...into muhh heart, muhh soul, a brand new miee! :)
takemyHAND*
hold me close and say three words like you used to do just three words iloveyou-
huh?!lost?; click on your right and navigate your way through!*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Saturday, December 18, 2004
11:39 PM
Missing someone that I can't grab hold of.........
It's already one year..almost one year anyway....one more year to go....28 Dec..last year this date ,he left me...or should I say left us?I never knew we were so close..how much I miss him..but i can't tell him...so sad..It's only a year and we're almost like strangers...we have not much to talk about..I felt the distance between us everytime we talk..not only the physical distance..but something else that I don't know how to describe...there's not only a sea between us but also a barrier..something that keep us apart...I'm really scared..that when he come back,I won't recognize him anymore as he had change..both of us had change actually...physically and mentally...I'm really scared that I don't understand him anymore...so much can happened in 2 years that I dunno...the gap between us is so large...so big... it keeps getting larger and larger...I really miss those moments and fun we had..I know it wouldn't be the same anymore...how I miss it...I know I can't keep looking backwards..but that's the only thing I had of you now...memories..only memories..sad one, happy one...I really miss you...do you know that?do you know how depressed I was when you left?Do you know how much tears I shed for you?Do you know how much I feel like crying everytime you were mentioned?Do you know how lonely I was at home all the time when you were not here?It was so hard for me....that first few months.......now?It's better now..but do you know I still cry silently for you?I really miss you...you are the best brother I ever had..I have always admire you....I have always been proud of you and your "streetwise-ness"...I always look up to you...I always wanted to be just like you..although you were the wild one...but in my heart you are the best brother I ever could had...I'm really proud of you...but I can never tell you that....................
takeMEbytheHAND.
Enigma
天子心
I was born under the smallest astrological sign 24 yrs ago
used to be a psychology student
but now a self-proclaimed full time slacker
on a soul searching journey..
but end up finding my soulmate instead, love being with YOU :)
takeMEsomewhereNEW.
::A dreamer::
::An adventurer::
::A traveller::
::A slacker::
::A party gal,once in a blue moon::
::A game freak::
::Slacker workaholic::
::Anime & manga enthusiast::
::Queen of lateness::
::Night owl::
::Psychometric nerd::
::I'm still finding my way :)::
HANDinHAND.
#1Want ::Get an iphone::
#2Want ::Nintendo Wii::
#3Want ::Go to Japan::
#4Want ::Learn skiing::
#5Want ::Complete my bungy jump attempt::
#6Want ::Get Scuba Diving license::
#7Want ::Invest in an underwater camera::
#8Want ::Get solo skydiving license::
#9Want ::Climb a mountain::
#10Want ::Gain my doctorate::
#1Wish ::Travel/Backpack around the world::
#2Wish ::Pursue my dream & achieve the highest::
#3Wish ::Master as many languages in this world as possible ::
#4Wish ::Study all about the myths of Egypt,Rome and Greek culture::
#5Wish ::Wanna be a millionaire $_$ *quite impossible*::
#6Wish ::To volunteer frontline @ africa or some war-torn country::
