM TO SEE THEM IN LINES!!!yesh LINESS!!
They decide to start their marching practice on my walls every afternoon..wthh!!
grrr..I got so pissed with these pest..so I decide to use........................
the one and only quick solution.............!!
and the results??!fantastic!!
The results:
DIE DIE DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
More dead bodies scattered around...
Effective huh??!
The culprit...kekekek :p
I present you the miracle of ant problems...
TADAAAA....................!!!
THE FORBIDDEN POISON..MUAHAHAHA FEAR NO MORE!!!
and .......
let's not forget....
The murderer...............!!
too guilty to show herself ehs? :p
My hands is now splattered with thousand of the bloods of the ants..!!muahahahaha.
dun care!!they deserve to die :( ..giving me extra work and infested my foood!!grrrrrrrrrRR!!
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Friday, November 21, 2008
12:14 AM
Nyanyuk!!
Grrrrrrrr..
I'm already stress enough and frustrated..been doing my work and rushing my assg few days non stop since I'm back from China, slept late sumore!!..not to mention my thesis is push aside due to all the other workload..and now my idiotic nyanyuk supervisor must add to my frustration.
I got a forwarded email from him warning those student that haven't been seeing him and went missing...asking them to contact him. The problem here is MY NAME IS INSIDE BECAUSE HE KEEPS FORGETTING MY CHINESE NAMEE!!!DAMMIT!!HE RECOGNIZE ME BY MY ENGLISH NICK ARGHHHH!!
He knows I haven't been missing but he thought that 'my chinese name' was a different person..grrrrrrr!!that's what happen when you have lengthy-weird-hard to pronounce-chinese name..!!in nicer word = unique name.The worst part is all my assignment is under my chinese name as in I/C..cause must be formal!!dammit!later he nyanyuk again..forget that I'm the same person and give me a D for my thesis how?!?!PISSED LA!!!!
shouldn't have use my english nick in the first place..let ppl pronounce wrongly or forget my name also nvm la =.= now there's so much confusion..!!!!!
HAIHZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzz!!!I'M SICK OF THIS NYANYUK-NESS OF MY SUPERVISOR..!!!
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Monday, November 17, 2008
2:39 PM
China
Holaa..am back from china..!^_^
Exhausting..but I had fun here and there..!
I'm missing china already..!
Went to Xiamen, Mt. Wuyi, Fuzhou, Putian and Quanzhou..at the northern side..near hong kong and guangzhou there, but not really a big city place like Beijing, Shanghai or Guangzhou, it's more towards outskirt area..small city :D..but the scenery really beautiful!I prefer such areas for holidays rather than big cities in China actually..I heard the big cities are all really polluted -_-" the skies are grey black..and the people and cars are like ants..
but the places I went were blue skies, beautiful lakes and sea, pretty flowers and trees..and the most important part..NICE WEATHER!!!bit cold though!but but....I realize now I have fetish towards countries that have winter -_-"!yesh..I love the environment..the nice breeze and the warmth of the sun T_T so different!!M'sia don't have these T_T..!Msia's sun is overheat..and sticky and and sweaty..but but the sun in these countries T_T..so nice..though bit dry..It's autumm now, going into winter soon in China...ahhh!and the trenchcoats and boots on sales..!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!COATS!!
My 'paddington' boots...♥♥♥
♥♥♥my love ♥♥♥ :'(
Xiamen is a peaceful nice place.it's an island...:) my grandpa's hometown..we didn't manage to find our long distance relatives there..they shifted already and we only have the old address...the night view in Xiamen is really nice!!the whole place is decorate with those light thingy..not neon, it's something else..can't rmbr what is it called already..the government will provide each new building with those light thingy to decorate the side of the buildings..everywhere you can see the gov decorate the streets and buildings with light..beautiful!if you view Xiamen from the hill at night..wah.pretty!!
the night activity also banyak..I saw a lot of karaoke..and the tour guide say though Xiamen is a small place, the alcohol consumption in whole China, Xiamen is no.1 XD..!!The karaoke lounge really grand got those light thingy ..like those ancient shanghai clubs..those blingy light..and so big O_o""..funny!!!
