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Thursday, December 08, 2005
9:59 PM
sigh..?
lol.end up in ts today.tired(slept 2.30am last nite).just a brief post here cuz lazy to write.and i'm so addicted to online games now..especially this new game silkroad online i've been playing..O_O!so i'm rushing off to play my game now..o2jam first lol..gunbound is like so long nvr play d =.="..wanna raise level but lazy..concentrate more on silkroad online..LOL..a short while of 02jam then go silkroad!!!anyway oh..ts got quite a lot of new game..=/they change the old games..the war shooting game change d to another type that look similar and now it's 1.50..wtf??and got the strategy like game which use card(like trading card) and put on machine and u move the card and the screen will move also..dunno how to explain..looks damn nice but damn expensive..to buy the starter pack dunno how many 10++ and then 6 bucks per game!WTF??i can't afford if not will try to play d!especially now i am damn broke,working account no money d and i brought 20 bucks to ts today to survive.omg.come back empty,got debts in fact =.=".and then got the maximum tune game which they have also,nice also,but expensive..like ID kind..use card system but 2 bucks per game,card 4 bucks...lol..sega(ID) and naomi fighting for business??but heard pat say sogo cheaper 1 buck but eng version.oh and i saw the card too.nice.saw his card too =.=".yea he came today =.=".can't be bother actually,tired..but then again..haihz.as usual glad to see him?=.="??eh?dunno.wasn't expecting to see him.well,he came and say hi to us when he come,he hairs looks kinda long d,=.="i like the shorter kinda stand-up hairstyle more.neway yea..he play that new game and he like rich only..idiot like got so rich only..play this and play that..play that strategy game also..omg..then later i ask,he say friend belanja or what..=/.haihz..at least we r in talking terms??but dunno la..everytime i ask him a question related to him he like malu to answer and smile smile there and after that din answer then go and turn to talk to other ppl.idiot sial.like ask him exam over or not.din really answer and then wanna talk to yeez or whoever.donkey,ask him things he won't tell me one..he rather tell yeez.haihz....it's a normal question ok..being friends cannot ask u exam over already izzit?dun dare to ask one actually..lolz..well anyway i guess he the same also..if he ask questions about me..i will act like an idiot also,will answer something else and then later wanna pretend tok to other ppl.dunno y..everytime talk to him..cannot think of anything but know there's a lot to say one.but can't get a single word out and instead rubbish and crap came out.wtf man?well at least better than keeping quiet.anyway mostly we talk also we talk crap one..dunno y..wanna talk to him but will end up asking crap and talking crap.wtf?well,he call me over and ask me y yeez so angry like that..so i end up being beside him later when he helping a noob playing,and yeez was playing that time..then he finish d..then he call me and i bent down so close to him..haihzz..then talk crap..say he scared yeez angry all..see told u..we talk crap most of the time..lol..but was so close to him...talking to each other..damn man.the feelings still there..thought to try to let it go d..haihzz..got a few times i dunno la..when i stand beside yeez when yeez playing he must stand beside me for fucks..dunno la..lol..ckin call him a gorilla..and pat king kong today also..laugh like hell..funny la..gorilla and king kong.and he there look so blur pula.dunno la..then later b4 wanna go home d the time..i challenge a noob with our dc,yeez say i play..i go n choose akina =.="..he ask why i choose that..i say dunno..i also dunno..i just wanna practise akina??hahaha..then mana tau the other side change player..to a fat guy(his so called friend also)..scared d so let yeez play..but steering got prob.so he damn funny he go over to the fat guy side and then go and kacau(we never ask him to do anything dei).funny la..i standing from side there can see..he hold his can drink la block the view la...then dunno do what la,wave his hand la..etc then come back and tell us kacau d but he see yeez still haven't got in front so he went and kacau again..funny la..kacau the guy until lose d..hahhaa..funny la..then later the extra round yeez choose outbound TA let me play one then he wanna play also.was actually thinking of playing myself but then suddenly change mind,last minute lucky got up in time and he sat down..phew..he wanna break yeez time there..lol..that's one of the reason i got up also..possible can have another of his time in our car wat.haihzz..but then he make mistake d..got one part the gear went down one extra gear position.haih..wasted..stupid gear?wanna see his time also..