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Wednesday, February 15, 2006
7:09 PM
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i guess i'm a very emotional and reflective person...forever thinking..reflecting...but at this moment i felt that all answers are not important anymore..listening to nice love songs..LOL..but i felt a sense of calmness..i guess i gotten my answer...partially?all that are not important..as long as i treasure what i have now..yes..even if i lost it next time..it won't be a regret...like last time...i mad my mistakes..although i wish i could turn back time..but it's already done..what is done cannot be undone..it's my past..what is over is over...accept it..learning to accept..and after all i shouldn't be wasting time over these...life is short..i may die the next moment..yea..there's so much more things i would like to do...for now i really really thinking of way to get a job..LOL..and i would really really like to learn JAPANESE!jiun promise to teach me d...she bringing the writing 2molo i think..start from ABC..hahaha..two types of..kanji and other one forget la...i think few years alos cannot finish learning la -_-"..jiun last time everyday 9-5 whole day learn japanese for 2 years ...only can reach that kind of standard...she really should go and do her favourite..literature and go japan la instead of doing psych...haihz..dissapointment pysch is not as what she thought it is...interesting la but still..haihz..and our program damn dry la no campus life like that!WISH I WERE BACK IN ADP...we keep telling how much fun we had in adp..not like here..all fucking NERDS..some can't even take a joke..we went to start a slam book..(in case anyone dunno wat is a slam book..it's like u create a book..there got the most good looking person,the most fashionable,the sexiest,the sleeping beauty,the best lecturere,worst lecturer,loudspeaker... and so on..and u pass the book around to let ppl write names on wh they think fits the category)..LOL..but we dun write bad things la..more to the funny kind..haihz then when the book pass to this kancheung checker saw her name in the the most "kancheung" cateory..she cannot take it..walau..pass the book to ms.w somemore.=.="..but she saw d..she just laugh and say it's a joke la..haha..must be ms.w saw a lot of ppl vote her best lecturer..she seems amused by the book..LOL..and then that kancheung checker cannot..still cannot take it..wanna go tell jumping chatterbox and even jumping chatterbox kena voted the kei poh chee category also nothing..somemore can tell her it's for fun la..dun take it seriously..and she say she wrote her own name somemore..LOL..and that kancheung checker keep saying.."i'm not kancheung wat!" omg..look at her..she kancheung like hell still wanna deny..and do work the time a lot of ppl also say she kancheung..still dun wanna admit..then she kept that book and dun wanna pass it around..haizz..dun even have the chance to get the book back to see wat ppl wrote..=(..probably she took the book back home and burn it d la..darn nerd..like that also cannot..it's just for fun la..my name also inside wat-nad write one,sleeping category..LOL..haihya..so wat..take n read and then laugh about it only la..no harm..idiot nerd can't even take a joke..and half of the class still haven't get to write it =/..and we can't get to see what others wrote after us..dang!)idiots la..dun understand..anyway yea,back to the topic >.<.jiun should really go japan la..anime!manga!and get all her BL stuff too!LOL!i want too!somemore she work b4 in japanese compnay and her fluency in japanese..haihzz..and somemore can help translate anime !we were talking about it that day..she knows that psych is not what i want also la..parents =/..but career prospect also next time ma..this is only degree wat..should just go n take something i interested in during degree then master or wat only do for living one la..haihz.she say i also wasted la..damn!!i should go animation!!!!!!!!my fortune lies there..sob...my future..and psych is killing my creativity =.=" i just realize..i haven't been able to write any poems or good story lately and drawings too!!damn..and no time!psych is taking up most of my time..haihzz...dun even have time for my anime and manga!!it's stacking up!!so many to read and watch!!not time!!sob...i wish i had chosen a different path...haihz...see they draw until damn freaking nice!i damn envy la..even no basic or talent or whatsoever also can draw until that standard one..as long as u go learn..put ur effort inside...arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..sob..damn..regret!!and all i do these days is write stupid boring essay..assignments...arghhhhhhhhhhhhh..and dun even draw!i really felt that i miss out something.....sigh..
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Enigma
天子心
I was born under the smallest astrological sign 24 yrs ago
used to be a psychology student
but now a self-proclaimed full time slacker
on a soul searching journey..
but end up finding my soulmate instead, love being with YOU :)
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::A dreamer::
::An adventurer::
::A traveller::
::A slacker::
::A party gal,once in a blue moon::
::A game freak::
::Slacker workaholic::
::Anime & manga enthusiast::
::Queen of lateness::
::Night owl::
::Psychometric nerd::
::I'm still finding my way :)::
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#1Want ::Get an iphone::
#2Want ::Nintendo Wii::
#3Want ::Go to Japan::
#4Want ::Learn skiing::
#5Want ::Complete my bungy jump attempt::
#6Want ::Get Scuba Diving license::
#7Want ::Invest in an underwater camera::
#8Want ::Get solo skydiving license::
#9Want ::Climb a mountain::
#10Want ::Gain my doctorate::
#1Wish ::Travel/Backpack around the world::
#2Wish ::Pursue my dream & achieve the highest::
#3Wish ::Master as many languages in this world as possible ::
#4Wish ::Study all about the myths of Egypt,Rome and Greek culture::
#5Wish ::Wanna be a millionaire $_$ *quite impossible*::
#6Wish ::To volunteer frontline @ africa or some war-torn country::