Oh ya, I climb the wuyishan (Mt.Wu Yi) too..it's in mainland China lar this one..the view there is superb too!omgg really beautiful!! but really cold!!one uncle fainted while climbing it..the hill is really steep la..-.-'..they don't allowed people with heart attack and high blood pressure to go on, but the uncle stubborn, kena twice stroke before somemore still wanna climb..duwan to sit the 2ppl carry thingy to go up sumore, dunno what is it called in english..so he end up fainted la..
We went bamboo rafting there too on the nine-bend stream :D...
Oh ya, I got to eat rabbit meat here XD.not bad.lol!!Each places we went have different style of cooking and taste..my fav is fuzhou food!!!DELICIOUS!!!I ate and ate and ate...and I was always the last to finish my meal -.-' ..yes I ate like a pig..2-3 bowls of rice and not counted the dishes!we always have like 8-10 dishes each meal except breakfast!woahhh!heaven T_T..food..and the fei zhu yok also damn nice XD high cholestrol la..wakakaka!
Leaving Mount WuYi..at their airport..
The whole tour, I'm the youngest..mostly those uncles and aunties and po po and gong gong ~.~"..some aunties even commented that I so good teman my dad to join this type of tour because their sons and daughters says it's mostly for old peoples..they dunno I sorta kena force to come along..=.='..and the aunties love me! -____-" I dunno I should be happy about this or sad about this...one auntie even give me a necklace..swt...the team leader from Msia call me 'Baby' cause I'm the baby,youngest of the tour.the best part is I answer to that call...wakakka..he's a funny ah pek la!joke a lot also..!
oh ya we had 2 local China tour guide over there to bring us around, one we called Xiao Chen, a young guy XD..he's a cutiee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!with a sexy butt =X..LOL!!!!!!!!!!~.~ I can't stop looking at him..walao..from behind I see..sexy body..shit man!I have a huge crush on him!!I wanna rape him..wahahaha..jk jk :p he's the tour guide who stick with us for most of the trip except Mt.Wuyi where we had a gal local tour guide over there for 2 days..T_T..he's really my type of guy..have a tad of boyish look :p..his hair my type also..humourous guy..kind and caring also...helpful... he help us load our pics from our camera onto our pendrive at his home in Xiamen..T_T ..ish!can see cannot touch..no fun :(..neways he's married also..with a kid!! :/
I didn't knew china tour guides can be cute and sexy!!XD..that make my trip even worthwhile...manage to steal a few moments to talk with him when dad not around la..touched his hands =X..yesh I did..(don't think senget -_-", when he hand over things or teach me how to set the camera settings, I "ter-touch" his hands la..p.s.actually I know how to do the camera setting, but you know..:p..HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!)..kacau laaa tu dad, trying to flirt sikit pun tak boleh..dad don't even let me take pics with strangers :( I wanted to take pic with him T_T..
I can't stop looking at him for the entire trip.wakakaka..I know I'm being obvious again..kekek who cares :p..I manage to curi take a pic of him from far with many ppl sumore..blur pic :(..dad la grr always stick with me..!!!
* Not the best pic..I know I know..curi take larh! what u expect!sumore he doing monkey face that time, hair messy blown by wind =.=..so small and far sumore and blur!I already zoom in max lehs..!and scared dad turn around..took it in a rush..grrrrrr...that the only pic I have of him!!cis!! :(
Overall..it was a nice holiday!The public toilets in china got improvement..some are okie..but some ulu places..-.- the door half..can see the head in the next cubicle..got one place don't have door at all!but got wall separate each cubicle..but still!!!the hotels and restaurants one are definitely okie larh...
I notice one bad habit of china ppl..they like to spit =.= and they don't care where is it..disgusting and annoying!!and another thing is they smoke like mad..so many smokers everywhere..!!at Mt. Wuyi especially!many ppl smoke at the tianyou peak..!cause you are not allow to smoke there except at the leg of the mountain or the peak..wthhh..spoil the scenery up there la..!It's really like a bunch of smoker's gathering=.='................
Anyways, we went sightseeing a lot of nice places..!!too lazy to describe already..my pictures on fb wil speak for itself :p..!
I miss china already :(..got so used to wake up early in the morning and walk throughout the whole day,hearing that cutie's sexy voice. Now,suddenly now back to M'sia,a bit not used to it=.='..omg..not to mention the workload..stress..reality is hitting me n..
STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!
I want holiday :(!
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Sunday, November 09, 2008
2:59 AM
Nerdy Me: Thesis
*spoiler warning* this post is a long nerdy post, do not read if you are prone to bored-ness! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!-_- crazy...
It's 3am.
I'm suppose to leave for china tomorrow.
Lots of last min stuff to packed and preparation tomorrow.
Yet...
I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M HERE STRESSING FOR MY THESIS!!!ARGH!
THE RESULT ANALYZING PART!
I just realize it's not so simple. shit man!!Okie, I'm doing factor analysis for my PF16 scale, Cronbach alpha, correlation with participant's feedback, correlation with the MPQ (Manchester Personality Questionnaire). 4 things. erm, all together 200 over questions.100 participants. -.- dei..why I sendiri cari pasal. this is hell a lot of work.
At first I don't get it,how do I correlate the MPQ with the PF16..MPQ have 15 factors while the PF16 is 16..I asked my supervisor..and I realize I got the wrong idea, dumb me. The number of factors doesn't matter,I was suppose to see the overall.I went and search online for more info.. how come they never taught us Pearson product moment correlation coefficient is the fucking same thing as Pearson's r =.= dammit. I don't understand why must those scientist give formula fancy names while it actually mean the same thing. Next time, if..well If I'm that good (*Hey!even if I'm not, I can dream right!)..and have a formula name after me..I'm just gonna go with the J-formula..The Jean Formula..simple,short and it explains it all. :D
Anyway, back to the point, I just realize beside the correlation I might need to do a multiple regression analyses as well..that would actually further strengthen my results if I found a correlation larh..cause then I would be able to see how one scale's score can predict the others. I'm struggling a bit here with the interpretation of the tables. Understanding is not a problem, but how do I write it out in fancy words is the problem. I kinda get the R squared part, but I don't quite get the residual part..problem problem..*sigh*
That is only one part of my results. Next, come with the correlation with the participant's feedback. Problematic..the sum total scores are different can I still enter my raw scores into SPSS and get the correlation..shouldn't be a problem I think but then I have 7 questions measuring one factor on the 16PF while only 1 on the feedback form. Should I take the average of the 16PF and compare with the feedback form or should I take the percentage instead..or does the total sounds more logical?damn. I dunno. This is giving me a headache.
Next,cronbach alpha is not a problem. I know how to do and run it on SPSS. Just need to refresh a bit with my rusty skill. I learned that online last 2 sems ago.
The last part..the factor analysis is another major headache -.- with 112 questions for that and 100 participants.....do you know it actually compare one by one each participants -.- yes..the thought of entering the raw data is already a stress. the analyzing and interpretation is gonna kill me. At this time, I often asked myself, why did I chose to do this..isn't this sendiri cari pasal!??!Others will probably chose the easy route out~.~...my god..why am I so dumb T_T just because it looks much more cooler and canggih in my thesis..and and..I itchy hand ='( sobs..now I have to bear the consequences.
AND WHY THE HECK AM I A LAST MIN PERSON!!I never learned..do I?=.="...
And now you must be wondering..why I don't ask my supervisor for help with all these..most of the stuff I have to figure it out myself or learned myself through my own means..that's because.......................................
HE's..
He's......
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OLD SCHOOL!!HE USES MANUAL CALCULATIONS!!OMGGG!!HE EVEN TEACHES THEM..!!
If i use that... think it take me one year..-_-"..or maybe months...and no, he doesn't know how to use computer to calculate the results..nevermind if dunno SPSS..but he don't even know excel..!!can't you beleive it!ANCIENT!!!i called it ANTIQUE!!!!T_T why can't I get a canggih psychometrician to teach me all these..T_T
*Sigh* I have to take the hard way out..learning through tutorials and articles online...At times, I'm really lazy, can't be bothered to read those wordy lengthy guides la!!But can't deny la..I actually learn a lot from it..you know even under correlation there's plenty of different type for different level of measurement..there's tetrachoric correlation, point biserial correlation, biserial correlation, polychoric correlation, polyserial correlations, partial correlation, multiple correlation, semipartial correlation, autocorrelation bla bla..the list goes on..if you interested just googled on it la.
