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Tuesday, April 05, 2005
10:17 PM
Weird day..
Had a really weird day yesterday...went to t.s again..but he's not there(good also..hope he at least did some studying..haih..if not how to pass?how to find job?but i doubt he will study anyway..just hope he realize the importance of it..)anyway..a lot of weird things happened yesterday..oh..mr.H was there yesterday..some ppl happy lah..talk a lot to ppl somemore..and first time mr.H kacau me when I'm driving..weird!(one of the weird thing)..then i got asked to join a RNO club??(sorry if i got it wrong) yesterday also..(consider another weird thing,kinda..i nvr expected it..)anyway..it's something to do with drawing and creating anime character..if you are lucky..you may even get to sell ur artwork and bla bla...the have different division u can go to..art,programming..etc(where u turn the drawings into anime character through computer)..anyway..i got ask to join..I'm really interested since it's also one of my interest..(p.s. yeez i will do it for free also even if no money is involved..it's also my interest..don't say until I'm really money-face like that!)but I don't think I can get to do it..my drawings aren't that nice either..and I don't really know how to create anime character from scratch..i mostly just draw/copy/imitate whatever you want to call it..from the anime and manga..I'm not that creative dei..don't know how to draw from scratch and it's not that nice either..no confidence to do it..i need something as a guideline(a sample kinda thing) only I can draw..so I don't think I can do it..but I really interested in joining(if only it's drawing from other pics..*sigh* or if I know how to do the programming stuff..interested in learning also..i always wanted to learn more about comp programming stuff anyway-always dream that one day I can create my own program or game*dream on!*)I really want to join..it's a really good opportunity but I know I can't do it..it's just so sad that I have to let such a chance get away..*sigh*..what to do?my drawing skills aren't that good yet...i doubt that it will ever be.. Another weird thing is that i "kena" from this i suspect drunken black man(got strong alcohol smell) from canada..idiot yeez..if I wasn't the one sitting there in the monorail..i wouldn't kena..weird lah this guy..say his father is an ambasador somemore..ask for direction first then later say want to make friends with me..ask phone number somemore..but of course this time I'm smart..hah!not like mr.G last time..(got experience d)so i say why not you give me ur number..i'll contact you..i lied that i don't have a hp..=)..talk a lot of things somemore..keep asking me to remember to call him..=@...(well,at least it help boost my self esteem although probably he's just too drunk or high or whatever to see that I'm actually very ugly)anwyay..it make me think back bout last time when "he" ask for my no..kinda wished that it was he who is sitting beside me not this drunkard weird man..*sigh*..if only it was him..hopeless..hopeless..I shouldn't be having these thoughts anyway..it's over anyway.. oh did i mention (another weird thing)..there's this old fat man sitting beside me at the monorail at first..and then we this fat man get up to leave..he patted my leg(near the knees part)a few times then he left..wtf??!!I don't even know this fat man??!why the hell did he do that??dei!something's really weird happening here..then later came that drunkard..(weird lah!)maybe it's too late already..I realize you can find a lot of weird ppl at night..dangerous dei!or izzit just a weird day??!
Oh ya..another weird thing..maybe not so weird..it's normal?i fell down like a "humpty-dumpty" from a chair..don't ask how I fall..it's really embarassing..humilating..twice somemore..ppl stand there and laugh somemore..it's really funny..i'm really clumsy..I am a clumy person anyway..*ouch*..I hurt my waist bone..more precisely the place between my ass and my waist..hit the floor hard..pain..it still hurt today whenever i move..mom scolded me for being so clumsy..(she say i always having minor "accidents" and that what if I have internal injuries..like what happen to my leg..nag like hell,so old already still dunno how to take care of myself..bla..bla..but I'm like that...too clumsy already..it's my neurotic-ness lah that causes me to be clumsy and my neurotic-ness is cause by my sickness which in turn is indirectly cause by my dad as he passes it down to me..so he is to be blame in the end!!hahahahahaha!<------mad d,not making any sense. the pain become worse..just now sweep and mop the floor the time..bend down too much already..then I think make it hurt more..and my parents got the cheek to finished their dinner quickly and leave all the dishes for me to wash..back pain already..somemore want me to stand so long..i know I'm complaining here..but I really feel like a maid that moment..actually I am lah..since bro not here already..no difference also if he's here,I will end up being the maid also..sometimes being the youngest have no advantage!!you are under everyone's "command"!!who say youngest is the one who are over-pampared?more like over-labouring!!
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Enigma
天子心
I was born under the smallest astrological sign 24 yrs ago
used to be a psychology student
but now a self-proclaimed full time slacker
on a soul searching journey..
but end up finding my soulmate instead, love being with YOU :)
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::A dreamer::
::An adventurer::
::A traveller::
::A slacker::
::A party gal,once in a blue moon::
::A game freak::
::Slacker workaholic::
::Anime & manga enthusiast::
::Queen of lateness::
::Night owl::
::Psychometric nerd::
::I'm still finding my way :)::
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#1Want ::Get an iphone::
#2Want ::Nintendo Wii::
#3Want ::Go to Japan::
#4Want ::Learn skiing::
#5Want ::Complete my bungy jump attempt::
#6Want ::Get Scuba Diving license::
#7Want ::Invest in an underwater camera::
#8Want ::Get solo skydiving license::
#9Want ::Climb a mountain::
#10Want ::Gain my doctorate::
#1Wish ::Travel/Backpack around the world::
#2Wish ::Pursue my dream & achieve the highest::
#3Wish ::Master as many languages in this world as possible ::
#4Wish ::Study all about the myths of Egypt,Rome and Greek culture::
#5Wish ::Wanna be a millionaire $_$ *quite impossible*::
#6Wish ::To volunteer frontline @ africa or some war-torn country::
