...into muhh heart, muhh soul, a brand new miee! :)
takemyHAND*
hold me close and say three words like you used to do just three words iloveyou-
huh?!lost?; click on your right and navigate your way through!*
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Tuesday, January 04, 2005
8:13 PM
Really fucked up!Super stress!!
This sem I'm really gonna die!DIE!I knew it...4 psych subjects?!!!you know how HEAVY it is or not??so many work...look at the course outline also start stressing already and that was only for 1 psych subject!!what about the other 3??1 psych subject have to attend 4 hour experiment..what about 4?research colloqium also have to attend 1 hour each?movie have to attend 1 each??!SOMEMORE 3 of the psych papers I'm doing need to conduct our own research??!!You know how stressful is it to conduct or not??so many procedure...have to design..all the stats stuff also....and later have to write lab report???4 lab report??!!1 lab report also damm stress already..now 4??at least 20 pages???!!FUCK!FUCK LAH!not to mention each psych subject also have its assignment and project which is a lot of work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!How many nights no need to sleep already??!Don't even have the time to go out??!!!Need to do work and study!!!!My life is gone!!!Gone!!all my entertainment!!!!where got time for those??don't even have the time to go out!!I feel so stress out..and it's just the starting..everyday i felt so tired..two days in a row..slept in the train..really sleep that kind..and went home slept straight for 2 hours yesterday...today felt emotionally detached..I don't feel anything..too tired and stress out already..When I come home..I really feel nothing lah..even when mom nag and father scold..I didn't even have the urge to talk..never even talk to them..only when they ask a question..I only answer a "yes" like a robot..and I look at them and I realize I don't feel anything..nothing..worry..scared..sad..happy..no emotion at all!!This is really weird!!!I response like a robot too..when they ask me to do stuff..I just do quietly without feeling angry...I'm actually willing to do housework??!!and I don't feel anything...??!!I'm really fucked up!!I'm too stress already...I wonder why am I majoring in this course in the first place??You think it's easy?Once,I heard it's harder than all the other courses..except medical..it is just below medical..so tell me again why am I torturing myself??Fuck lah!Feel like just fucking everything up!!I don't want to continue anymore!!I'm so damm sick already!!It's interesting i know but it's hard..real hard..the work and all....I'v never been so stress before in my life....it's getting worse each sem...worse!!STRESS!!ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...I really need a break..a really long break...............................shit!this is living hell man...I'm already in hell!!!!
takeMEbytheHAND.
Enigma
天子心
I was born under the smallest astrological sign 24 yrs ago
used to be a psychology student
but now a self-proclaimed full time slacker
on a soul searching journey..
but end up finding my soulmate instead, love being with YOU :)
takeMEsomewhereNEW.
::A dreamer::
::An adventurer::
::A traveller::
::A slacker::
::A party gal,once in a blue moon::
::A game freak::
::Slacker workaholic::
::Anime & manga enthusiast::
::Queen of lateness::
::Night owl::
::Psychometric nerd::
::I'm still finding my way :)::
HANDinHAND.
#1Want ::Get an iphone::
#2Want ::Nintendo Wii::
#3Want ::Go to Japan::
#4Want ::Learn skiing::
#5Want ::Complete my bungy jump attempt::
#6Want ::Get Scuba Diving license::
#7Want ::Invest in an underwater camera::
#8Want ::Get solo skydiving license::
#9Want ::Climb a mountain::
#10Want ::Gain my doctorate::
#1Wish ::Travel/Backpack around the world::
#2Wish ::Pursue my dream & achieve the highest::
#3Wish ::Master as many languages in this world as possible ::
#4Wish ::Study all about the myths of Egypt,Rome and Greek culture::
#5Wish ::Wanna be a millionaire $_$ *quite impossible*::
#6Wish ::To volunteer frontline @ africa or some war-torn country::