Call me a nerd. I actually find it pretty exciting to learn it -.- yeahs, I'm a closeted nerd. used to be a obvious out in the open-nerd XD lolz!! No la, I'm still a slacker. But it's just that this is my new found interest and something that I want to pursue in..I'm pretty excited about my thesis actually and the way it's gonna turn out. I thought I was burned out, but once I start with analyzing the results and learning all the stats thingy again..I got excited -_-'.Oh god, Im a fucking nerd =.='. I actually have doubts of whether I can applied for further studies in this branch of psychology. I was afraid that I'll get bored of it and I'm just having those 3 minute fire interest kinda thing again. But now, it seems, psychometrics really sparks my interests.Up till now, it never fail to catch my attention, the more I know of it, the more I want to learn about it. My supervisor had a special class teaching item analysis just that day, though I don't need it for my thesis, I attended, partly I have to la cause I'm the commitee member of the psychometric club but another part is cause I want to learn. though manually but still..I learned something :D.I still have doubts on whether I can pursue my studies in this area..but well at least a tiny little bit lesser. I usually get bored of things easily,I have problem commiting myself long-term to something..eg) jobs. that's why I can't stay in a job too long. I'm woried about my working life -_-'. I need a interesting job. That's why I prefer part time and freelance jobs, even part time also I can't really commit myself, I get bored and slack in the job after a while.lol!
OKie..okie I know..I'm going off topic again..-_-' why am i always so wordy...ish!back to the topic..
Anyways, what I don't understand is why can't people just take their time googled and search on it instead of going round asking if they don't know how to do it. For example, I spend hours reading and learning on a certain formula or whatever and then this person come along asking me can I teach her/him..:( that's like unfair.call me selfish brat or whatever. But why can't they just take the effort to do the same thing. People got through the hard way while others just want to take the easy way out. It's kinda like taking advantage of people. Well, if they pay, that's a different case all together lah. Or if it's really too complicated or can't be learned online, then different. But the point is they don't even bothered to search online in the first place!!!!
Case Scenario:
A doesn't know how to do a type of analysis and went to ask around how to do it. Somehow A overheard B knows how to do it so went and asked B. B malas la and have a lot of work :p.. suggested that A to search online.
A: Heh??online got meh?izzit ar?
B: -_______________________________-"...............................
If you really want to learn how to do something, wouldn't you actually did some research or try to googled it online or what first. Well, to me, somehow rather I'll find this kind of person lazy and wanna take the easy way out la. I know it's good to teach people or help people, but depends on the circumstances, you can't always be giving, people will just take advantage of you. I've learned that the hard way :). Help is help but there's a limit to it, either way is you pay me, and I'll get the job done. If not, people will just keep coming back to you demanding more and more, there's never ending, unless you put a stop to it! WHY?because they know you are mr./miss willing..that's why! They always say they are not capable or don't know how to do and come begging for help..but in the first place did they even tried!?Yeah, they might say they have..but to me..they just haven't try harder. Why other people can do it, while you can't?Stop using the excuse I'm not talented or smart enough as the others. Haven't you heard the phrase.." Success= 1% intelligence, 99% effort" But to these people, they can't be bothered to even put in the 99% effort and they already admit they are a failure. They find it easier to used people to get their dirty job done, never once considering the other party's feeling and situation. Once is fine. Twice is still ok.. But third time..is MELAMPAU!!
These are selfish people who is too egocentric and only concern about themselves and their own matters. Seriously...-_-!These people should just rot and go fuck themselves. t(-_-)t. Lazy scums of the society...a disgrace to the human race. and yes. I have zero tolerance towards these bunch of shit asshole. but because of my stupid emotions- the soft spot in my heart...I always did the opposite instead. *Sigh* that's why I always say emotions only get in the way.How many times must I learned my lesson?Hey...! I'm learning..learning..gimme some time!!! I always realize my mistake after I give in -_-''..that's bad..but at least now I know how to escape from it after that :p..not that Miss.Willing anymore I used to be ehs? Too bad for those scums then,hell to them!!
Enough of cursing and swearing..fuck!4am!!!THESIS!!!!OMGG!and IM GONNA BE AWAY FOR A WEEK!!!SHITTTTTTTTTT!SUMORE THE ADDED PART LIT REVIEW OF THE MPQ NOT DONE...THEN HE WANT THE DRAFTS AND RESULTS..TWO WEEKS B4 DUE DATE ..FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!IM TOTALLY FUCKED...NOT TO MENTION I HAVE A FUCKING PRESENTATION TO PREPARE FOR ANOTHER ASSIGNMENT WHEN I COME BACK!!!
