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Monday, May 30, 2005
1:01 AM
vegetarian??hahhaha..
well.. a lot have been happening these few days..never update cause was too lazy playing gunbound..heh=)..now level is metal axe already... school started one week already..not much work yet,but gonna be soon..stressing already..sigh..see the course outline...so much work..and start all over again...learning things that i have already learned..well refresh my memory..taking social psych again??!!and this new lecturer is fucked up..never really give good examples unlike that psycho bitch..and sit down and teach???well..i dunno how the new students are going to manage..read the book probably??i must really thank the pscyho bitch lah...she's a really good lecturer..once again i have to say..dunno say how many times already..lucky we took social last sem...her teaching is really good and examples..well..we have the advantage..lucky take under her..if not under this new lecturer???fucked up sial...i hate this new lecturer for some strange reason..she dunno howto teach lah..and the jokesis not funny...damn!!u want me to take under her??sigh....pity those new students...well that psycho bitch..well call her name lah..all of sudden really like her..let's just call her ms.w ok?in case anyone that knows her happen to read this..she's teaching me anotehr subject anyway...as usual bitchy..but good teaching..haih.. oh..that day really scared me,suddenly told me that nad cannot enter this program cause the idiot fucking lan call up and said international students area not allowed into this program,have to wait one year until lan approved..want to see the results first,see if the standard is suitable for the international students..walau..scary man.ask her to transfer back to adp..nad don't want..she say what for?waste money and time going back to adp..she taken all the subjects needed..she say she rather stay at home one year..but still what she's gonna do at home one year..stay at home and grow fat?boring she say..takkan go out everyday..life will be so bored.. we were so damn sad..nad nearly cry..me too feel like crying..relly beg and really go and see the ppl again and again,got one admin staff somemore really damn shit up..keep asking her to transfer to adp and get it done and over with..don't even give any sympathy..terrible! was really worried and sad the whole day..if she leave...then i'll be kinda alone..i know i can make new friends and i do have friends there bit still it's different..it's hard to find a close friend..a true friend i mean..where u can share stuff??who won't abandon when u need them most?who care about you..as in really care bout in deep inside the heart but of course won't say it out..hahaha.. we really pray hard that everything is gonna be ok...and turn out it did!our head of department went to the ppl there and fight like hell..go and say they never state in black and white..they only say out through the phone,so the ycan't do this to us..blah..blah..so now ok already..and if the ministry ppl come or whatever to check..will buat bodoh lah..say nvr state in black and white and they wasn't inform..hahahaha..but after approved already then should be okalready lah..i mean max also need 1 year..so now nad can stay!!yeah!!me and and did pray..she say if she can stay,she will donate 100 bucks..me?lol..i say if she can stay i will eat 7 days of vegetarian..so now i really have to eat 7 days of vegetarian..nad say for no reason kena eat vegetarian..and she thank me for praying for her..haven't eat yet..but i wil break it down..like maybe one week eat vegetarian one day..so it will be like 7 weeks..mom will surely think i weird..suddenly eat vegetarian..hahaha...but when we know the news that she can stay,we were really happy..staright a way hug each other...and after that i was so happy..i hug again..hahah..yea..i cry..just now was was tears of sadness,,now was tears of joy i told nad..so funny..so sad the whole day for nothing until got no appetite..haih...but at least it turn out to be ok...i did make friends with the new ppl before that..but haih it's hard to find a true friend as i said...well i'm so lucky to have found her..it's not easy..i'm glad to have her,glad that i found her..i dunno how to say..but it's just not easy to find a good friend..yes..it's easy to find friends..but are they true friends?is that easy to be close??no..not at all..not at all...there are a million people out there that can be your friends..but how many are a REAL friend?how many??see what i mean...? well anyway..there are more bitches in my class than i thought..sigh...bitches who give me the kind of look..haih..usual lah..so what if i look like a nerd?so what i don't wear like u all do?fuck it lah...ignored me lah.go ahead..they of course don't treat nad like that..hahhaa..cause nad look like them?hahah..but lucky nad is not like them...good..*sigh*..i hate bitches!!!who need them anyway?fuck off lah...go on ignored me and keep on giving that look..i don't give a damn! oh..went to ts on friday again..a lot of ppl..school holiday already..yeez insisted on goin..i was so tired..play gb and went to her U somemore and later i have to work..i say go there for what..don't even get to play..and i rather play gb now!!and i kinda don't wanna see him...dunno lah..i know he's gonna be there..scared he acted like a wall again..anyway i hardly can keep my eyes open..well,he's there..and he's not a wall again..good..i kind take the iniative to talk to him..asking what happen to his hair..it's the hairstyle lah..not just woke up from sleep..look like electric shock..hahah..funny lah..well everything went well..at least we are on speaking terms again..he teased yeez like hell...hahha..i saw him peeking at me also from the corner of my eyes..haih..back liek old times..at least we are talking to each other now...i somemore went up to him and say bye when we wanted to leave..embarassing sial..his friends around him somemore..he was helping someone battling i think..i took my water bottle and tap his shoulder lightly..he turn and look up at me..i smile and wave goodbye to him..he smile..wave and say goodbye also..haih..at least he return my goodbye..unlike wednesday,he look so shocked and blur...i felt embarassed cause his friends there..but yeez say it was ok the way i say it and all..but still..i went up and say goodbye??do i look stupid?will he think i'm weird?well..anyway i did what i wanted to do..so no regrets...happy that we are finally back on talking terms..although he still rather will talk and tease yeez,but at least now he won't treat me like i'm invisible or something..are all idiots like this?yeez going through the same thing...mr.p treating her like a wall...and rather talk to me?haih..same lah..my x-man tease her..hers tease me..and rather talk to the girls' friend instead of the girl herself...can still be friends right??why wanna be like a wall??better than nothing what...i told yeez they need more time i guess..see now me and my wall are back to talking terms already..how long already...more than 4 months already..see how long it took and how many efforts i took for that..*sigh*..the feelings are still there..haih..whatever lah... off to gb now..2morow have to wake up early somemore to work.. p.s.i did a double kill in gb yesterday..hahahaha..was lucky..my aiming was damn accurate also..average hit went up... p.s.got a new pet bro yesterday also...???weird????--_-????well..well.. this pet bro is really funny and annoying at times...like to tease me..hmphH!!bully this little sis..know this fellow from gb..hahhaa..he's gonna sponsered me to play ro..hahahaha...suddenly got one big bro...????weird dei!at home got one big bro already..now got another one..??feel weird...??!!well he say i'm a nice pet sis to have????am i???dei i don't think so lah!!!but i did help him teach an idiot a lesson yesterday...his friend that really annoy him...so well i messed up her mind a bit...at the end of the day,she got a headache..thanks to me!!hahahahhazz...well..psych is really useful ain't it?hahahhahaha.............
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#1Want ::Get an iphone::
#2Want ::Nintendo Wii::
#3Want ::Go to Japan::
#4Want ::Learn skiing::
#5Want ::Complete my bungy jump attempt::
#6Want ::Get Scuba Diving license::
#7Want ::Invest in an underwater camera::
#8Want ::Get solo skydiving license::
#9Want ::Climb a mountain::
#10Want ::Gain my doctorate::
#1Wish ::Travel/Backpack around the world::
#2Wish ::Pursue my dream & achieve the highest::
#3Wish ::Master as many languages in this world as possible ::
#4Wish ::Study all about the myths of Egypt,Rome and Greek culture::
#5Wish ::Wanna be a millionaire $_$ *quite impossible*::
#6Wish ::To volunteer frontline @ africa or some war-torn country::
