...into muhh heart, muhh soul, a brand new miee! :)
takemyHAND*
hold me close and say three words like you used to do just three words iloveyou-
huh?!lost?; click on your right and navigate your way through!*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Friday, February 26, 2010
6:35 PM
Hot..hot and HOT!!!!!!!!!!
Lately the dry spell is hitting everywhere lorr -_-"
SO HOTTTTTTTTTTTTT!daytime..nightime not spared too!I can't sleep well..and my aircon can't on whole night de lor -_- save electricity..lately noon got curi on already somemore.king gonna scream at this month's bill!
No water too.Everywhere is drying up. -_- I read the newspaper..the river and water source drying up lorr.swt.and there's more bush fire this year -_-''..i guess this is the effect of global warming huh?As long as there is human civilization..the earth will continue to suffered, no matter how many of the various green efforts are being carried out. Humans just don't get it, do they?:X including me?LOL
Anyway, I haven't been myself lately. Feeling very frustrated. Losing my tantrums and tempers quite often. More like every single day. -_- gosh. and emoing too. Dunno how baby can tahan me :X. Almost every single day I went crazy and bombed him -_-".sigh..I know i should control.And when I get mad, I tend to say very very harsh and hurtful things. I know I know.. Sigh..sometimes I think i don't deserve your patience and caring..hana hana..I won't say such things *roll eyes, else he gonna lectured me already:p *. Thanks for being in my life. Love baby shoo much, I'm very happy being with you, more than half a year it has been, time really fly pass :).
Sigh. Lately I'm so sick with my own life. So tired. So frustrated. My life seems okie to everyone, but if you are not me, you won't know what is hidden inside. I'm so tired of the burden. Of the things I have to bear. The things I have to think about. I can't do things I want anyhow. I do not have a choice. To everyone it seems I do. Try being me, and you will know what it meant. Do you feel the pressure? Some people had it easy I guess. I'm going mad soon..insane if I don't leave within this year.
No matter what or how, I dunno, I am gonna leave by this year. My application is still pending, one uni have rejected me. :/..3 more to go.. Sigh I don't have confident. Well if plans don't work out, I'll really have to fall for plan B. plan B itself also have it own problems..you think he let me leave so easy? Hahahahahahahaha!
Why must I be the one taking care of these shits. I have dreams I want to chase too...things I want to do in life..yet I can't..there will always be the burden holding me back.
Let me leave. Or I will go mad.
Must be the damn weather. HOT make ppl HOT TEMPERED. I feel so frustrated at times till I can't do anything. It's like you are drowning yet you are floating..You can't died..you're just floating there suffocating.whats worst than not being able to die? It's a suffering no one can understand. It's eating me up. It's killing me.
I have become anti-social of late too. Dunno why. I find it irritated and annoyed to socialize with ppl. I'm tired. Just leave me alone for now. Especially hypersensitive individuals which get super emo or sensitive by words. Chatting with them is like you have to jaga their hati..which I'm not in the mood to do so. Talk to ppl like these is so tiring -_-" malas to layan. Everyone have a limit. Stay away from me. Good.
takeMEbytheHAND.
Enigma
天子心
I was born under the smallest astrological sign 24 yrs ago
used to be a psychology student
but now a self-proclaimed full time slacker
on a soul searching journey..
but end up finding my soulmate instead, love being with YOU :)
takeMEsomewhereNEW.
::A dreamer::
::An adventurer::
::A traveller::
::A slacker::
::A party gal,once in a blue moon::
::A game freak::
::Slacker workaholic::
::Anime & manga enthusiast::
::Queen of lateness::
::Night owl::
::Psychometric nerd::
::I'm still finding my way :)::
HANDinHAND.
#1Want ::Get an iphone::
#2Want ::Nintendo Wii::
#3Want ::Go to Japan::
#4Want ::Learn skiing::
#5Want ::Complete my bungy jump attempt::
#6Want ::Get Scuba Diving license::
#7Want ::Invest in an underwater camera::
#8Want ::Get solo skydiving license::
#9Want ::Climb a mountain::
#10Want ::Gain my doctorate::
#1Wish ::Travel/Backpack around the world::
#2Wish ::Pursue my dream & achieve the highest::
#3Wish ::Master as many languages in this world as possible ::
#4Wish ::Study all about the myths of Egypt,Rome and Greek culture::
#5Wish ::Wanna be a millionaire $_$ *quite impossible*::
#6Wish ::To volunteer frontline @ africa or some war-torn country::
