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Sunday, May 01, 2005
2:40 PM
Hallucination...
Hmm..I think I'm hearing things now...i dunno..am i insane?or at the brink of it?twice I heard my alarm clock ring from downstairs...and when I went up to check..it's off..impossible!!or maybe some of my neighbours got some alarm clock with the same music?and..when always when I wake up in the morning I think I heard my phone sounded as if there's message...but when I check..there's nothing!!it's been happening for a few days already..the phone thing..or maybe I haven't totally awake yet..was half asleep..half dreaming..or is it that I'm hoping some message from someone?haih..haven't been sleeping well these few days..woke up quite early every day..it's my holiday for goodness sake!and i wake up at 9???!!it's just too early...haih..had a dream bout him again...this time is somethng to do with his phone...haih...miss that idiot...he never came yesterday...he usually do on saturdays..i wonder why?is he sick?or busy studying for exams?or maybe his family went back to hometown or something..since monday is a public holiday..got 4 days holiday..dunno lah..what if he's sick?somemore he got gastric..and always don't eat accordingly to the time..haih..why do i bother again...probably he's just broke that's y never come..that day monday he came but never play anything using his money..even soul calibur..so maybe he's just broke...but was hoping to see him yesterday..haih...again no mood to play soul calibur..it always happen..i lost damm many times..my ranking even went down..play like shit can say so lah...never really play ID that much..oh..the day before,friday..i think I'm was possessed or what..I did a 2.40 on irohazaka with our dc in ID..that time yeez also cannot do..hahaha..damm happy man..before that i did a 2.46 and 2.44..bad man..then all of sudden did a 2.40..haih...i was kinda thinking of him that time..maybe that's y..this is the 2nd time something like that happen..the last time was quite long ago when I was driving my evo on iro wet..did a very good time also..was thinking bout him that time also..and that time yeez also say the time good..but was very long ago..haih...hopeless man..play the 50 cent machine the most..broke my snapshot record also..the highest among all the machines..got 121k+ my last record was 120k+..so broke it..got my name on the top again on another machine..before that i try dunno how many times..even managed to get the 4th place on that machine the first few tries..but i din enter my own name only..i enter someone elses name inside also..was kinda down that time..so dunno why i did that also..but i dun think anyone else there will know what it means anyway..except orso maybe..haih..i also managed to spent some time at borders yesterday reading manga..hahaha..cause was bored..and he wasn't there so i went down to borders to read comics loh..yeez was kinda angry with me..for leaving her up there so long alone..she even came down to find me...haih..i don't want to stay there cause there's a lot of people there..and i don't like..I just don't feel like being in a crowded place at that time with those people...somehow feel like being alone that moment so i went down loh..kinda wasted lah go there yesterday..he never come..and someone's mr.h also never come..hahaha..someone is dissapointed?but it's wasted lah yesterday!!!haih.......feeling damm down now...shit lah..and don't feel like doing anything..don't even feel like playing the comp..missing him...damm man.......tired...woke up damm early today also..cannot sleep well......dammn it..!!!!!!!!!argghhh!!!!just feel like going driving right now...at least it's peaceful sitting inside a car that moves...just looking at the scenery outside..don't have to say anything..don't have to do anything..just look at the passing scenery...haih..if only someone's here to drive me out...make me miss the 3R + shaz(hahahah..) times we had last time..haih..anyway.. nad getting a car soon....but still it wouldn't be the same...
p.s. something really disgusting happened yesterday...but i wasn't there to witness it..i was at soul calibur there..yeez was there..she told me...that disgusting fat ass guy "naik miang" already after he accidentaly fall on some girl..touch the boobs or something i dunno lah..yeez told me that he keep saying "damm nice" and all..and was smiling all the way when playing..plz lah..damm disgusting man...my goodnesss..plz lah who on earth will do that..behave lah..can't control urself izzit?anyway i wonder who will like him with that kind of disgusting face and fat look?he got the stalker rapist look...i know i'm being biased but it's the fact leh..worse than biadawak..at least biadawak better than him..i'm sure nad will laugh if she sees this...anyway nobody likes that fat ass also...pay money to raise his level one..while he dun have the skills there..everyday also ask ppl to battle for him..and all he knows is to bully those who dunno how to play..what's the use if u got the level 31 car there if u dun have the skills?even ah loong also don't like him..that day he can invite himself to have lunch with us..we never invite him u know..he forces himself on us..we only ask ah loong..but he can "tak tau malu" go and invite himself..my god..that's why i say worse than biadawak..must tell nad lah..but she's not here sial..went back to singapore already for her sister's wedding..coming back next week..haih..
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I was born under the smallest astrological sign 24 yrs ago
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::A traveller::
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::A party gal,once in a blue moon::
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#1Want ::Get an iphone::
#2Want ::Nintendo Wii::
#3Want ::Go to Japan::
#4Want ::Learn skiing::
#5Want ::Complete my bungy jump attempt::
#6Want ::Get Scuba Diving license::
#7Want ::Invest in an underwater camera::
#8Want ::Get solo skydiving license::
#9Want ::Climb a mountain::
#10Want ::Gain my doctorate::
#1Wish ::Travel/Backpack around the world::
#2Wish ::Pursue my dream & achieve the highest::
#3Wish ::Master as many languages in this world as possible ::
#4Wish ::Study all about the myths of Egypt,Rome and Greek culture::
#5Wish ::Wanna be a millionaire $_$ *quite impossible*::
#6Wish ::To volunteer frontline @ africa or some war-torn country::
