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::When Illusions meets Realities::The Surreal Realm of Reality::A step into the World of Enigma..~::

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just three words
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Saturday, December 19, 2009
5:43 PM

Sayonara~

Finally it has come to an end of my 2 week period of work.
It was really great and fun experience.
The environment and the people especially!
And get to know all the temps that work together was really a great experience too..we started off as strangers, but end up as friends :p
thanks to these people who make work more fun and enjoyable..hahaha with more laughter too!

Anyways here are some pics of my working place
*no personal pic will be posted as usual due to this being an open-to-all blog* (hmm..really thinking of shifting it to a password protected post blog)

This is our temporary working station @ training room..

So many computers huh?@_@

The windows..and view outside..

Look the never-ending papers that keep coming in everyday @_@~I'm seeing stars already!

My 'precious babies' for the entire 2 week -_-"..

Gosh O_o""!

Here's the printing room/store room..whatever you wanna call it..

They put papers, machines, stationary here @_@

The 'canggih' looking machines inside the room..

The pantry area..

So cafe-ish style..nice setting..nice lighting..nice background..all we need is just some music!

Some decors on the wall..artistic? :O

What you will see when you first walk in through the glass door..

Hmm..

This is the wonder machine I'm talking about!!8 drinks without the hassle of making it yourself..most importantly it's FOC!WAHAHAHA! the drink make with such smooth foam..ahhh nice!

They stock milk, cereal biscuits, fruits, hotdog sometimes..curry puff...

They even have my kiwis...!!Forget to "tapau" home at the last day..aiya :/ wasted!!

Most importantly they stock CHOCOLATES!!However.......they are all gone within 2 days of restocking !wth!and they only restock like once per week?!NOoooooooooooo!My kitkat and cadbury...come back to mama!!!!~ T_T!

Although work is really tiring and hectic and we had to rush and rush for the timeline..but it was still fun!!!Totally awesome and enjoyed it a lot !not to mention the reasonable rate they are paying :D!

Won't mind working there again..temporary or permanent..hmm..

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But only after a nice break!!

KEkekekekeke!

WHeeeeeeee~!2 more days to SG! :)

Merry X'mas everyone!

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Friday, December 11, 2009
10:08 PM

Working

Working is geting better ;P..
and I got 'promoted' sorta LOL!
cuz my 1 week senior is leaving
to guide the other new ppl rofl!and no more data entry for me LOL!im the one asking ppl to do work wakakakak!
it;s nice being the 'boss' although a small fry boss..=X..

Anyway the 2 seniors are leaving..today should be the last day. one of them coming back to help on monday.
Had a really good time with them..
and I really love the working environment there!
awesome!
We temps have our own room, is actually they training room..all in one big room that why we can chat and joke around.
And I really love the pantry..-_- yesh I'm obsessed with the pantry.
They have like this big pantry..like cafe setting..small one lar..a few tables..and chairs to chill around..and a high table by one side with chairs (similar like those table n chairs u can see at the sushi belt-single seating one.and the whole area is surrounded by glass wall ? and they decor the area with flowers and pictures and arts?They have this very cool machine -_- (seems like i just come out from kampung LOL!) this drinking machine have 8 type of drinks to choose from ranging from coffee,latte,espresso,teh tarik,milo,mocha latte..etc etc..just press the drink u want and put ur cup..and that's it O.o!so cool!!!!and it's FOC LOL!!!!and the have cupboard stock of biscuits..and chocolates omg O.o !i want chipmunks!that day they have hotdogs sumore -_- wth..LOL!..and they have a cupboard to put the bin..so it's not visible from the outside..very nicely upkeep and the whole environment is just so nice and relaxing..can juts chill and relax there!
They even have one room for their photostat machine,paper shredder..i dunno wad else machine ..and to put papers and stuff..-_- one room just for that. and u can take what you want. They have too many space i guess..Our room is surrounded by full length glass window too with blinds. It'll be really pretty to look out during the night of many lights. And the stationary like FOC nia =.= so many different markers ,colour pencil..highlighter, post it note in different colours! in one big box =.= so pretty!HAHAHA!
I really like working here =.= gosh..I don't mind working in such big nice office setting..nice environment ..quiet somemore and people are nice. Eeee I bet the staff get high paid too..though they have to work late at times seeing how they indulge in their office environment.
And we have a small xmas tree at the reception hall there :p and the sofa at the reception area is sooo nice to sit and lean on -_-" gosh..!
I wanna work there -_-"LOLLL!!!!

They even have staff karaoke session ytd wth -.-'..where got such office neh!!

And oh ya =X we temps don't really need to dress all too formal..but not too casual like shorts..I wore t shirt the other day ROFL!! I like this kinda work =X!

10 more days to see you.....:(

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Monday, December 07, 2009
4:25 PM

Hmm

Okie.
Lately my mood swings has been really bad.
Roller coaster.
LOL.
Blame it all on the PMS.
-_-".