>.<.haihzz..then later wanna leave d..he ask who driving..i say yeez =/.he ask me how come dun drive..>.<..he there say me scaredy cat dun dare to drive..bla bla bla..give excuses for not driving..bla bla..crapping..i wanna say a whole lot of something else one but in the end crap came out also..dunno what was i talking..dunno la..everytime like that..wtf?he ask question then i look at him only..then dunno wat to say d..dammit.wtf is this?i know i'm a person who craps a lot but not until like that..wanna ask him a whole lot of questions but dun dare..LOL.sigh...sometimes i dunno why i will worry for him..wtf?what he gonna do after this?his spm like that?retaking or wat?working?wat job?his english although a bit improve..still..english is kinda important..it's stil lan international language..how he gonna survive?feel like giving him english lesson..damn man.i mean since i did kinda broke my promise of teaching him english tution b4 his spm.fell guilty...he did kinda ask for english tution when we still together..but then after that haihzz..but i still wanna give him tuition one b4 his spm but how u want me to say it out.dammit..wtf i worry so much bout it?!fuck it la..dammit.sigh.arghhhhhhhhhhhh....sob.well at least he did take the initiative to talk to me d.can u consider that a good thing?haihzzz..what else can i say besides a sigh?SIGH!.... oh btw today saw ah loong..finally so long nvr see him d..skinny d!!OMG..he look different d..well at least he's eating d...no more losing appetite?dunno how he and his gf doing?sekali change gf again?and he going school or wat?what he doing now?is he doing well?so many question to ask but then later he gone d.wanna ask him did he change his number again also can't.damn..so fast gone d.did he receive my birthday wish msg in the first place =.="??sigh....the good old ah loong i knew those days is gone..he really change a lot..and u know with those bad influence,the crowd he mix with..haihzz..the once cute nice ah loong is gone ='(..but not completely though.hope he still have his nice and gentle character inside him,but his "proudness" must change la..haihzz..dunno him..easily influence..his family like that..of course la easily influence by the wrong crowd..seldom see him and hear from him nemore d.='(..last time at least still got msg once in a while, now =.="dun even know his number change d or wat..for all u know one day he'll forget me as his pet sis also..sigh.but did manage to touch his face..no more meat d =/..but still cute..and nice to touch..>.<..haihzz..y do he have to change to the new ah loong..sad..hope he won't turn bad..=/. ohhh..sunway lagoon plan cancel =/..py no money to go.end up watching movie.wtf..well as long as still got genting plan.anyway going singing also..=D..first time lol.ohhh..and a lot of nice movie coming out..so many movies to watch @.@.got horro movie also!!.a bit jelat with watching movies now.=.=".and broke also!!cuz i'm taking my pay one shot in dec.boss leaving d..new boss taking over.may cut pay.talk to her that day.grrrrrrrrrrrrr..me and my stupid mouth!dammit! ohh..and rosh is coming back soon..idiot never change..hahahhaha..rosh rosh..the good ol' times..hope we can have more fun this time..XD.graduate d that donkey..convo next year march.wow..faster than my bro's one LOL.nad going japan next week for 5 or izzit 6 days for holidays..she damn happy..hahaha. OMG..11.23pm d..!and i haven't play any of my games!!WTF!noooooooooooooo..kla..i need to go play my games dei.2molo need to wake uo early for work then going straight out with yen n py.tiring.sat can rest!!^.^v.k,byezz..till nxt time.
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#3Want ::Go to Japan::
#4Want ::Learn skiing::
#5Want ::Complete my bungy jump attempt::
#6Want ::Get Scuba Diving license::
#7Want ::Invest in an underwater camera::
#8Want ::Get solo skydiving license::
#9Want ::Climb a mountain::
#10Want ::Gain my doctorate::
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#3Wish ::Master as many languages in this world as possible ::
#4Wish ::Study all about the myths of Egypt,Rome and Greek culture::
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