IM SO FUCKED!!!
NVM..SINCE THAT WAY I JUST HAVE A GOOD TIME AND ENJOY FIRST IN CHINA..ANYHOW I'LL GET FUCKED LATER AGAIN..-_-''
CIAO!!
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Wednesday, November 05, 2008
1:14 AM
Halloween
It was okie larr....had fun here and there but it turn out not as what I expected lar =.='..well at least the after party was much better :p..wakakaka..boozeee~~!!XD
-__-" the only part that whole event was worth it was the pictures..and the attention ba..LOLL!!!so many ppl taking pics and wanting to take pics with us..wakakaka XD..im not use to these kind of attention seriously =X..lol!!1 of my friend of course in cloud nine lar!!
heads were turning as we came in :p..lolz..guys were staring =X..LOL!!i must admit definitely it is flattering to get such attention..and i enjoyed it!HAHAHA!okie I'll stop being narcissistic here =X..
The crowd...
*Due to this being a public post..not gonna post any personal pics :p..if you know me, go view my facebook or friendster..
Anyway..the whole event *sigh*..kinda lame la!!they have great music la but the dancefloor sux -_-"..and what's the point of it when they don't even let ppl dance..and no alcohol but a dancefloor?!what kind of party is this!?the haunted house..okie la must give them credits for their effort..but could have been greater..the ghost were not moving to scare ppl also~.~..and some areas were too brightly lit..and I thought they would go with the idea of choosing diff doors and pathways and something will be inside waiting for you behind each door..but I guess they got scared themselves la..have to wait for ppl in that dark place just to scare ppl..erm and yes my uni main block is haunted..and yeah got ppl actually died there before and got ghost encounter stories la..so I guess they back out their plan la..instead they just decorate the whole long corridor path till the very end..
and the worst part!!is the best dressed costume award..they nominated the people all are in the commitee or the council ..even if their costume sux -_-"..except for 2 ppl i think..especially the female's one..there this gal in swan..erm I don't want to insult but swan are suppose to be elegant and graceful but she's...she's...fat..okie fine..obese..sound better?!and..ugly..okie okie i mean physically unattractive..I'm trying my very best to be polite here..-_-!
wthhhh!!A FAT AND UGLY SWAN!AND THEY CALL THAT UNIQUE COSTUME?!SHE JUST WORE A BALLET TOP AND BOTTOM AND THE STOCKING AND SOME STUPID SWAN LILIT AROUND THE BADAN..WTF?!LIDDAT ALSO CAN GO ON STAGE?MY GOD!!JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE IN THE COMMMITEE?!and not to mention another stupidest costume I''ve seen that they call creative..supposedly to be a emo fallen angel..no it's not even black -_-'..it's just a normal angel with the halo and wings and some plaster on her legs..erm that night there were actually plenty of angels around that are better than her..but just because she's in the commitee so you know la..and the last one -.- a stupid dumb joker..which is normal -.-...she just use white powder, eyeliner and red lipstick draw draw and the suit not even the original joker suit, it's just a man's shirt and tie and vest and black pants -.- and yes..that's the winner for female category..it's just plain stupid. I've seen better joker than her -.- . She won cause she's in the council and the commitee larh =.= the fat swan and the overdramatic angel also cause they were in the commitee..the angel somemore over..trying to act girly..*vomit* she pretend to faint to show fallen angel..-.- ..............speechless.....those pinky girly gal la =.=.....acting fake..cannot tahan.Haihz.dissapointing.so damn bias larh, if people know, then we woudn't actually take the trouble to dress up..just because we're not in the commitee or council we wouldn't stand a chance..well one of my fren get on stage larh..but seriously among all I think her costume was one of the best =.= compare to the stupid joker.and I and corpse bride should be on stage instead of that fat swan and girly angel.dumb -.-.totally dumb.
