...into muhh heart, muhh soul, a brand new miee! :)
takemyHAND*
hold me close and say three words like you used to do just three words iloveyou-
huh?!lost?; click on your right and navigate your way through!*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
1:26 AM
You
With so many things on my mind.. So many things to decide.. yet so little time.. So many things to do.. yet so little time.. So emotionally.. and physically drained... I never thought... that I even have the capability.. to think about you.. Once again.. I was wrong.. Hahahahah.... Laughing at myself... for being so stupid... I was always wrong.. always... when it comes to you... don't you know..?? I really hate you.. yet at the same time.. it's so ironic... because I can't really hate you.. Once again... you invade my mind.. Dreams... twice...thrice..hundred..thousand.?? how many times.. I lost count... what on earth you did to me?? what the fuck you did to me?? Just because.. I did not get a glimpse of you.. for the past few weeks?? Looking at the screen.. that number.... Is that from you? Again and again... I really wonder.... why are you doing this? I'm beginning to see you.. in a different light... that I've never seen.. I'm beginning to think... from a different light.. that I've never though of.. maybe it's the right choice... maybe it's better if i don't get to see you.. is that really so? or am I just lying to myself?? hahahahhaa... I'm doing this to myself... But... I know what I should do.. I know what am I doing.. It's just really really ironic.. that I still want to do it... to torture myself? it's just me.... when will I stop? stop.. thinking.. dreaming.. missing.. being hopeless... when..?? all i can answer you.. is that... I will stop thinking.. stop dreaming.. stop missing.. stop being hopeless.. All will stop.. when I stop being myself.. cause it had already become.. me.......... a part of me... that i can never let go.. can never forget.... how can you forget yourself?
takeMEbytheHAND.
Enigma
天子心
I was born under the smallest astrological sign 24 yrs ago
used to be a psychology student
but now a self-proclaimed full time slacker
on a soul searching journey..
but end up finding my soulmate instead, love being with YOU :)
takeMEsomewhereNEW.
::A dreamer::
::An adventurer::
::A traveller::
::A slacker::
::A party gal,once in a blue moon::
::A game freak::
::Slacker workaholic::
::Anime & manga enthusiast::
::Queen of lateness::
::Night owl::
::Psychometric nerd::
::I'm still finding my way :)::
HANDinHAND.
#1Want ::Get an iphone::
#2Want ::Nintendo Wii::
#3Want ::Go to Japan::
#4Want ::Learn skiing::
#5Want ::Complete my bungy jump attempt::
#6Want ::Get Scuba Diving license::
#7Want ::Invest in an underwater camera::
#8Want ::Get solo skydiving license::
#9Want ::Climb a mountain::
#10Want ::Gain my doctorate::
#1Wish ::Travel/Backpack around the world::
#2Wish ::Pursue my dream & achieve the highest::
#3Wish ::Master as many languages in this world as possible ::
#4Wish ::Study all about the myths of Egypt,Rome and Greek culture::
#5Wish ::Wanna be a millionaire $_$ *quite impossible*::
#6Wish ::To volunteer frontline @ africa or some war-torn country::
