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Friday, April 30, 2010
10:31 PM
The jam in KL
The jam in KL is seriously bad =.= all the way back to PJ today...probably because tomorrow is labour day public holiday..
after dropping baby off, went back straight around 5 plus..only reach home around 7 plus..imagine that..-_-!
I'm becoming one of those 'stereotypical kl drivers' soon..driving like a mad woman. you have to be brave to drive in KL?if you follow the rules, you'll wait 10 centuries later before you can get home.T_T..terrible..
That day..got some donkey bang my car behind..it was a kancil -_-"..no space already he still wanna 'neh neh' squeeze in..zzz bang my back..then went off like that...zzzzz..at the roundabout somemore.
Lucky I manage to scrub off most of the black marks..but still got some scratches and a small patch below (right lower corner at the back of the car)..paint chipped off :(. Not noticeable though..lucky thing, if not I'll get chopped again from king.
And lately keep grazing my side mirror against walls -_-" some office building parking space and lane too narrow already larh!!!!
Well..I'm getting used to being stuck in jams..been going to kl city center quite often lately ..cause baby is here :X. and of course to settle my overseas studies thingy :/. I have to wait another year~!!RAWRRRR!!
Anyway O.o last week I drove long distance for the very first time!!kinda la..ROFL!!From seremban to KL then to PJ..it was past midnight..very smooth and now I truly understand why people tend to speed. I myself was driving on 140km/hr =.='. new record.LOL! my car max can only reach 180km/hr, plus is a small car..at 140km/hr it's already kinda bumpy..flying feeling..but wayyyy much better than my previous old kancil which started 'flying' at 80km/hr lor! wahahha I love my new car now :).
Did I mention I tio saman last fri too -_- damn. Went to settle it just in case I get warning letter or whatever shyt and king gonna rawr again. Better settle quietly. It was Rm100..but cause I paid early reduce to RM30 :D!nice~~
This is a boring entry. -_-" lol.
Anyway gonna stayover for a babysitter job tomorrow ..together with baby! wahaha~:)
Baby going back on sunday already :(..gonna miss him so much!No more maria to help me with my house chores!!! AHHH! :p
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Sunday, April 25, 2010
1:08 AM
Phew
No updates for so long.
I've been through something unexplainable.
Only to those who have fate to know I guess.
Anyway, I'm a brand new me :).
I love my life.I'm satisfied with life right now. very happy.
Happy to be myself 100%. as in really myself.
Unexplainable.
Only few will know about this.
Weird huh? ;p
I hope baby would have the chance to feel what I'm feeling right now too. I pray for you at the bottom of my heart. Help yourself first, then you can help and worry for me!Just this once, once in your lifetime..think for YOURSELF..and then you can have the remaining days of your life to worry about me. :X
I guess I should have a clearer direction on what I want. where I want to go now.
I shall try again. Another year!!! I will work hard for my goal!!GOGOGOGOGO!
I wanna become fat and I will..people will be surprise at my changes!!wahahahahaha!
Oh yeah my convocation is over too ^_^..nxt up my hong kong trip!:D
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Wednesday, April 14, 2010
2:47 AM
The P.A Part II
PA Part II continue..
It's 2.50am..and I'm fking sleepy..and tired..
After gotten back from the gathering with the sg friend and friends..
I still have the P.A. job to do..
King asked me to book air fares for his friends and uncle and aunt now..damn
It took me till now to finally settle everything..cause there's a prob with uncle's card.
Keep calling and calling to settle and confirm the details..
Finally it still can't get through.
Freaking stress.
Today already stressful enough..I'm somehow the organizer again..for no reason..even suggestion to go where to eat and eat what .the responsibility must fall to me..
and to the extend of picking ppl up here and there and dropping people back...planning for them somemore..wth la..I'm just so tired. I'm organizer, planner and driver now. *sigh*..Though it's glad to have gathering but I'm exhausted mentally..serious..I don't really enjoy it as I'm on stress mode 90% of the time..and I bomb baby again..yesh baby came down today too..sigh I really don't want to be like this..on stress mode all the time and start emoing and bombing people when they push my trigger..