The lamers:
If I come as gollum from LOTR with the precioussss.ss ring, I'll win la liddat =.=, that was my initial idea but they don't have the body, so gave up. Spend the $$ never even get anything -.-..the costume was rented..already expensive enough, fan borrowed..but the geta and kinchaku I bought it -.- directly imported from Japan..yes.JAPAN.T_T broke.but then nvm la, I really love those two things and I wanted to keep those also and can use it for bon odori festival at wherever la..just need to get a yukata. :)
Back to my rambling..oh ya..they don't even have enough food, lucky manage to get some in the end.=.= I pay fucking RM13 to see a dumb show with a hungry stomach..and not to mention no alcohol.
The only fun part was gathering with my friends and the attention and the pics lah..wakakaka..
That's why we went to asian heritage row there and had our own party instead after that ..with booze of course :p kekeke..but all were too broke to get drunk..!LOL! wanted to go quattro one :(..but some couldn't join us cause need to go off early for work the nxt day..haihzz..working life seems sucky..:/
Conclusion: I did had fun la but it could have been better. that's because I have all fucking nerds and lalas in the council and commitee as well as incompetent people who is organizing this thing. another thing Im gonna ramble about. AM NOT GOING TO PROM ALREADY! BECAUSE OF THE FUCKING LALAS.DAMMIT.
The organizer is a bunch of Lalas (if you dunno what LaLas are, I shall enlighten you further in another post about these grp of ppl who seriously memalukan the rest of the human population).YEs!my hatred towards these group of people has been increasing since the day the these population infested my uni and the student council.
They fucked the whole prom up. Nevermind the theme : enchanted night..but no they have to limit it to princessy pastel colour dress....like a wedding kind, fairy tale..and you tell me which prom got a fucking choir?when you think of prom, you'll think of cool, fun, party...but no these bunch of nerds and lalas wants a choir in a prom..wtf?!?not even a band?!?!WTF WTF?!?!then nvm..guess what!?THE CHOIR IS GOING TO SING DISNEY SONGS AND IT'S GONNA BE PLAY THE WHOLE NIGHT...OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!HOW OLD ARE YOU ALREADY!?!DISNEY SONGS FOR PROM!?!
YES!DISNEY SONGSS!!!
They wanna make the prom into some 5 year-old gal who dress up as princess with a tiara kinda birthday party..omgg!!pastel colour princessy prom..girly gal...disney song..-_-"..like this..
And..NOoo!!NOT EVEN CLOSE TO THESE....!!
*sigh*..I might as well go to the bridal shop and rent a bridesmaid dress sudah larh -.- ..and I can imagine what the Lalas are comin with..those LALA white dresses..with lacey lace..arh maybe you'll even see some polka dots here and there and with their LALA'S shoes..
and they choose to hold it in sime darby convention center instead of hilton hotel..nevermind that..but you are charging Rm115 for a dunno what place..not even a hotel..hello?is that a bit too expensive?and not to mention these nerds don't allow booze..and it's gonna be fucking boring -.- I AM SO NOT GONNA WASTE A FUCKING RM115 FOR A STUPID LALA PROM, I RATHER USE THE MONEY FOR HOLIDAY..at first we plan to thrash the prom..a gang of us come in black and gothic makeup and one of us who play music gonna bring a guitar play metal music. and some booze...kekekeke ..it should be really fun..but after seeing the price forget it man!not even worth thrashing!hahahahah!!Instead we are planning a trip :D those LALAs and NERDS can go enjoy their lame ass 'prom' la -.-..I don't think it's even qualified to be called as a prom...so yeah -.- save my money to buy dress too :)!
FUCK THE FUCKING LALAs!!!
^_^V
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I'm already stress enough and frustrated..been doing my work and rushing my assg few days non stop since I'm back from China, slept late sumore!!..not to mention my thesis is push aside due to all the other workload..and now my idiotic nyanyuk supervisor must add to my frustration.
He knows I haven't been missing but he thought that 'my chinese name' was a different person..grrrrrrr!!that's what happen when you have lengthy-weird-hard to pronounce-chinese name..!!in nicer word = unique name.The worst part is all my assignment is under my chinese name as in I/C..cause must be formal!!dammit!later he nyanyuk again..forget that I'm the same person and give me a D for my thesis how?!?!PISSED LA!!!!
HAIHZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzz!!!I'M SICK OF THIS NYANYUK-NESS OF MY SUPERVISOR..!!!
