take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
2:18 PM
Day 4

4 angle bean =X..LOL so random!
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Tuesday, November 24, 2009
3:16 PM
Absence..:/
It's been the third day you left..and I still miss you like crazy..sigh..
Ish..!Everything single thing in the house ..I see your image..reminds me of many memories you left behind..choi~.~" not like dying already pun..!LOL
I miss seeing your face in the morning.
Seeing how lazy you brush teeth without toothbrush -_- wth..
I miss your smile.
I miss your voice.
I miss you stroking my hair.
I miss your cooking.
most importantly I miss mr.maria doing my housechores for me..LOL!!!
hahaha! I abuse him :p..!
I miss everything about you.
Strangely I miss your tickling too -_-".
and you hiding under the bed or in the cupboard =X LOL!
Anyway :/..
Today while preparing dinner..this is what I get after weeks of having Mr.Maria to rely on..=X.

The consequences of slacking too much..!!!

2 cuts on the finger..stupid knife!!!
Well the result..?
TAdaaaaaaaaaaaaa........!

Looks yummy?
Thanks to him I learn to cook better?LOL!
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Saturday, November 14, 2009
9:41 PM
Destiny
Well..
Post-dinner:
Everything went well..and I'm now can sorta say am officially with him LOL-_-"..as in..my dad knows his existence and sorta gave the green light for us to go ahead with our relationship.
haha?This is all so weird.All going so fast O.o"..my gosh..!I couldn't have expected all this to proceed so fast and far
O.o..swt..I wonder how it is gonna be like when I meet his family in dec perhaps XD?Omg.thinking so far ahead.
I just know I'm really in love with him. What happen to me ~.~? The feeling is just so new..so unfamiliar to me..so intense.Both of us. We're just crazily madly in love with each other. Every single time with each other is so precious..cause you'll never know when you're gonna meet the next time or how long more we all have.
Long Distance Relationship is hard. But I believe if we are strong enough, we can work this through :).
Tarots reading have said before that this r/ship is not gonna be an easy one either. But at least I got the lovers card. ahahahaha!!
Today, I did a reading for myself.....a mixture of good and bad..but well..I'm still gonna go ahead with whatever the cards shows anyway. It's still up to me after all. It changes every single time you move a step forward or made a decision. If I had follow what the first reading nic did months back or proceed with caution regarding this rship, I wouldn't have been here to this day. Call me stubborn. You can give me the worst reading, and yet I will still walk on the path I have chosen. See..where has it lead me to?The cards changes..they are just guidelines..that because ultimately I still hold my own destiny. I believe so.
I love you so much.
<3
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Deep shit
A lot of things are happening right now.
I got caught -_-".
He's meeting dad for dinner -_-'. wtf rite.LOL!
Anyway will be back for more updates when I'm more free again.
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Friday, November 06, 2009
5:58 PM
<3
I'm just so madly in love. <3 LOL!!
Baby <3
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Halo
Remember those walls I built
Well, baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make up a sound
I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now
It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out
Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light
I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again
Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out
Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
Halo, halo
Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
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Wednesday, November 04, 2009
11:33 PM
Thoughts
There's just a lot of thoughts running through my mind now.
Can't seem to get it out.
So many things.
And why everyone I'm seeing..I see people feeling the same thing.
Depressing.
Frustrating.
Sad?
Shitty Feeling.
What's with this month?
November and so many people feeling down.
Just take a look at fb status and you can see so many shitty status :/ hmmm..
Sigh.
I screwed my GRE up.
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My future is now hanging.gosh.
And I hate this feeling.
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Dotz.
I still got tons of application stuff to do.
Sigh.
Off.Tata.
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