The other trip too..ppl keep putting pressure to update about the recent status..sigh..I can't get the freaking agency to call me back..though i spam call like how many times..but somehow manage to settled it too.. I duno I just feel frustrated nobody is helping me on this yet all want some result from me asap, gimme the feeling the others all 'shake legs' there and yet demand some result from me wth right?my phone bill rocketing high this month due to all these trip plannings..calling the people and everything..who kena?ME LA! *sigh* all these people doesn't understand the effort I put in pulling everything together.
Why am I so agitated and so frustrated?
Use your brains la..I'm fucking stressed out okie.
Plus my graduation day is coming..I need to plan for the people whose coming and the dinner gathering later on too. and there's this saturday outing too..I dunno..*sigh* I'm just stressed out.
Not only do I need to plan for other's people trips..I stil have my own outings and stuff to plan too you know!?why can't others see that?!
Somehow I feel that people are so selfish.
That's it..I have enough! I'm not gonna be the organizer or planner anymore for anything after all these nonsense..SICK!had enough!I QUIT!
Well..after being the driver and organizer for today gathering..came back at 11.30pm okie?!I came back sooooo freaking tired still have to do all these P.A job.
So that's explain why at this 2.50am I'm still here..
and finally now at this other trip booking payment done.
Uncle and king's friends air tickets done.
I want to sleep.
I'm so tired.
tomorrow is another day of planning again. to go scout location with baby and to buy bus tickets for trip.sigh..am I burned out already? I'm not even getting paid for all these..damn?
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Monday, April 12, 2010
8:01 PM
The P.A
So yeah expected. My uni management doesn't seem to work with their brains..they suck hell lot of money from the convocation and the best they could do is at least make sure there are enough stock of the RIGHT sizes of gown for everyone right?
But hell no..as though they are like tons of XL or XXL people running around in my uni..they stock so many big sizes and so little S size. wth!!!
Even S sizes reach the ankle..a little bit before..and cause of the freaking cheque and blabla matters..i went there at noon time and only manage to get a M size..dammit!M size it reach my freaking ankle..and I look like some halloween ghost..-_-..double sigh.
Imagine something like this..except it's black instead of white...
Okie probably minus the head as well..
Sigh anyway what's done is done. have to relied on safety pin to pin up the extra loose side. baby gonna help me with it :X. I have tons of clothes need to alter too..all throw to him..since I broke my sewing machine the last time I tried to do it myself -_-' don't ask how and why, I just manage to spoiled it again. And I secretly put it back in place and pretend that nothing has happened, hopefully when king opens it, he'll think he break it.
Anyway...lately I have gotten a new "JOB" ..
Strangely without me knowing or I have no knowledge or memory of me applying for this job..heck!
Guess what..?
I'm officially everyone's P.A. = personal assistant.
Hmm..more like travel planner/trip planner & outing planner.
For some strange reason..king's trip...my aunt's trip..friends' trip..whatever outings..I'm strangely the organizer whether I like it or not.
Scenario 1: King's Trip:
Yeah he phostphone his trip to thailand supposedly this week to july..cause of some 'old man grudge' he had against the 'uncle lim' =.= . I think it's men menopause..andropause..or something?the older someone gets..they hold to grudge easily..no wonder people often said grumpy old man..hmm..how true..
And of course everything..well almost have to dump to me..from finding cheap hotels to comparing prices of the flight for the CHEAPEST..for his friend and my uncles actually..since his ticket already booked last year at matta fair. and since he is not in good term with the 'uncle lim' that we met and knew when we went to the same china tour 2 years ago.
So end up I had to do the dirty job -_-".
