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Friday, September 25, 2009
11:35 PM
work work work
Still the usual..still dead. gotta go UM for work tomorrow,as they have classes this weekend, gonna be taught by the UK lecturer, nice guy. this time I'm handling the stuff alone ehs..XD. Hope I won't get lost in UM :p
Haven't seen monster in like two weeks already..but her spam calls are enough to give pressure =X..on another note, I'm actually enjoyed work these few days..though it has its usual stress. Somehow I'm gonna miss working here..Actually my work offers me the independence and flexibility I wanted, as well as the networks and connections and opportunities to learn.It's just that the monster problem =X.
And I'm definitely gonna miss the great people I've known here. My colleagues are funny friendly people..hahaha..the only thing that keep me sane in the office would probably be them ba. And I've learn a lot from this man who is like a mentor to me...he gave me a lot of insights and advice on the working world and life. I've get to learn a lot seriously, and now I feel that I've changed in some ways. I'm now able to handle a lot of things myself, due to my work I need to be able to manage and handle stuff independently. Dunno? Ask. Still dunno? Hentam aje la!LOL!
Ohhhh..and I cure my phone calls phobia -_- '" lol..I'm immune to calls nowadays already -_- like wtf?I've learned how to deal with people too. Met lots of people too. consisted mostly of the rich.stuckup at times.intelligent.smart.highly educated..there's your average joe too..old.young.nice.funny.weird. all have!!!One interesting thing about this job is I get to meet all the weird ppl!LOL!!!
as well as a lot of learning opportunities. I can have access to expensive books and precious notes..journals that you wouldn't be able to get your hands on so easily..and I can just make a copy of it..but yet I became lazy -_-"..dont' even bother to read on after a few pages. maybe I'm just too tired -_-".
Oh well..the monster still wins all =X..
I'm gonna miss certain things I know..:/
and yet there's certain things I'm not gonna miss :X..!hahahahahaha!!!
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Saturday, September 19, 2009
9:04 PM
Away
Since working -_- I don't seems to have for anything..
Exhausted.Tired.
Many drama going on in work = added stress.
The latest drama is our accountant fought with the monster and quit the job =X..there goes my pay cheque. -_- oh gosh! I'm already broke enough..speaking of this, my wallet left RM4 only now.wtf right? The lunch at office is so expensive la =.= ...not to mention the amount I spent on italk credits lol..! Hmm does this explain why do I need to go up genting again soon :p?LOL!!
Lately, The monster is getting worst and worst and we have additional work. Monster went beserk lately too =X scary. Therefore I have to be in at work before 9am.
My average time reaching home is around 8.pm-8.30pm. -_-" and after that I shall slave through making dinner and serving the king. He rawrs cause the house has been neglected teruk-ly. which end up he have to do the housechores =X.LOL!I have not clean the house yet too for this week -_- hmm shall I skip another week?
By the end of the day I shall be like a dead cat..completely exhausted. I have no time for anything. including my friends. Gosh -_- this is bad. And barely time for him too -_- gosh..Except the late night chats with I often end up dozing off =X. Poor thing, he will be there talking to himself and calling calling me while I'm like zzzz-ing occasionally rambling some nonsense sleep talk XD wahahahha..!!
My mind and body is soo sooo tired every single day, I just collapse at the end of the day. No energy.
Therefore I shall be MIA-ing for the few weeks to come till I get out of this shit. =.=".
I know I have a lot of stuff to settle..but I"m just too stressed and tired every single day.
I barely have time for studying too -_- study for my exam.gosh.
Anyway till then. May not even update my blog for a very long long time.
I'm practically dead. I think I'm losing weight again -_- am I?
It sucks everytime I think of the stress I am going through and I won't be getting paid anytime soon -_-..the accountant left and with monster attitude she won't let me go easily....sigh..I might not get my pay maybe till for another few months or even nxt year?GRRR!!
Counting my days down...
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Friday, September 11, 2009
11:57 PM
The Climb
I personally don't like mily cyrus. She has no talent and can't really sing or act and just a copycat. But doesn't understand why does she have such a large fan base. =.= But one thing that I can't denied is I really like this song of hers -The climb. Explaining my situation now.But I still don't like her..I just like the song. =X LOL!
I can almost see it.
That dream I'm dreamin
But there's a voice inside my head saying you'll never reach it.
Every step I'm taking.
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction.
My faith is shakin.
But I,I gotta keep tryin.
Gotta keep my head held high.
There's always gonna be another mountain.
I'm always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose.
Ain't about how fast I get there.
Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.
It's the climb.
The struggles I'm facing.
The chances I'm taking.
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking.
I may not know it but these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah.
Just gotta keep going.
And I, I gotta be strong.
Just keep pushing on 'cause,
There's always gonna be another mountain.
I'm always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
But Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose.
Ain't about how fast I get there.
Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.
It's the climb.
Yeah-yeah
There's always gonna be another mountain.
I'm always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes you're gonna have to lose.
Ain't about how fast I get there.
Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.
It's the climb.
Yeah-yeah-yea
Keep on moving,
Keep climbing,
Keep the faith,
Baby.
Its all about,
Its all about the climb.
Keep your faith,
Keep your faith.
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Tired
Working have left me practically drained and exhausted.
I come home almost late every single day..the earliest I get to go was 6.30pm? the latest?9.30pm?lolz..and I'll be stuck in the jam going home..
Many insights and things I've seen. I've learned. I learnd to handle.
I've seen monsters too =X.
I get to attend classes and workshop for free :p..liased with professors ..drs..Opportunities is really good there..
But..all can't beat that monster.
I'm burning out soon.
Counting down my days. :X
I'm neglecting my housechores like mad...~.~ aihs..I'm just so tired every single day.
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Sunday, September 06, 2009
3:50 AM
All in vain..
You shut out 10years of friendship because of you couldn't take it.
Told you that you couldn't, yet you insisted.
This is what happened.
Since we are unwanted anymore in your life, why do I still bothered and care about your feelings.
You decide to let it go 10 yrs like that.
I guess..we are people who don't matter after all.
I should just let it go.
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Tuesday, September 01, 2009
11:08 PM
Tired
I'm sooo fucking tired..I dislike working life -_-" you seems to have no time for yourself anymore!!
Job is okie so far, people are nice but it's just that I'm tiny lil bit unsatisfied with certain things. I guess I need to give it more time as everyone else said.
There still some problems here and there..but apart from that I guess I'm doing good.
Oh =X..one good news was me and him is already official, been spending a lot of time with him and finally manage to kick him back to sg..after countless attempt..:/ he came back to kl after one day of going back to sg =X...swt..*kicks certain rhinobit hard* muahahaha!~ finally 'guai guai' go back to sg today.I miss him hell a lot now this moment though :/..
Tired and sleepy.
I don't want to work tomorrow can? ~.~
Shall blog again next time when I do have time. _- working life is draining me..oh gosh..it seems my dark circles and eyebags and zombie facei s getting worst =.=!"
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