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Monday, December 19, 2005
10:01 PM
him
sigh..today went again..i guess part of it is cause i wanna see him gua..dunno la..part of it is to watch movie also..i wanna watch perhaps love leh...yikess..but yeez n pat watch d..oh did i mention they are back together d =p..hahhaaz..anyway..part of the reason we cannot get the tickets also cause i woke up late..=p..haha..and still wanna make so much noise..muahhahaha..=p..i bank in my cheque d..finally ^.^v..$$$$$$..but so little..='(..sigh..no money..B-R-O-K-E!!!sigh..anyway in the end we have to watch a stupid show =.="....SPL..my god...sigh....no many ppl watch..sigh..$$$ gone...well but at least he came..=p..dunno la....i try not to think of him in that kind of way d..trying to really treat his as a friend..really wanna try to let go of him..sigh..but why everytime i decided to do so then surely i must find out something that give me back my hope..wtf man...arghhhhhhhhhhh..dunno..shouldn't have heard yean's phone call ..i dunno izzit or not..fuck man..but from what i heard and my sixth sense i feel that's it..mother dammit!!!i hate my stupid 95% so called idiot sixth sense which yeez also experienced b4 d =p..hahahhaha...she called it my stupid 6th sense..which turn out to work most of the time..nad also experienced b4..hahhahahha..that's why i call it 95% 6th sense..LOL..but really i duno la..it may not be true also..but after the call,which got mention ask the fellow to come up faster..then later he appear pula..dunno la..got a feeling loh that it's him on the other line..he's at home that time..damn man.i might be wrong maybe?but this bugging feeling..dunno la..f@#$% my 6th sense la..dammit!sometimes i really hate it.!!argghhh!y is he doing this to me??sekejap say like sekejap dun..then sekejap like again..WTF..stupid immature idiot!y i fall for him in the first place..this is stupid,i should be together with another rite now instead wtf i dun want..wtf WTF??! dunno..really dunno anymore!!!damn..and i think he caught me looking at him..wtf..he looking also..damn man..hate this..what is this??dunno..arghhhhhhhhh....and for some weird reason...i keep thinking about timothy =.="..whenever mentioning "leng cai"..his nice body figure and smooth skin..and nice face..=.="..omg i have a crush on him??but he's so young..by 6 years i think..hmm..or was it 5 years..dunno.!!!i guess i just admire him..lol..been working with him these few weeks..that's y la..whenever no one the time,all go class..left me n him n problem kid in the library..lol..so i get to know him a bit more..i figure he may be smart too..eh..perfect guy la..if he's a bit older..hahhahhaa..i gues i just admire him..LOL...it'll passed it just a stupid admiration/crush/factuation..LOL..after all haihzz..the on i have feelings for is still him rite??dammit...hopeless me..fark it.. oh..ah loong didi came today..haizz..skinnier again...dunno why i see him each time he get skinnier and better looking..he's jut plain cute..hahaha=p..my cute didi..i tocuh his face again..muahahahha..to feel is it as smooth as it use too..=p..his hair also..just canot tahan sometime..well after all he's my so called small bro neway..=p..a bit of touching won't hurt..>_<"..he's still so cute..he cut his hair until like "so chai" like that =.="..no wonder wear cap cover la..and then wanan act like "so chai" like that..funny la..well at least get to talk a bit when we walk back together to lower ground..he studying next year..enrol in school d^.^v..haihz..and dunno change how many gf..2 gfs d..this one scary one..too possesive d..haihz..but he also change d la..dye hair somemore..but hair too shor t can't really see..LOL..but i guess he's still the gentle ah loong i know..just not the "so good boy" kind ah loong gua..dunno la >.<..was glad to see him neway..sigh..
p.s.everyone going away or either busy..yen going hong kong d..nad went to japan.jiun go singapore with bf...py working..hx working..other ppl all also busy spending their hols..sigh..all my plans gone man...sigh..
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天子心
I was born under the smallest astrological sign 24 yrs ago
used to be a psychology student
but now a self-proclaimed full time slacker
on a soul searching journey..
but end up finding my soulmate instead, love being with YOU :)
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::A dreamer::
::An adventurer::
::A traveller::
::A slacker::
::A party gal,once in a blue moon::
::A game freak::
::Slacker workaholic::
::Anime & manga enthusiast::
::Queen of lateness::
::Night owl::
::Psychometric nerd::
::I'm still finding my way :)::
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#1Want ::Get an iphone::
#2Want ::Nintendo Wii::
#3Want ::Go to Japan::
#4Want ::Learn skiing::
#5Want ::Complete my bungy jump attempt::
#6Want ::Get Scuba Diving license::
#7Want ::Invest in an underwater camera::
#8Want ::Get solo skydiving license::
#9Want ::Climb a mountain::
#10Want ::Gain my doctorate::
#1Wish ::Travel/Backpack around the world::
#2Wish ::Pursue my dream & achieve the highest::
#3Wish ::Master as many languages in this world as possible ::
#4Wish ::Study all about the myths of Egypt,Rome and Greek culture::
#5Wish ::Wanna be a millionaire $_$ *quite impossible*::
#6Wish ::To volunteer frontline @ africa or some war-torn country::
