...into muhh heart, muhh soul, a brand new miee! :)
takemyHAND*
hold me close and say three words like you used to do just three words iloveyou-
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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
10:59 PM
endless wait
although everything is back to normal..but i still feel sad thinking bout it..dunno why..it left a mark there..still couldn't believe that he did that..sigh..i really couldn't..it hurts..damn.how could he?probably all along i'm just the one couldn't let go...sob..sigh....he's having his exams now..didn't see him.message him though,i guess i'm just stupid huh?after what had happened, don't think he ever dare to message me or miscall me for a long long time anymore..what had I done?before that I still can at least have his sms and miscall but now..hahahaha..oh well..but we are fine when we see each other..not really actually..sigh...i can see he's having a hard time pretending nothing happened there also..sigh..me too?the girl use to be me..but i never really took it seriously..damn..then after all that, i wanna regret.i guess it's the regretness that i couldn't let go..it's like i want to have another chance to change everything,to un-regret.i did some things that i shouldn't have done..i regretted that.i really do.sigh..it's too late now.i have to learn to let go.i know i have to.but i can't seems to.there's so many other things out there waiting for me..and it's not like he's the only one.so many others better out there.i know,i know,i know all of these, but i just can't seems to do it.no matter there are how many more others that are better than him, the person i wanted is still him.why am i so stupid?i'm still waiting..waiting..regardless of how many people that are so much better than him passes me..all i do is just waiting for him which i knew i can never have anymore.sorry, but i guess i really have fallen for him.sorry, no matter whatever anyone do, i will still be waiting,so don't waste time on me.please...sob..i know i'm stupid...hahahha..just let me suffocate in my stupidness. he's someone that i once have someone i never thought i will have someone that i never care to have then he became someone that i wanted to have someone that i care to have but by then... he's already someone i could never have and will never have... anymore..
takeMEbytheHAND.
Enigma
天子心
I was born under the smallest astrological sign 24 yrs ago
used to be a psychology student
but now a self-proclaimed full time slacker
on a soul searching journey..
but end up finding my soulmate instead, love being with YOU :)
takeMEsomewhereNEW.
::A dreamer::
::An adventurer::
::A traveller::
::A slacker::
::A party gal,once in a blue moon::
::A game freak::
::Slacker workaholic::
::Anime & manga enthusiast::
::Queen of lateness::
::Night owl::
::Psychometric nerd::
::I'm still finding my way :)::
HANDinHAND.
#1Want ::Get an iphone::
#2Want ::Nintendo Wii::
#3Want ::Go to Japan::
#4Want ::Learn skiing::
#5Want ::Complete my bungy jump attempt::
#6Want ::Get Scuba Diving license::
#7Want ::Invest in an underwater camera::
#8Want ::Get solo skydiving license::
#9Want ::Climb a mountain::
#10Want ::Gain my doctorate::
#1Wish ::Travel/Backpack around the world::
#2Wish ::Pursue my dream & achieve the highest::
#3Wish ::Master as many languages in this world as possible ::
#4Wish ::Study all about the myths of Egypt,Rome and Greek culture::
#5Wish ::Wanna be a millionaire $_$ *quite impossible*::
#6Wish ::To volunteer frontline @ africa or some war-torn country::
