...into muhh heart, muhh soul, a brand new miee! :)
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hold me close and say three words like you used to do just three words iloveyou-
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Monday, March 21, 2005
11:30 PM
Really hopeless me..
Last night slept late..was up till 4 something to finished up my part of work for the poster draft..but then it turn out that we are only doing our work and group meeting tomorrow..everyone agree on it..since I was also very tired..damm tired man..never felt liek this before,cannot keep my eyes open..of course lah..sleep 1-2 hours..stupid 8 o'clock class...and cannot sleep last night also..end up falling asleep at 5 i think..and woke up at 6 something..what else?thinking about him lah..his birthday is today...*sigh*...I kinda wished him..ask yeez to help..i type the message then ask yeez to forward it to him...but surely he knows it's me who ask to send one lah..since who else knows his bday today?and he call back yeez also..he surely knows I'm behind it...haih..friend wat..can send msg and wish..nothing wrong with it...I don't want to use my phone to send cuz I don't want him to think something else and he surely won't even bother (scared or embarassed or whatever)to reply me...u think he will call back if I'm the one who send or the one who miscall?at least I get to know some news about him in this way...*sigh*..I'm glad I wished him also..at least I know I won't regret...I surely will regret if I don't send..and I feel better also by sending..I just really want to wish him...as a friend...nothing wrong with it right?haih...he was in t.s again today when he call yeez..what is he doing there worr..normally he won't go there on weekdays..school day somemore..to see someone maybe?I'm really hopeless..hopeless!!after school he should stay home wat and study...or at least rest...somemore important exam year..how to sit for exam like that?how to pass?english? why the hell do I bother anyway?damn...why do I still care?shitlah.....hopeless..HOPELESS..*sigh*..really H-O-P-E-L-E-S-S case...stupid hopeless me.. ..haih..didn't go today...good also..don't even know how to wish him if see face to face..but if go also..good also can see him...really hopeless lah me!!
p.s.added two of utada hikaru's song..will add more later..still choosing which song to add..meanwhile ppl just enjoy the songs available..may even ayumi hamazaki's song later too..and more chinese song too..the song list have been moved to where the links are now below the counter..more changes to come soon..not so SOON either since I'll be really busy..stress dei!lot of work!
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Enigma
天子心
I was born under the smallest astrological sign 24 yrs ago
used to be a psychology student
but now a self-proclaimed full time slacker
on a soul searching journey..
but end up finding my soulmate instead, love being with YOU :)
takeMEsomewhereNEW.
::A dreamer::
::An adventurer::
::A traveller::
::A slacker::
::A party gal,once in a blue moon::
::A game freak::
::Slacker workaholic::
::Anime & manga enthusiast::
::Queen of lateness::
::Night owl::
::Psychometric nerd::
::I'm still finding my way :)::
HANDinHAND.
#1Want ::Get an iphone::
#2Want ::Nintendo Wii::
#3Want ::Go to Japan::
#4Want ::Learn skiing::
#5Want ::Complete my bungy jump attempt::
#6Want ::Get Scuba Diving license::
#7Want ::Invest in an underwater camera::
#8Want ::Get solo skydiving license::
#9Want ::Climb a mountain::
#10Want ::Gain my doctorate::
#1Wish ::Travel/Backpack around the world::
#2Wish ::Pursue my dream & achieve the highest::
#3Wish ::Master as many languages in this world as possible ::
#4Wish ::Study all about the myths of Egypt,Rome and Greek culture::
#5Wish ::Wanna be a millionaire $_$ *quite impossible*::
#6Wish ::To volunteer frontline @ africa or some war-torn country::