...into muhh heart, muhh soul, a brand new miee! :)
takemyHAND*
hold me close and say three words like you used to do just three words iloveyou-
huh?!lost?; click on your right and navigate your way through!*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
11:42 PM
tears
he let me listen to really nice songs..most of it love song..really nice one..and i dunno why all of sudden..it just came...i never expect it..it just flow out....all of sudden just feel so sad...i dunno...he was not suppose to know..i dun want him to know...but he knew somehow...stop being so nice and caring.....u make me feel worse...the pain.ouch..stake it through my heart...i knew that it's impossible...sob...why do i have to know u?of all people why must i found u?why must it be u?i know nothing can ever happen between us...even how much i wish that it could..but deep down i know it's impossible..why do i have to add another regret?like 2103 is not enough...i really did not treasure you..whatever it is..i don't want to think anymore..happy endings?hahaha..i don't believe in such things anymore..all are fairytales..fake..fuck those..stop hurting me..get off..i want to put all my energy on money and studies d and other things...yes....thanks asignments n exams..althought u r stressful but u help me...i have some things to do..i dunno what to do anymore...i dun care...i dun wanna care anymore...sob..studies!i'm gonna do 2 masters...one clinical psychologist...(dad wants,no choice,career prospect)..another one i'm gonna do what i like..probably more on archaelogy kinda thing..georontology?if not then do one diploma on animation or computer graphics..graphic design?..i'll see..astronomy is out d..cuz u need to study from basics one..='(..haihz...a dream i could not fulfill..yes..!studies.. what not meant to be mine will never...why can't i see that?..if it's meant to be..it will no matter how...time will tell is it meant or not...fate will decide..if it's not..it's just a phase of life that i have to go through in order to grow..see more things..learn more things..thanx... love is not necessarily being with the person...it's all about wanting the person to be happy..parents' love...friends' love..couple's love...sibling's love..all kind of love..it come down to the same thing...as long as the person is happy..it's enough..i hope u all find ur hapiness soon..it will hurt me to see u all live in sadness...yes it does..
takeMEbytheHAND.
Enigma
天子心
I was born under the smallest astrological sign 24 yrs ago
used to be a psychology student
but now a self-proclaimed full time slacker
on a soul searching journey..
but end up finding my soulmate instead, love being with YOU :)
takeMEsomewhereNEW.
::A dreamer::
::An adventurer::
::A traveller::
::A slacker::
::A party gal,once in a blue moon::
::A game freak::
::Slacker workaholic::
::Anime & manga enthusiast::
::Queen of lateness::
::Night owl::
::Psychometric nerd::
::I'm still finding my way :)::
HANDinHAND.
#1Want ::Get an iphone::
#2Want ::Nintendo Wii::
#3Want ::Go to Japan::
#4Want ::Learn skiing::
#5Want ::Complete my bungy jump attempt::
#6Want ::Get Scuba Diving license::
#7Want ::Invest in an underwater camera::
#8Want ::Get solo skydiving license::
#9Want ::Climb a mountain::
#10Want ::Gain my doctorate::
#1Wish ::Travel/Backpack around the world::
#2Wish ::Pursue my dream & achieve the highest::
#3Wish ::Master as many languages in this world as possible ::
#4Wish ::Study all about the myths of Egypt,Rome and Greek culture::
#5Wish ::Wanna be a millionaire $_$ *quite impossible*::
#6Wish ::To volunteer frontline @ africa or some war-torn country::
