...into muhh heart, muhh soul, a brand new miee! :)
takemyHAND*
hold me close and say three words like you used to do just three words iloveyou-
huh?!lost?; click on your right and navigate your way through!*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Saturday, April 16, 2005
11:03 PM
Him
fuck lah...yesterday night had a really damm sad dream about him..really sad..brought tears to my eyes..damm..!.couldn't really sleep well the whole night...depressing...the whole day was depressing also..is it because of the dream?can't get him off my mind the whole day...and feel damm sad and depressing the whole day....keep looking back at those msgs..fucklah..exam time somemore...why is this happening to me?it was ok before this....i don't understand..is it because too long never get to see him already?haih...it's been three weeks since I last saw him...cause never go on saturdays already..that's why and he didn't appear on weekdays either...good also lah, at least never skip school that much...what is he doing?busy studying? trial exams already?got study or not?haih...seelah...damn it!why do i fucking care?I should be studying...studying!!studying!!and here am i blogging...can't concentrate...dei...before this honors program now him...it must be the dream....fuck lah..I don't want to do badly in my exams..!!but i seriously gonna be fucked up if I don't get back to studying....fucked up man!!damm..damm..damm...damm!!damm...damm it..sad..sad...sad..pain....sad...sad...is there anyway to be feelingless??i seriously need that now...damm tired already..tiring...how long more can i live like this?i don't think i no longer can.......i dunno...hahahahaha...i really dunno..really hope to see him now..even a glimpse is enough..i know i damm hopeless...stupid..stupid me...fucking stupid me...fucklah...hope i don't get another sad dream bout him again...normal can lah..at least i get to see him..haih...got a feeling it will be another sleepless night again..fucklah!better get back to studying again...more like wetting my book..?hahahhaha.......i'm really an idiot...stupid me........fucking stupid me...
takeMEbytheHAND.
Enigma
天子心
I was born under the smallest astrological sign 24 yrs ago
used to be a psychology student
but now a self-proclaimed full time slacker
on a soul searching journey..
but end up finding my soulmate instead, love being with YOU :)
takeMEsomewhereNEW.
::A dreamer::
::An adventurer::
::A traveller::
::A slacker::
::A party gal,once in a blue moon::
::A game freak::
::Slacker workaholic::
::Anime & manga enthusiast::
::Queen of lateness::
::Night owl::
::Psychometric nerd::
::I'm still finding my way :)::
HANDinHAND.
#1Want ::Get an iphone::
#2Want ::Nintendo Wii::
#3Want ::Go to Japan::
#4Want ::Learn skiing::
#5Want ::Complete my bungy jump attempt::
#6Want ::Get Scuba Diving license::
#7Want ::Invest in an underwater camera::
#8Want ::Get solo skydiving license::
#9Want ::Climb a mountain::
#10Want ::Gain my doctorate::
#1Wish ::Travel/Backpack around the world::
#2Wish ::Pursue my dream & achieve the highest::
#3Wish ::Master as many languages in this world as possible ::
#4Wish ::Study all about the myths of Egypt,Rome and Greek culture::
#5Wish ::Wanna be a millionaire $_$ *quite impossible*::
#6Wish ::To volunteer frontline @ africa or some war-torn country::
