takemyHAND*
hold me close
and say three words
like you used to do
just three words
iloveyou-
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hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go* hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Hot..hot and HOT!!!!!!!!!!
Lately the dry spell is hitting everywhere lorr -_-"
SO HOTTTTTTTTTTTTT!daytime..nightime not spared too!I can't sleep well..and my aircon can't on whole night de lor -_- save electricity..lately noon got curi on already somemore.king gonna scream at this month's bill!
No water too.Everywhere is drying up. -_- I read the newspaper..the river and water source drying up lorr.swt.and there's more bush fire this year -_-''..i guess this is the effect of global warming huh?As long as there is human civilization..the earth will continue to suffered, no matter how many of the various green efforts are being carried out. Humans just don't get it, do they?:X including me?LOL
Anyway,
I haven't been myself lately.
Feeling very frustrated.
Losing my tantrums and tempers quite often. More like every single day. -_- gosh.
and emoing too.
Dunno how baby can tahan me :X. Almost every single day I went crazy and bombed him -_-".sigh..I know i should control.And when I get mad, I tend to say very very harsh and hurtful things. I know I know..
Sigh..sometimes I think i don't deserve your patience and caring..hana hana..I won't say such things *roll eyes, else he gonna lectured me already:p *. Thanks for being in my life. Love baby shoo much, I'm very happy being with you, more than half a year it has been, time really fly pass :).
Sigh. Lately I'm so sick with my own life. So tired. So frustrated.
My life seems okie to everyone, but if you are not me, you won't know what is hidden inside.
I'm so tired of the burden.
Of the things I have to bear.
The things I have to think about.
I can't do things I want anyhow.
I do not have a choice.
To everyone it seems I do.
Try being me, and you will know what it meant.
Do you feel the pressure?
Some people had it easy I guess.
I'm going mad soon..insane if I don't leave within this year.
No matter what or how, I dunno, I am gonna leave by this year.
My application is still pending, one uni have rejected me. :/..3 more to go..
Sigh I don't have confident.
Well if plans don't work out, I'll really have to fall for plan B.
plan B itself also have it own problems..you think he let me leave so easy?
Hahahahahahahaha!
Why must I be the one taking care of these shits.
I have dreams I want to chase too...things I want to do in life..yet I can't..there will always be the burden holding me back.
Let me leave. Or I will go mad.
Must be the damn weather. HOT make ppl HOT TEMPERED.
I feel so frustrated at times till I can't do anything.
It's like you are drowning yet you are floating..You can't died..you're just floating there suffocating.whats worst than not being able to die?
It's a suffering no one can understand.
It's eating me up.
It's killing me.
I have become anti-social of late too.
Dunno why. I find it irritated and annoyed to socialize with ppl. I'm tired. Just leave me alone for now. Especially hypersensitive individuals which get super emo or sensitive by words. Chatting with them is like you have to jaga their hati..which I'm not in the mood to do so. Talk to ppl like these is so tiring -_-" malas to layan. Everyone have a limit. Stay away from me. Good.
I just want to see you.
Miss you.
Sigh.
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hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go* hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Emo
Get Well soon..
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hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go* hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Bad Romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Rah rah ah-ah-ah!
Ro mah ro-mah-mah
Gaga Ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance
Rah rah ah-ah-ah!
Ro mah ro-mah-mah
Gaga Ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance
I want your ugly
I want your disease
I want your everything
As long as it’s free
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
I want your drama
The touch of your hand
I want you leathe-studded kiss in the sand
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want it bad
Your bad romance
I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!)
I want your loving
All your love is revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Rah rah ah-ah-ah!
Ro mah ro-mah-mah
Gaga Ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance
I want your horror
I want your design
‘Cause you’re a criminal
As long as your mine
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love, uhh
I want your psycho
Your vertigo stick
Want you in my room
When your baby is sick
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
(‘Cause I’m a freak bitch, baby!)
I want it bad
Your bad romance
I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!)
I want your loving
All your love is revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Rah rah ah-ah-ah!
Ro mah ro-mah-mah
Gaga Ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance
Work-work fashion baby
Work it
move that bitch crazy
Work-work fashion baby
Work it
move that bitch crazy
Work-work fashion baby
Work it
move that bitch crazy
Work-work fashion baby
Work it
I’m a freak bitch baby
I want your love
And I want your revenge
I want your love
I don’t wanna be friends
J'veux ton amour
Et je veux ton revenge
J'veux ton amour
I don't wanna be friends
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
(I don't wanna be friends)
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
(I don't wanna be friends)
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
(Want your bad romance)
Caught in a bad romance
(Want your bad romance)
I want your loving
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!)
I want your loving
All your love is revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
(Want your bad romance)
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
(Want your bad romance)
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
(Want your bad romance)
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Rah rah ah-ah-ah!
Ro mah ro-mah-mah
Gaga Ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance
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CNY??