And today was just a bad day for me. I spam call air asia call center for the past few days to enquire and also to ask for any refund service since king wanna forfeit the trip due to the old grudge..-_-"..in the end he manage to get his friends and my uncle to go..so postphone the date to july. and while I thought everything have come to an end...the dumbass call center agent help me booked the wrong date..only realize when the email of itinery came in..had to call and call dunno go through how many customer service agent who say will check the voice call log and help me find out whether it's their fault..the first few CB agent did not even get back to me. I waited bloody 2 hours..and in the end found an angel agent..who help me -_-"..close to their closing time..from morning ..till 7.30pm I finally settle finish..wtf.and during this duration..king did call and give me pressure here and there..damn..asking this that..*sigh*
Scenario 2: Aunt's Trip:
Well..Going to Hong Kong..to meet my aussie uncle halfway after he finish his china tour..-_-"
Again..the responsibility fall to me..well I'm going as well you see..but still..!why me!!RAWR!
From finding cheap hotels and checking fare price to compare to those with the tour agency..wth..since when my job became these!??!
and one after another hotel...my aunt and uncle couldn't agree on a hotel..fussy people!my uncle want like less than 5 min walk to mrt station..those hotels are overpriced -_-"..my aunt is the cheapo type..LOL~so in the end who suffer?
The P.A of course!
Took me days of searching online and talking on the phone..discussing planning and finally..this trip is set and settled too..*sigh*
Scenario 3: Friends Trip
Hmm..we plan to go redang well actually is pulau lang tengah..nearby too..and I dunno why everyone think since I'm not working = I'm free..-_-" hello..housewife is also a job u guys know?and it ain't an easy one..wanna know?go home ask your mom..if you have a kakak/maid..ask them..basically I'm having the maid job. and everyone just think I'm slacking at home..damn..I have to work you know..this job is harder than those office job you guys get okie! pure labour and sweat okie!!!and I don't have air con to blow while I'm at work!and there's no rest day...24/7 at least if you're working you'll knockoff at 5pm/6pm..*sigh* appreciate your maid or mom more..I salute them..especially if they have to work outside too..
Anyway..since all my friends take the excuse of "being busy cause of work"..and being selekeh about the trip..who else to take the dirty job again?!
...
..
The P.A again!
If not, I don't think we be going anywhere and the place will be fully booked by then..I spent two freaking days..researching all I can of redang and lang tengah..and came out with a detailed report..(feel like I'm doing my lab report once again)..about the comparison prices and reviews of each hotel available and what packages they offer...transportation and travel time etc..my whole report consist of 16 pages..I'm good at researching I realize -_-"?LOL!!
It just feel like an assignment all over again..and after that I thought I can lay back and let the others do the rest? Well..how wrong am I.
Bla Bla and bla...end up I'm somehow the organizer from bookings, contacting agency, payment, arranging transport, buy bus ticket..all one man show..-_-"..because if I don't take charge and push and push the others..I don't think this trip will even manage to materialize..
In the process..I keep pushing the others to confirm and pay the money to me first so I can proceed with the bookings..at last..when I contact them today.they told me T_T they might not have rooms and they need to check again...will get back to me tomorrow..because of the delays la!grrr...!!That's why I want to do everything early and fast!
Scenario 4: Outings
In general..lately there's quite a number of outings..friend's birthday this that..I somehow end up to be the organizer and the person to contact the rest..and planning..somehow it's getting tiresome..
Plus I have a friend who came down from SG today gosh and he wants to meetup and have a gathering tomorrow night..last min sia..but nevermind..the PA still manage to do it and organize...
baby is coming down too...=.="
not to mention organizing my graduation outing too..
IN CONCLUSION:
I did not volunteer to be the organizers of such events but somehow they manage to find their way to me..T________T
I did not apply for this job..and somehow I'm everyone's PERSONAL ASSISTANT now!!although I can do the job well..but to be honest.. I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!ARGHHHHHHHHHH~ I too wanna just slack and enjoy like the rest..while on a trip / outing~~!!ish!!
*p.s. do not ask me for any trip/outing if you're gonna push the organizing job to me.will be eternally grateful to you.
Remind me of those days where I had to book tickets, pick laundry to buying flowers for my monster boss last time -_-"..similar job scope..no wonder I'm good at these..is it why naturally all these event are attracted to me...law of attraction?
