...into muhh heart, muhh soul, a brand new miee! :)
takemyHAND*
hold me close and say three words like you used to do just three words iloveyou-
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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Monday, February 27, 2006
6:39 PM
i love you
i love you..and yet i know that we could never be together..you are someone who is unreachable..yesterday when u told me u met a gal..friend's friend..that might be ur possible gf...i feel a stab of pain...hahhaha..go for her la if u really like her...why everytime go skating also meet gals one..haihz..must be u skating the time damn gaya..sob..today go watch her basketball match somemore..why must u tell me....and then call me dear in front of ur friends for no reason..u sound so sweet when u do that,u kknow?...why must u treat me like that?haihz..how i wish that i could go skating with you once..only once..that's all i ask..just want a memory..i know that it's impossible la..he ask me when i'm coming over to his place again..before he met the gal la..now dun think he need me la..but this time i felt better than last time,at least not that sad...i guess i kinda expected this would happen..u are always surrounded by gals..u treat every gal so nice..ppl got prob sure call u..of course la..thanx for making me happy the past month..lol..i won't forget this day 14.1.2006..i met you..and so coincidence that february 14 have to be our one month..and i get to spent it with you..kinda neway..i guess i can't expect much more..as long as i'm still ur dear it's enough..hope you found the right gal this time..let go of ur past,like wat u tell me..dun live in sadness la..i'll let you go once i know u r happy...i'll leave you when u found ur hapiness..sob..i'll just be ur angel watching over ur back..just let me be...we are fated to met each other but not meant together...thanx...dun worry,i'll be ok..at least i treasure every single moment that i'm with you now..i won't regret it like last time..haiz..i saw him again on sat..but i realize i felt nothing anymore...probably a tiny bit..i dunno..i just felt uncomfortable and a bit sad when i saw him..but later ok d..i guess i just regret i never appreciate what he have done for me in the past..that's y..after all he's my first in a serious way la.. i guess u help me realize that it's already the past...thanx..u r the first person i say the 3 words to..u will always have a special place in my heart just like him..i guess it's part of life..ppl you care about just come and just leave...easy come easy go?why didn't i choose the good ones instead of these bad ones?padan muka saya kan?hahhhaha...no more...i won't be so stupid..i'll have the upper hand for now on...miss u...2302..tbq...
takeMEbytheHAND.
Enigma
天子心
I was born under the smallest astrological sign 24 yrs ago
used to be a psychology student
but now a self-proclaimed full time slacker
on a soul searching journey..
but end up finding my soulmate instead, love being with YOU :)
takeMEsomewhereNEW.
::A dreamer::
::An adventurer::
::A traveller::
::A slacker::
::A party gal,once in a blue moon::
::A game freak::
::Slacker workaholic::
::Anime & manga enthusiast::
::Queen of lateness::
::Night owl::
::Psychometric nerd::
::I'm still finding my way :)::
HANDinHAND.
#1Want ::Get an iphone::
#2Want ::Nintendo Wii::
#3Want ::Go to Japan::
#4Want ::Learn skiing::
#5Want ::Complete my bungy jump attempt::
#6Want ::Get Scuba Diving license::
#7Want ::Invest in an underwater camera::
#8Want ::Get solo skydiving license::
#9Want ::Climb a mountain::
#10Want ::Gain my doctorate::
#1Wish ::Travel/Backpack around the world::
#2Wish ::Pursue my dream & achieve the highest::
#3Wish ::Master as many languages in this world as possible ::
#4Wish ::Study all about the myths of Egypt,Rome and Greek culture::
#5Wish ::Wanna be a millionaire $_$ *quite impossible*::
#6Wish ::To volunteer frontline @ africa or some war-torn country::