So many stuff to do with CNY coming -_- and I have been 'nag aka scolded' for not helping around the house since I'm away at SG quite frequently =X..
Speaking of that..my CNY shopping is hanging halfway O.o I guess can consider done too..bought some in orchard SG too..bought 1 blouse here, two cute tees :D..and 1 jacket over there..the black jacket was really sleek and cool that I had to buy it -_- . fits perfectly!yeng leh!! it was initially $59.90? they give a discount of 10% because my card could not go through damn card -_- ..mastercard what!??!how come cannot 'luk' in SG?!?!deng la!!!GG!it must be their terminal rosak!!GRR!
That time we only have like $55 cash on hand that time..we were mad broke..(broke still go shopping!LOL!)..so the shop was kind enough to give us discount. LOL?!
I'm broke and I made him broke and a spendthrift..-_-. LOL!!!
$100 gone like that just in 2-3 hours of shopping -_-' wth..I didn't realize $100 gone so fast ~~my gosh!I AM A SPENDTHRIFT!!!!!!that's like x2.45..= RM245. * trying hard to ignore*
Initially I wanted to buy more somemore..but bo lui and he stop me =X LOL!I tend to buy things that I don't need!tried a few clothes really nice but the size a bit big..damn~~!!!my size super hard to find one...zzzzzzzzzzzz..!!there's this one I really like somemore :( *sigh*
And see what I found ^_^!there's this place, they have many cute hair accesories..dramatic one too..!
And I bought this...so cute!would goes well with the black dress :D
<3
Wanted to mass buy somemore ..impulse acting again..but once again stop by him =X LOL!!
I am broke -_-" lucky my part time pay is coming soon. I already finish my previous part time pay in SG -_- ..conversion rates kill!!
Doing my hair soon too..all the baby hair curling everywhere..zzz messy and frizzy.!cut botak la!!mafan!!
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Randomness struck
I was doing some spring cleaning on my desktop..yesh -_- my desktop need spring cleaning too..since CNY is near :p..found some junk pics that I kept,thinking to blog about it..but end up being lazy and leaving the pictures to rot in my desktop..slowly and silently killing my desktop memory and speed =X..
Here are some of the "junks" -_- " omgosh ..
My luggage before I went for my New Zealand Aug '09 Trip..
Explain how I miraculously stuff everything in one 'consider-small sized luggage'..I was among the smallest and lightest luggage load among my friends..LOL!?
With the help of these magic compressor bags of course..!
Pack-Mate..solve all ur travelling headaches!..and you can bring at least 30% of your wardrobe with you..having a wider range of clothes to choose when you go travelling..you us girls..must look good in pics = the uncessary excessive clothings pack along!!HAHAHAAHAH!
Souveneirs brought back =.='..heavy..!
Manuka honey!
Can even order from them no matter which country u are..authentic manuka honey @@~!
OF course lets not forget the KIWIS!!
Bought these gold one back..more sweeter compare to the normal green ones!
I was having flu and sore throat halfway through the trip..so I bought these..
* I still prefer the manuka honey lozenges..14+ active honey somemore leh..and it taste good!!I was like overdosing on it every hour?LOL!Miss it! :(
More junk pics..-_- What I had for my breakfast when Im back..
New Zealand cucumbers..especially fresh and crispy..taste just like those small japanese one..!!really crunchy and crispy..and so freshhhhhhhhhh!can never get these here..!yummmmyy!!can never forget the taste~~!!ahhhhhhhhh~cucumber fetish?=X
So..I actually bought 2 cucumbers home -_- can you believe it?LOL!
Goes with some tomatoes..
Some tuna..
And bread of course = the perfect breakfast!Yum Yum!
My usual dose of egg -_-"
And the icky goat milk added with some xtra stuff oats like thingy dunno what.. that I have and "force" to drink every morning..
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More junk pics =.=..some vege that I cook back some time ago..wth did I even take this? I guessed I was just bored..
Beans with minced pork..
Sambal style -_-"?
Hmm..more beans..peas beans with carrots..my cooking skill is improving -_-"..I anyhow hentam one..LOL!
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Some korean dinner I had back some time ago..-_-
BBQ beef & chicken? I forget what was it..
The korean noodles were fab though...Since then I have fallen in love with korean type of noodles..the korean version of maggi mee..and the size of 1 packet = 2 packet of our maggi mee..worth the price actually!
Side dishes..
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Pictures baby sent me of his doggies.. =X LOL!
Charmaine the chihuahua..
which until now I haven't get the chance to see..she got taken back to take care for a while by his uncle to Aussie -_-" will be back this CNY..
Bobby..initially was an exchange with Charmaine..while his uncle take care of Charmaine..Bobby remains at SG -_-"..but end up Bobby could not adapt to the weather at SG and always fall sick..so in the end Bobby had to be taken back to Aussie -_-" ..and it happen just like a week before I came!!GRrrrrrrrrr!didn't get to see either!!DAMnnnn~!
Random -_-" LOL!
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