...into muhh heart, muhh soul, a brand new miee! :)
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Wednesday, March 30, 2005
11:42 PM
time will tell...
long time never update already.been really busy.actually now also,i need to breathe also.stayed at nad house don't know how many times..somemore kinda fight..it's all the stress and not enough sleep..we are getting irritated with each other..i know that..well,it will be ok after these..anyway..went on saturday..he cut his hair..not nice lah a bit too short...looks a bit weird with his short hair gell..not really nice.longer hair gel nicer..why bother anyway?same usual thing loh..well..at least he talked to me..*sigh*..got one time I really never realise that he was standing beside me so close cause I was really into a race..yeez was racing also-help ppl racng actually(but I'm not looking at her)..caught me by surprise when he started talking then only I realise he was beside me..*sigh*..real tiring..how long will this go on?went on monday also but quite late reach there around 6 something..cause doing work at nad house,actually shouldn't go but since so late already..but maybe he's there?go all the way down just to take a look at you..I just want to see..at least i still get to see..the sight of you is enough..I don't ask for anything else..at least you are doing ok..I know I'm being hopeless but can't help it..I've never felt like that..seldom play ID already..but I still do practice..can't get any better already..play soul calibur more..improve already,know how to use more different kinds of power..but when yeez is there..i can't play well somehow..she's becoming a pressure already..like ID..like that time she went off..I even beat all the fellow and got one got ranking name damm long one..and even beat ourself the character using our account..that machine is always almost crowded got ppl play especially those pro fellows always hogging that machine and when you get to play, they go and challenge you so you won't have a chance to play..idiots!anyway on monday our joint account(99.99% my money)..that yeez sponser few times only..our account ranked up to long name kind of ranking..and the ranking place went up also..I wanted to play my acount also since I keep playing our account and my account ranking still quite low..so managed to ranked up..but later let yeez play until my account the ranking went down..continuously lose somemore..my losses went up to 22 or izzit 24?how to rank back up?it's very hard already since my exp points no enough..no much money somemore..I was really angry that time..I sit down there and play so hard and tired to get ranked up..but in the end like that..saw her never concentrate somemore..I'm not going to pay so much for our joint account already until my account ranking is almost the same as our joint account..i don't want the ranking to be so far apart..and i want to get the top 10 ranking also..of course our account too..*sigh*..what am I trying to prove?I don't want to be so far apart from his ranking also...since ID cannot already..maybe soul calibur can..mixed feelings..missing ppl..cannot go until after my finals..it's just another depressing day..it's the workload maybe?not much mood to do work..was sick this morning again..headache..is it because thinking of someone?well....no use thinking so much..if it meant to happen then it will,if not then...*sigh*..only time will tell..another day tommorow..life's still have to go on..time will never stop..work!work!work!
p.s.they spoil eye 10..they added comedy inside..it's scary and funny but I was expecting for a good horror movie to relieve my stress but then..a dissapointment!but it's ok also lah..first time I see a scary and funny horror movie at the same time...but it's too much to be 9 bucks!!tgv!hmph!!went to 1U & watch..then later ah bin fetch us from there to puchong to interview winnee junior..oh did I mention later when ah bin drop us off at 1U when we are done(he need to rush home),I got to eat sushi..heh=)nad was really hungry..never eaten the whole day except for fries and popcorn in cinema,she will die by the time she get back she say so do a quick one..15 minutes in and out of sushi king..real fast man..went in like two hungry pigs and gobbling our food..(me never eat anything also whole day excluded the milo, biscuit, fries and popcorn)..anyway nad scared credit card cannot use cause she buy lots of stuff from ebay already(she's really addicted to it,now can shop at home also..*sigh*..shopaholics!!))...scared reach limit..and we have no cash so we were like acting a bit weird and the cashier look at us suspiciously..(must have thought we stole the credit card or fraud it)..he even ask nad to sign on the normal receipt(which don't normally need to sign)..look at us so suspicious somemore..
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Enigma
天子心
I was born under the smallest astrological sign 24 yrs ago
used to be a psychology student
but now a self-proclaimed full time slacker
on a soul searching journey..
but end up finding my soulmate instead, love being with YOU :)
takeMEsomewhereNEW.
::A dreamer::
::An adventurer::
::A traveller::
::A slacker::
::A party gal,once in a blue moon::
::A game freak::
::Slacker workaholic::
::Anime & manga enthusiast::
::Queen of lateness::
::Night owl::
::Psychometric nerd::
::I'm still finding my way :)::
HANDinHAND.
#1Want ::Get an iphone::
#2Want ::Nintendo Wii::
#3Want ::Go to Japan::
#4Want ::Learn skiing::
#5Want ::Complete my bungy jump attempt::
#6Want ::Get Scuba Diving license::
#7Want ::Invest in an underwater camera::
#8Want ::Get solo skydiving license::
#9Want ::Climb a mountain::
#10Want ::Gain my doctorate::
#1Wish ::Travel/Backpack around the world::
#2Wish ::Pursue my dream & achieve the highest::
#3Wish ::Master as many languages in this world as possible ::
#4Wish ::Study all about the myths of Egypt,Rome and Greek culture::
#5Wish ::Wanna be a millionaire $_$ *quite impossible*::
#6Wish ::To volunteer frontline @ africa or some war-torn country::
