...into muhh heart, muhh soul, a brand new miee! :)
takemyHAND*
hold me close and say three words like you used to do just three words iloveyou-
huh?!lost?; click on your right and navigate your way through!*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Sunday, November 06, 2005
4:50 PM
Irrational
sigh..been irrational lately...dunno what am i doing nemore..been in emotional turmoil...sigh...wtf am i doing??sigh..sigh..really..wtf am i doing?dunno...i've more or less stable now?LOL..my mask is not broken after all..it's getting back..sigh..wtf am i talking?not really actually..i can even go there so late..omfg??what's gotten into me?yea..i dun wanna see him but at the same time want..ouch..guess everything is ok now..?haha..at least i'm not ignored...ouch..sob...sob..i'm so useless...can't even reach ur level..the reason i continue to play ID is to at least can reach ur standard..i wanna be like you..she's above you d..i dun ask much..i just wanna be below her..at least kinda ur standard..i want to be able to stand at ur level...stand by ur side..sob..y can't i do that??soul calibur too..it's ur game..i can't even beat a stupid idiot..i'm still a fucking noob!!damn..i'm learning other characters too..useless me..thought i was not far from u..haha..who am i kidding?i'm still so far away..stand at ur level??hahaha..who am i kidding?i'm so useless...so tired of chasing your shadow..no matter how hard i tried..i still can't catch up..so tiring..i'm really tired..sigh.. dammit.. mom delete my good luck exam msg..can't even wish him now..got english one but no chinese one..how to send him?and damn that woman who refuse to send the msg again..dunno what wrong with her..merajuk again??wish her good luck for her exam also no reply..dammit!send her msg also never reply!!she doesn't even wanna pick up my call!!mahai..MERAJUK FOR COCK?I WAS IN COLLEGE BUSY THAT TIME..HOW THE FUCK U WANT ME TO TALK TO U ON THE PHONE ABOUT COMICS??damn u...want me to feel more guilty...sigh..sob..good luck to you..all the best for ur exams..do some studying la..dun come to arcade d..
I open my eyes I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light I can’t remember how I can’t remember why I’m lying here tonight
And I can’t stand the pain And I can’t make it go away No I can’t stand the pain
How could this happen to me I made my mistakes I’ve got no where to run The night goes on As I’m fading away I’m sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me
Everybody’s screaming I try to make a sound but no one hears me I’m slipping off the edge I’m hanging by a thread I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered And I can’t explain what happened And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done No I can’t
How could this happen to me I made my mistakes I’ve got no where to run The night goes on As I’m fading away I’m sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes I’ve got no where to run The night goes on As I’m fading away I’m sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me
takeMEbytheHAND.
Enigma
天子心
I was born under the smallest astrological sign 24 yrs ago
used to be a psychology student
but now a self-proclaimed full time slacker
on a soul searching journey..
but end up finding my soulmate instead, love being with YOU :)
takeMEsomewhereNEW.
::A dreamer::
::An adventurer::
::A traveller::
::A slacker::
::A party gal,once in a blue moon::
::A game freak::
::Slacker workaholic::
::Anime & manga enthusiast::
::Queen of lateness::
::Night owl::
::Psychometric nerd::
::I'm still finding my way :)::
HANDinHAND.
#1Want ::Get an iphone::
#2Want ::Nintendo Wii::
#3Want ::Go to Japan::
#4Want ::Learn skiing::
#5Want ::Complete my bungy jump attempt::
#6Want ::Get Scuba Diving license::
#7Want ::Invest in an underwater camera::
#8Want ::Get solo skydiving license::
#9Want ::Climb a mountain::
#10Want ::Gain my doctorate::
#1Wish ::Travel/Backpack around the world::
#2Wish ::Pursue my dream & achieve the highest::
#3Wish ::Master as many languages in this world as possible ::
#4Wish ::Study all about the myths of Egypt,Rome and Greek culture::
#5Wish ::Wanna be a millionaire $_$ *quite impossible*::
#6Wish ::To volunteer frontline @ africa or some war-torn country::
