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Wednesday, May 25, 2005
9:31 PM
him..=)
went to ts today after so long..only for a few hours since no class and later go to work..it's a good thing also we went...yeez changing course,so she settled her procedure today..waited for her under the hot sun so long..for her car...in t.s..i go by monorail..she took my monorail card somemore(the monorail card is free one,i picked it up from the floor..dunno who's one..50 bucks leh the value..)..that idiot..driving there and don't need it somemore take it..i have to pay the transport fees myself loh..*sigh*..i was missing him..and he appear...am i lucky or what?he don't usually appear at weekdays and that time somemore....i dunno is it too long never see him already or what..was not really prepared to see him and he just pop out all of sudden like that..i feel so weird...i feel sad..happy..mixed feeling..pain also....i dunno what the hell am i feeling also..my heart was like in a mess lah...but i'm happy to see him ok and all..miss him so much..it was almost a month since i last saw him??his hair look messy today..all stand up..he just awoke from his nap..hahaha..funny lah the hair...like kena electric shock..at first somemore i thought he put gel or what but on closer look it's not..he seems to be in a good mood today..say hi to yeez soemore and all...ask her somemore how come never come so long already..haih..if yeez is not there,he wouldn't wanna talk to me lah..to him,talking to yeez is equivalent to talking to me already..whatever he want to tell both of us,he just tell yeez is enough even though i'm nearer or whatsoever.....still got something izzit?it's so hard to talk to me?anyway he kinda talk to me in a way lah..laughing somemore...he's not being a wall today..i'm really happy..at least he's talking to me..and few times somemore stand close to us...=)..i saw him peeking at me also...i was extremely cheerful also today...dunno why..see him more cheerful also..i feel contented and satisfied with everything somehow..i got my studies..got a nice job..things at home are alos going well..life seems to be fine..and plus today i readlly wanted to see him and he appear...miracle...!and the best is he's not being a wall to me!!i of course take the initiative to talk to him also in a way lah and smile at him also..and when we wanted to leave...i wave goodbye to him also..dei..but he look so blur..wonder will he think that i'm weird or what?hmm..anyway..i never regretted doing that although i was embarassed..(don't even know he knows i' saying goodbye or not..hahaha)..i guess what yeez say is right..do whatever you want to do know if not one day people die already,then there's not even a chance to do whatever u want to do anymore..like mr.h...*sigh*..RIP once again..so from now on, no matter how idiotic or how embarassing i look..i will do whatever i feel like doing..especially when it comes to him..i will msg him myself from now on..don't want to use yeez name and phone anymore...well,if he don't reply nevermind..at least i did what i wanted to do..at least i will not regret it next time..trying to live my life with lesser regrets...i already have a few regrets..i don't want to add more to the list...*sigh*...overall today was a good day..i guess he brighten my day..haih..all it took is him..to brighten up my day...oh ya..today only know that ah loong also play gunbound....damm high level somemore...one of the top players sial...blue dragon u know..but he say his that account cannot log in anymore,have to open a new one....damm man..so sad..but ppl pro player..wanted to ask him to be my pet brother one again..but i dunno how to start lah.!!i never ask before leh..u want me how to ask..i will definitely sounds stupid and idiot...haih..i'm like that...yeez also laugh when i say out the phrase that i wanted to say to ah loong to ask him be my pet brother...dei..going to ask soon lah..sooN!!i wonder how SOON is the SOON??hmmm....will soon..work was fine..my boss not here already..there's another teacher though,christina..very nice and friendly person...get to chat somemore and joke..lol..and today only 4 kids..i know their names already...yeah!!it's the monday class names i don't remember ..got quite a lot of ppl..and so far i only work on one monday only..this is the 2nd wednesday i work..heh=)..2nd week into my job..as usual loh..play and talk with the kids..got one small boy,milford quite cute also..ask me to carry him somemore..hahaha..and was jumping around after class..4 years old..just like hans...i arrange more of the library books again today..look neater now..the two bottom shelf..still a lot more to go..i guess working in popular (a bookshop) helps??hahahhaha.....oh ya,i was supposed to learn how to laminate alos today..christina say she will teach me..but never got the chance....probably next time??still got 2 more days i'm gonna see her anyway..was kinda tired though..probably went to ts?it's worth going anyway..at least he's not a wall anymore..for how long?i dunno...i hope it last..i wanna be friends with him lah..that kind of friends that talk?that ask each other how are you doing once in a while?not that kind of friends who don' talk and was ignored..that is not call friends lah..that is a wall!a good day overall...=)..*sigh*...hope to have sweet dreams?hahahaha...happy..^_^.. p.s..i got my pay today also..=) p.s.my gunbound now level is double stone axe already..working towards metal axe soon..percentage went up already..51%..win a lot yesterday..average hit also went up..gold quite a lot already also..
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Enigma
天子心
I was born under the smallest astrological sign 24 yrs ago
used to be a psychology student
but now a self-proclaimed full time slacker
on a soul searching journey..
but end up finding my soulmate instead, love being with YOU :)
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::A dreamer::
::An adventurer::
::A traveller::
::A slacker::
::A party gal,once in a blue moon::
::A game freak::
::Slacker workaholic::
::Anime & manga enthusiast::
::Queen of lateness::
::Night owl::
::Psychometric nerd::
::I'm still finding my way :)::
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#1Want ::Get an iphone::
#2Want ::Nintendo Wii::
#3Want ::Go to Japan::
#4Want ::Learn skiing::
#5Want ::Complete my bungy jump attempt::
#6Want ::Get Scuba Diving license::
#7Want ::Invest in an underwater camera::
#8Want ::Get solo skydiving license::
#9Want ::Climb a mountain::
#10Want ::Gain my doctorate::
#1Wish ::Travel/Backpack around the world::
#2Wish ::Pursue my dream & achieve the highest::
#3Wish ::Master as many languages in this world as possible ::
#4Wish ::Study all about the myths of Egypt,Rome and Greek culture::
#5Wish ::Wanna be a millionaire $_$ *quite impossible*::
#6Wish ::To volunteer frontline @ africa or some war-torn country::
