...into muhh heart, muhh soul, a brand new miee! :)
takemyHAND*
hold me close and say three words like you used to do just three words iloveyou-
huh?!lost?; click on your right and navigate your way through!*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
5:09 PM
Happy Birthday??
yes..me birthday..today..yet I'm staying at home...I feel so old..19..oh no..the last year of my teens..dei!old dah!!can I be 17 back all over again?..everyone is busy...and I lied to that woman again...felt so bad..I don't know why...I mean we are really different..I know I'm a bad friend..it' just that I've changed...you have your life..I have my life..we are still friends..but things are just not the same..and it's so hard for me to tell u things anymore..I don't know why...*sigh*..depressing lah...slept whole day..kinda...anyway since I didn't really sleep well last night...fucked up..the whole afternoon trying to sleep also cannot...what else..him lah..keep dreaming and waking up...of all people it had to be him...depressing sial..and everytime my phone sounded..I would be so eager to check it..only to be dissapointed..*sigh*..expected already anyway...I don't think he would even remember...*sigh*....is this the most depressing birthday I had or what?feel so sad and depressed the whole day...heartache?dunno....should i give a miscall?damn...can't get it off my mind...d-e-p-r-e-s-s-i-n-g ....d--e--p--r--e--s--s--i--n--g...At least I still have friends wishing me...but of course it will be better if he did too..haih..hopeless..sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad depressed depressed depressed depressed depressed depressed depressed depressed depressed depressed depressed depressed why depressed depressed depressed do depressed depressed depressed I depressed depressed still depressed depresssed depressed depresseddepressed think depressed depressed of depressed depressed depressed him depressed depressed depressed depressed I depressed depressed still depressed depressed love depressed depressed him depressed depressed ?ya..i do.. should be studying instead but ere blogging..I'm slacking man..slacker..S-L-A-C-K-E-R..!no mood dei..anyway forgot to mention yesterday know my human comm mid term result..consider good for a slacker..hhahaha..let me action here a bit..got 16.67777777...(never ending).fish say =17/20..i think the essay help me..hahahahaha..the highest in class is 18...hehehehe..one night studying..hahahaha..really bipolar depression lah..one minute ere laughing like mad..the next minute you can find me in a pool of tears..anyway beat the elephant..somemore elephant subject you know..consider her mass comm subject dei...she action only lah..her subject easier..ask her come study psych surely die...somemore want to boast there and look down on us..say our IQ low lah and what..idiot circus elephant.. whatever lah....can't be bother now..really can't get it off my mind...he's haunting me again...haih..not making sense not making sense idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot\. _ _\_._\_._.
amore?Coś è?non lo so....non so cosa fare... a pensi?non lo so....perchè?perchè mollare?non lo sapevi?perchè...?anche non lo so...non capisco..
takeMEbytheHAND.
Enigma
天子心
I was born under the smallest astrological sign 24 yrs ago
used to be a psychology student
but now a self-proclaimed full time slacker
on a soul searching journey..
but end up finding my soulmate instead, love being with YOU :)
takeMEsomewhereNEW.
::A dreamer::
::An adventurer::
::A traveller::
::A slacker::
::A party gal,once in a blue moon::
::A game freak::
::Slacker workaholic::
::Anime & manga enthusiast::
::Queen of lateness::
::Night owl::
::Psychometric nerd::
::I'm still finding my way :)::
HANDinHAND.
#1Want ::Get an iphone::
#2Want ::Nintendo Wii::
#3Want ::Go to Japan::
#4Want ::Learn skiing::
#5Want ::Complete my bungy jump attempt::
#6Want ::Get Scuba Diving license::
#7Want ::Invest in an underwater camera::
#8Want ::Get solo skydiving license::
#9Want ::Climb a mountain::
#10Want ::Gain my doctorate::
#1Wish ::Travel/Backpack around the world::
#2Wish ::Pursue my dream & achieve the highest::
#3Wish ::Master as many languages in this world as possible ::
#4Wish ::Study all about the myths of Egypt,Rome and Greek culture::
#5Wish ::Wanna be a millionaire $_$ *quite impossible*::
#6Wish ::To volunteer frontline @ africa or some war-torn country::