Tomorrow I shall start my temp job for 2 weeks. I'm still thinking I should just eat bread for lunch to save up. :/.
By the time I get home from work, including the jam -_- damn..it be like 7.30 or 8? I won't have time to cook again..I guess the king have to bear with it. LOL!
Why can I wear casual and my jeans -_-"?damn..that's like so leceh...I don't think I'll be wearing skirt either, cause that'll be so mafan walking in it and driving. Plus need to wear leggings to cover my leg -_- if not later they say over exposure, cause my legs long and the skirt will end up short somehow..zzzz mafan..!so no choice -_-" I'll be wearing my black jeans. Can i wear the same thing everyday to work?:/ Guys really got it good, they can wear the same bloody shirt every day to work and nobody will make a comment, while if the girls wear the same thing everyday to work, ppl will somehow start to notice either you have no baju to wear or you're too poor to buy baju?LOL!

Aiya...totally mafan lar...!
Have to get back to working life again -_-" Waking up at 'birdy' hour..where all the birds come out to find worms to eat?hahahaha..Totally not my lifestyle -_-".
One of the reason why I don't like the routine boring working life.
I need fun man fun. something different!ish!!

Well I need money too. nevermind for the $_$.work for the $_$!$_$!$_$!$_$!$_$!$_$!$_$!!

Random..king seems to be in love with brocolli nowadays..-_-"..14 more days to go!LOL!

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Sunday, December 06, 2009
10:01 PM

Darkness

It seems to get worst..
Today every single minute I was shang for no reason..
Everything I do there's something wrong..
Small little things it's my fault..
I am always worthless..
I wanna run..
But there's no way to run..
Im suffocating ..
Slowly dying inside..
Tied by webs of obligations..
Help...

Nobody can help..
there's just seems to be the darkness..
They don't seems to understand at all..
What it's feel like..
I am really dying..

The pain is getting to me..
There's just this big empty hole eating me up..
I tried and I tried..
But..
How long more can I smile?
I am going crazy.

Leave me alone people.
Why you all need me?
I need too..but where are you??
Fuck.
You all understand shit.
Yet you all expect me to understand all your shits.
Fuck you all.
Fuck you people.

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Worry Wart

Why isn't my gre results out yet =.= I need an unooficial copy to sent over to one uni..grrr grr larh!!!lucky the due date for this uni is like 5th jan 2010 =.=' ..I'm worried that I'm gonna be late if they don't send it soon~!ish and all i can do is sit here and wait!!
the other 3 uni all done..one of them freaking cost me almost RM80 just to courier my documents over -_-' wth..!can't trust poslaju or pos malaysia sigh.that why need to fork out extra money to opt for courier services.I already chose the cheapest neh.
Well all my uni application stuff more or less sent or done (except the only one left)

Met my ex-colleagues at my ex-workplace..LOL so many 'ex'..saw the monster too =X and as expected the victim that replaced me left..and now the monster have another new victim..poor thing!Got all my pics at least and finally!But my bloody parking money all can't get to collect.need to wait 2 months for my deposits..wth!!

Oh met with my darling iso after 2 yrs!!She came back from uk -_- hmm..we did discussed about our nxt work and travel plan =X...hmmm Im really thinking..hard..
We went to lowyat to get some stuff..and the shop we went =.= the guy really wanan do sales..talk non stop =X LOL!geng -_- keep pushing new stuff to us..she bought her cooler pad finally..at a reasonable price..and the jam in KL is still that bad even though weekdays wth la -_-!!!
The gift from here.all the way from UK...so sweet..!even though I don't really use perfume..!

Okie I'm dead broke..-_-" worrying about how my mere 11 bucks gonna survive me for my working week.
Worry about sg trip.Bought the tickets already. Somehow rather I end up as organizer for the trip -_-" I hate being organizer. -_-"
Worry about applications.-_-"
Worry about work.-_-''
Worry about future plans -_-""
Worry about him. -_-"
Worry about me..
Worry about friends..
Worry about $_$..
ARghhhh~~
gosh why am I worrying so much?
I'm still very lost...:/

Think and think....my mind is tired..there's a lot of things going on :/..

I'm getting more white hair soon..I believe :/

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Friday, December 04, 2009
8:13 PM

Frustration

Blame it on the PMS -_-".
Emo.
Well at least today things went a bit well..

You are always so patient with me :/....
No matter how emo how angry how frustrating I can be..
Haihz..

Anyway I shall be working for two weeks temp job to earn funds for my trip down to SG -_-'..gosh..I'm seriously broke like shit already..
Stupid bloody cab that day Rm36.40 to freaking klcc..wtf lar -.- just because to avoid the jam he went through a lot of tolls and the smart tunnel..celaka =.= the tunnel that rich ppl use -.- cuz it's expensive =.=~~"!!!!

I have a lot of things in mind right now...So many things to plan.!

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Thursday, December 03, 2009
11:36 PM

Me

Maybe I am just unreasonable..
I expect too much..
demand too much..
need too much attention..
need too much time..

I cannot understand..
I cannot emphatize..

It must be really tiring to have me huh?

I guess so.

So close yet so far.
A moon reflection..
you can see it but you can never touch it..
A dream
An illusion..
just trapped in your own illusions..

I wonder..
when will I ever gonna wake up?
To face the nightmares of reality...
Till when...?
Sweet dreams are always short lived after all.

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Thoughts

I guess sometimes you just have different thoughts from what I have..
After all I cannot always expect you or others to have the same point of view as me..
Humans are different after all..
We just have to walk our own paths at the end of the day..
Are we heading towards a different direction?

I need a plaster. Ouch.

Sometimes it's just so difficult.

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*