And yesh I'll be going...
hong kong in may 5D4N..
pulau lang tengah in june 4D3N
trips lining up..:X
hong kong trip mainly teman aunt nia..don't think will get to see much tourist spot and attraction cause they have been there many many times ler and almost all tourst spot..they are going there for main purpose of shopping and eating :X
Well..hopefully next time can go with baby XD~
our japan holiday trip has become pulau lang tengah trip ..lol -_-"..due to the fact that king is from the stone age and having conservatives view..he's only okie with it since I'm going in a bunch with friends and not alone with baby :X..does that make a difference actually?cause everyone will be going in couple..LOL?
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Monday, April 05, 2010
12:12 AM
Thank you
I was so affected by the series of bad event that keep happening lately and today and hours ago! grr!
One of it was that my Fk up uni doesn't accept personal cheque for the convo payment which I intend to pay the nxt day as the gown collection day has started. thinking happily I am able to get my gown in the RIGHT SIZE early in the morning..till I saw that they wrote there cash or banker cheque/drafts..wad de friggin fk!?I already have the cheque written nicely and all..and now have to wait till aftenoon only can go since king gonna go bank in the morning to get a banker cheque..wthh..we dun have such large amount of cash at hand zzzz.
From what I've gathered from the past graduates experience, gowns go out hot selling and come in limited sizes..so if u are unlucky and late, you won't get your gown in your size..already I'm close to anorexic..if I'm left with the XL size, i definitely look x10 shitty..-_-..as though I'm wearing some obese old man's pyjamas -_- i dunno..
HELL NOOOO!I DO NOT WANT TO LOOK LIKE THIS DURING ONE OF THE MOST SUPPOSEDLY GLORIOUS AND BEAUTIFUL DAY OF MY LIFE...!!
SIGH!!!!
for one the pictures gonna look like shit..-_- zzzz..already the gown itself is ugly with those darn logos which only make the whole gown look cheap IMO. other uni where got like this, can they be more professional?
already they are sucking blood ..hell loads of money from this graduation ceremony thingy..they are THAT FREAKING STINGY!!!
well -_- i still don't see the big fuss of the graduation really..I think is a waste of money..time and effort..the only good thing I'm looking forward are the pictures really..LOL!
and if I'm gonna have to wear an oversized ugly gown..forget it..I can't be bothered..
*breath in breath out*well everything happen for a reason. think on the good side :)
Some other bad events happen.
Idiots pushing responsibilities towards me while contributing to almost zero. *sigh*
Another rejection I got to know of.
Yada yada..etc and etc..
So, I got really emo and frustrated.
Though I'm trying to be a better person nowadays by applying The Secret into my life.
Sometimes it just get out of control.
Seriously I might not be me being me...-_-"
Anyway although I did throw my MILD emoness at baby..:X
note the word: MILD only XD..improving ehs?
and it's due to stupid reason like -_- he can't call me tonight (because his phone battery went flat and the charger at school) when I really really need someone to talk to.
his internet have been down for god knows how long..and still ongoing for dunno how long..our form of communication are restricted to phone.
eventually he still find ways ...like borrowing his tenant's phone and use till the battery going flat too...LOL!
sigh :X I should be ashame of myself ._.
love my baby so much.
thankiu for being here for me always.
How can I live without you?seriously. :p
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Saturday, April 03, 2010
12:05 PM
:)
Many things have happened and many upcoming things in planning @_@..I guess that the reason I slack on my blog..LOL!!
Anyway I'll update soon if there's time..
Met up with ex-colleagues..the monster has gone worst -_- exchange many dramas and gossip about my ex-workplace..LOL~hope they bring it to the labour department!she seriously is MAD!
Happily being in love..♥ ♥ ♥
Jean's version Mushroom Minced Meat with gravy :D
Sedap~~Especially if u mix with rice and eat together..u can just eat it as one dish with rice...
Inilah...
Easy to cook somemore :D
Ingredients:
Button mushroom
minced pork meat
Chopped Garlic
Chopped onions
Salt
Soy sauce
Sugar
Water
oil?
-_-"..randoms
his taste of fashion: witch doctor..F3
That why la need $$$ to cover ~!pink shades!:D
Lolita's new look..sexy lips~
makeup do wonders even with maple chars..wth -_-" materialistic world!LOL...!!!
I'm bored am I?
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