...into muhh heart, muhh soul, a brand new miee! :)
takemyHAND*
hold me close and say three words like you used to do just three words iloveyou-
huh?!lost?; click on your right and navigate your way through!*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
5:37 PM
Mystic
I have found some inner peace inside me the more I get to know it... yesh..I'm learning astrology and tarots soon..It's actually all inter-related..wonderful yet mysterious.. and I have met some kind soul that became my guidance during such a time where I was lost.. I was so lost... so many problems.. I cannot breathe.. I cannot move.. I was just zombie....
Fate? Destiny? I do not know. What I know is I've been fascinate with it from the start..a very long long time ago. and it is my time to get in touch with it now.
The problems are still there Everything is still there The shits.. The hell... Yet I have somehow found such a peace inside me that enable me to see things in a different perspective.. I understand better.. I'm so curious.. so interesting...
Strangely I even found happiness inside me..emotional fulfillment..something that I had not been able to feel for a very long time already..I do not know how to explain or desribe it..it's just strange, interesting and wonderful at the same time..
I just feel that I am going through a spiritual journey..LOL!I talk like a dalai lama..wth!! Some ppl might see it differently.. black magic?cult?evil?nah.. It doesn't control over you..it is just a guideline..the ultimate choice is still up to you..whatever yo do..will affect ur destiny fate..
How can it be evil if it's your own choice?
Do people even know why tarots was seen it in such ways..? That was because way long ago the religion is afraid of the power it has on people.power meaning their user..people who use it.. so they create all means to defame it..calling it evil cult...and so on What are they doing then?They are actually destroying..have the intention of harming..doesn't all religion teaches us to love peace? spread your love..that sorta thing?But look at what the religions are doing..!?
I'm not accusing anything I'm just pointing our the facts.That why I'm a free thinker up till this day. I have my own set of religion I believe what I wanna believe. It's everyone's free choice. I do not have a particular religion..does that mean I'm evil or rot in hell? There are some people who are so religious and yet what are they go out murdering people and stuff like that..so does that mean if one have a religion that he/she would be better than one without?
I don't think so. I believe it's ultimately up to the person's choice and value. Having a religion or not does not make a differences. If you are a man of worth, discipline, values..you would then be a good man even without any specific rules or guidelines to adhere too like what religions require you too. Yes, religion may be a sign of a respect to GOD. But respect to GOD is between me as a person and GOD, why do I need to show it to other people?for show?
Blah. I shall not go on rambling. I had an assignment to do for my 2nd stage interview. went for interview again. and no, I haven't called up the company in sri hartamas because I had so much things going on.-_-" This bloody company call me out of the blue when I applied like months ago -_- ..I've already stop applying for jobs lehs!
many things going on..I'm still on MIA mode..but not so.things need to be settled soon.
Can't wait for my nxt class!! Hmm..issit because I have many planets in my 8th house..that's why I'm so intuitive and into these??Could it be?
takeMEbytheHAND.
Enigma
天子心
I was born under the smallest astrological sign 24 yrs ago
used to be a psychology student
but now a self-proclaimed full time slacker
on a soul searching journey..
but end up finding my soulmate instead, love being with YOU :)
takeMEsomewhereNEW.
::A dreamer::
::An adventurer::
::A traveller::
::A slacker::
::A party gal,once in a blue moon::
::A game freak::
::Slacker workaholic::
::Anime & manga enthusiast::
::Queen of lateness::
::Night owl::
::Psychometric nerd::
::I'm still finding my way :)::
HANDinHAND.
#1Want ::Get an iphone::
#2Want ::Nintendo Wii::
#3Want ::Go to Japan::
#4Want ::Learn skiing::
#5Want ::Complete my bungy jump attempt::
#6Want ::Get Scuba Diving license::
#7Want ::Invest in an underwater camera::
#8Want ::Get solo skydiving license::
#9Want ::Climb a mountain::
#10Want ::Gain my doctorate::
#1Wish ::Travel/Backpack around the world::
#2Wish ::Pursue my dream & achieve the highest::
#3Wish ::Master as many languages in this world as possible ::
#4Wish ::Study all about the myths of Egypt,Rome and Greek culture::
#5Wish ::Wanna be a millionaire $_$ *quite impossible*::
#6Wish ::To volunteer frontline @ africa or some war-torn country::
