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Wednesday, May 11, 2005
12:51 AM
Usual
Went to mv today..bowl a bit..was really bad..at least i manage to get strike..and of course yeez still look like a dead duck...the whole day was kinda "dead" for her ..we went to watch a movie also..watched a comedy since she's not up for anything else..definitely no sad movies..and i don't think action movie also good..anyway she needs a laugh at this time..so never get to watch kindoms of heaven..the only comedy available is guess who..so we watched that one..me and sarah did try to cheer her up but both of us are terribly bad at it..and knowing me..I always say the wrong things...i mentioned the word "dead" somemore...haih...I'm bad at cheering ppl lah..try to tell joke..but i dun think it's funny...hmm....but i did laugh although it's a fake laugh...that's why i say the best is for me to just keep quiet..i always say the wrong things accidentaly........anyway we went to mr.pc's mom shop to ask about the burial place and all... I was forced to go in and start the asking first...I didn't want to do it..but haih...dahlah..ppl like dead duck d...so I just "charge in" loh..was really under a lot of stress...I just walk straight in without thinking....yeez say i so damm brave...dammlah..I always do things without thinking automatically...can just "charge in"the shop like that without any preparation..haven't even think what to say and mind totally blank...as usual look like an idiot...and turn out to be one..cause i start a bit then in the end dunno what else to say already cause never think before hand..and mind blank so i just pause there....i need to rehearse first lah..somemore want to say we are his friends..just came back from outstation then only hear the news..haih...acted like we know him well that kind..guilty leh..somehow i feel rather uncomfortable lying like that..i'm mean it's not a big thing but still the family thought we knew him personally that kind..felt rather uncomfortable the whole time i was in there..don't really dare to look up much..and then after we got all the details already..home add and burial place all.. etc..that "dead duck" forgot to ask properly when are they going to have the "ceromony thingy" at their home,they ask us to go...i have to go back inside and ask..me alone...yes..turn out to look like an idiot again..i go and ask stupid question..i ask is this month rite...of course lah this month..need to ask somemore..haih...ppl look at me weirdly also..wonder they feel like laughing at me or not.. Sarah need to be home early so after that we went to fish station a while and then to cafe..got to play my gunbound finally..still learning how to play though..2morow going to play again.. Oh ya 2morow have to go and see the place..and the boss and all..if everything goes well then i will have a part-time job from now on..timing kinda flexible lah.. lazy to say more bout it..wait till i get it first then i will tell more about it Nad came back already..hans started international school already on monday...of course nad was with hans the whole day in sch..first day mah..and first time..and she told me she gotten her car already..but sadly she told me that it's not really 100%tinted..cuz husbando say tak kena with the car..small car then want to make it like 'kongsi gelap' car like that..he say no need lah..so ..so tinted lightly only..ppl still can see from the outside.. Idiot rosh merajuk again..as usual..wantto have a decent conversation also cannot..must argue one..haih...worse than hans..everyday merajuk..malas nak layan..obese afghan refugee!!hmpph!! *yawn*..i'm tired...better sleep now...i'm really crapping here dei..
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天子心
I was born under the smallest astrological sign 24 yrs ago
used to be a psychology student
but now a self-proclaimed full time slacker
on a soul searching journey..
but end up finding my soulmate instead, love being with YOU :)
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::A dreamer::
::An adventurer::
::A traveller::
::A slacker::
::A party gal,once in a blue moon::
::A game freak::
::Slacker workaholic::
::Anime & manga enthusiast::
::Queen of lateness::
::Night owl::
::Psychometric nerd::
::I'm still finding my way :)::
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#1Want ::Get an iphone::
#2Want ::Nintendo Wii::
#3Want ::Go to Japan::
#4Want ::Learn skiing::
#5Want ::Complete my bungy jump attempt::
#6Want ::Get Scuba Diving license::
#7Want ::Invest in an underwater camera::
#8Want ::Get solo skydiving license::
#9Want ::Climb a mountain::
#10Want ::Gain my doctorate::
#1Wish ::Travel/Backpack around the world::
#2Wish ::Pursue my dream & achieve the highest::
#3Wish ::Master as many languages in this world as possible ::
#4Wish ::Study all about the myths of Egypt,Rome and Greek culture::
#5Wish ::Wanna be a millionaire $_$ *quite impossible*::
#6Wish ::To volunteer frontline @ africa or some war-torn country::
