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Tuesday, March 14, 2006
5:19 PM
ups and downs of my life
ya..finish one assignment.one lab report coming..damn..now learn d they manual calculations os the stupid SPSS...have to include in it...the calculations =.="........stats...MANUAL CALCULATION!!!!haizz..the formula OMG man....count until blur d...so long o_O"..haiz sure in exam not enough time to do,cuz need to see what question apply wat only can calculated..-.-"..the worse is independent t test and repeated measure t test punya calculation..fuking long....=.=" but we still haven't learn ANOVA calculations yet..maybe even worse...so far pearson and chi square learn d.and t test..but i scare i dunno how to do in test la..haiz.. ..i dunno -.-' ...i enjoy calculating =.="...i like maths????o_O"??why do we need to learn the MANUAL CALCULATION while we have the SPSS program in comp??haizz..guess we need to learn both.....T_T..dunno when is out SPSS comp lab tutorial...and mc 100 assignemnt..then later got dr.goh's big big essay and qualitative methods research proposal something like a lab report but u dun have results u propose a research.. =.=".........arghhh..and i've been attending experiment like mad for extra credit plus seminar also need write up.and research colloqium from 8-5 on a SAT??!!need to attend 4 hours??then later need to stay n help for extra credit....damn busy..OMG I GOT A TEST COMING UP...fuck...haiz..my bday see la this is my bday!!@#$@#%@! that day dr.goh say he give talk with some of the big companies -.-'..sime darby..standard chartered.bla bla..haiz..give them on why hire psychologist?haiihz..then after that he told us one of the reason they find us psychologist very attractive to hire cuz of our research skills!!OMG man!i hate that..-.-' and yet that is the most important thing..!he say even though we dun like research methods or qualitative methods etc etc..we still have to do it and try to learn cuz nxt time very useful bla bla..and nxt time if u gonna work in a office setting..the boss might just throw u somtg and ask u do research such as "eh i wanna find out why my workers all complaining..whats the reason and all..why all lazy.i give u 3 weeks u go n do research n come out a report for me" that time nobody can help u -.-" have to know how to do..the stats all have to count..and worse if u have a boss who dunno stats or SPSS thingy..u have to clearly explain it to him...my god man ...i scared la hear d...i cannot T_T i no confidence...i sure cannot do research and calculations my own one..haizz...dun wanna work in office setting..XD..haizz..dunno la..sien..i dun wanna be a psychologist...T_T..my path is set?haizz....clinical psychogist?i dunno la..that one have to study till masters...dad ask...mostly he wants me to be that...but sure got biopsych thingy one..dun like leh..wtf i want???!!!i want to do smtg else!!!!!!!!!!!astronomy sure cannot d..need to take physic training how many years one.haizz but animation!!!!!!or even web design!!!!!!!!!!!!!archaelogist also can la..i wanna dig stuff..learn the egypt hierography.rome..greek...geontology!!^.^wow sure nice...if got chance i'll take my 2nd master on that...=D..but ..financial -.-..sure have to work first!!and i can't be stuck in a rigid job everyday work from 9-5..doing the same old thing..damn..i know it and my birth chart told me so T_T..i need to do something related to technology and creativity...XD...i guess i suit more to work free lance.. i haven't been talking to him these few days d as in hearing his voice....cause i know if not sure cannot do my stuff one...talk on msn a bit la cuz he ask me to help him check his stuff..and he said the 3 words..after so long nvr hear him say d..i was a bit shocked..i promise i will help u do stuff means i will help u check one la..i guess u also shocked and happy i purposely come online to tell u wat i found out.. haihz..then i block him back..i really feel normal d...haizz..but i didn't know hearing his recorded voice can cause a pinch...ouch...dunno y..but just a little bit..especially the on thanking his bday present one..at least it's now hanging on his keys..i wasn't planning to hear at first..but i was reorganizing my computer files..and saw his file..so i just open n see..and u know...haihzzz..shouldn't have listen..but surprisingly ok d..only one drop..i guess it will fade..as time goes by...you are just someone special that enter in my life to teach my the meanings of life but was never mine ..and i have to keep at that...hope u are always happy..time to go on..^.^v..all these are unnessary stuff anyway..i'm very happy being at the present state and would like to remain like this..=)..so many other things to do..japanese also still haven learn!!grrrr!!no time!!!!!!!and US is coming nearer and nearer each moment of the day!!hahaha!!!woooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Enigma
天子心
I was born under the smallest astrological sign 24 yrs ago
used to be a psychology student
but now a self-proclaimed full time slacker
on a soul searching journey..
but end up finding my soulmate instead, love being with YOU :)
takeMEsomewhereNEW.
::A dreamer::
::An adventurer::
::A traveller::
::A slacker::
::A party gal,once in a blue moon::
::A game freak::
::Slacker workaholic::
::Anime & manga enthusiast::
::Queen of lateness::
::Night owl::
::Psychometric nerd::
::I'm still finding my way :)::
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#1Want ::Get an iphone::
#2Want ::Nintendo Wii::
#3Want ::Go to Japan::
#4Want ::Learn skiing::
#5Want ::Complete my bungy jump attempt::
#6Want ::Get Scuba Diving license::
#7Want ::Invest in an underwater camera::
#8Want ::Get solo skydiving license::
#9Want ::Climb a mountain::
#10Want ::Gain my doctorate::
#1Wish ::Travel/Backpack around the world::
#2Wish ::Pursue my dream & achieve the highest::
#3Wish ::Master as many languages in this world as possible ::
#4Wish ::Study all about the myths of Egypt,Rome and Greek culture::
#5Wish ::Wanna be a millionaire $_$ *quite impossible*::
#6Wish ::To volunteer frontline @ africa or some war-torn country::
