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Saturday, October 25, 2008
12:09 AM
broke
okie..before I realize it, the digit in my working account is getting lesser and lesser..sad case man..-_-"..and it finally hit me..that I'm going...........................B-R-O-K-E!!NOooooooooooooo!!!!I haven't been broke for a loongggg timee..well quite some time lar..the money from my aunt and my part time jobs have sustained my expenses and indulgence for quite some time already XD ..when you have more money, you tend to spend more -_-"..that is so true...that is why..it finally came to my senses..that...THIS CANNOT GO ON!!!!...and I have make the decision to start saving!!! omg..the torture...the horror..of saving..T_T..I always have issues with saving money..I can't seems to save..well I did manage to save but always at the last minute I'll end up spending all the saved money instead -_-! that happens to my DS money..well lucky I got it free from bro edi :D..now this is happening to my iphone money...and yesh..I'm saving up for an iphone..my next target..nad got it, it's so cooooooooooooooooooooooooooolll!yeah..I'm materialistic :p..!I can't help it..I just love gadgets and technology!!LOL!!
Anyway, yeah..back to my crazy hunt for part time jobs and freelance jobs...btw, my online business is kinda dead..LOL!no time lar..and busy..!I manage to sold 2 clocks again though few weeks back :D..left few more clocks..this is the 2nd batch stock ehs..not bad ler can sell many :)!But after I clear this round of stock, I don't think I'm gonna be doing biz for a while..I wanna stop a while, no modal already..I seriously need a partner..and I don't have the time anymore! Speaking of that, today I went for an interview well not so much an interview it's just a meetup and sorta audition for a part time job. an interesting job btw :). basically what I have to do is be the presenter for videos..this people go around countries to shoot about interesting people and stuff and well they need a presenter to explain and talk to the talents, make it as natural as possible and not so interview-like, and we'll be moving around most of the time -_-"..they gonna make it into short clips to sell for phones in future..it's still in the beta stage,small production type lah, not any glamour television job la. The guy is from england and this time they are stopping at msia..so yeah -_-"..the boss macam from aussie..not sure -_-"..I only met 2 of them one is my 'interviewee/talent for the day' and the other is the camera guy. Well both were nice people. my interviewee is msian apparently in a punk band and came out with his own album swt..O_O..lol!cool guy la..young..kekeke ;). got free lunch also and transport to school :D!!yeah!!-_-" why am I happy about this..Anyway so while we were walking, the guy is filming and we were talking..then same thing happen when we are in the car..and all the way till my school area.The angmoh guy say he will send the clips of all the gals who have applied to his boss and the boss will choose..and he'll let me know..but according to him I'm good have chance worr..~.~..but no promises..I'm not putting any hope la -_-"..because I was kinda nervous..but well when I'm nervous I tend to be an idiot -_-" and babble nonsense...and become funny -_-"..and the extrovert side of me always take over during these time..and it became worst or good I dunno..as they say no eyes see..=.='.. I need the job though is only temporary.i think around 4 videos ba..not sure...the pay is pretty good..just few hours of job T_T..Hopefully I'll get it..my motivation is the money of course..and free travel!!well around KL and maybe other states who knows!free transport and all expenses during the shooting all free!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!means MEALS ARE FREEE!!!!!!-_-'again..why am I getting excited over free meals...swt..this is bad..the brokeness syndrome has taken over...anyway it's something exciting aso..and interesting to experience lah :)..taking every opportunity to try out new different things and experience in my life....muahahhahhaha..try everything and have no regrets where you are young :D..
on side note..my another way of extra income..another person has come to ask me help them analyze their result for their thesis XD..must be my another fren who spread it -_-"..of course I charge them..it's sorta my underground/illegal biz..so far all together 3 customers already XD....well 4..but I turn one down..too much stuff to do and too complicated and the person not willing to pay so bahhhh.. last sem I already done for one fellow :)..actually that time got another customer also but because of my mom's problem that time, I didn't have the mood and time to do anything, and that person understand too..so I didn't manage to do that biz >.<"..anyway..I'm back in service :D..jean's service offers you the best...run the stats test and summary of the results, explanation, fake results, alter results..every single thing I can do it for you..of course come with a charge..depending on how complicated lar your research is and what u want. advertising pula.Need brain power dei and time!!..market price (came across such ppl finding help at forums) is much higher i heard few hundreds ehs..of course I'm charging below market price :(. my price range around RM60-80..Im trying to raise it to RM100 nowadays..ish..I'm broke la!!but most of my customers is some ppl I know la..so discount -_-'..*sigh*..Well, not bad of a side income lah..it pays to be good at quant and interested in psychometrics. I'm currently trying to learn how to run the reliability test K-20 and K-21 through online for extrinsic motivation purposes. Internet is really resourceful, that how I learned my cronbach alpha also..because my assesment and profiling lecturer sux that time and I was sleeping in or skipping the class most of the time anyway. Sigh Miss W still the best la can't denied..~.~.But lately lazy larh and kinda burnout lately..so need a break. Self learned takes much more effort la..haihz.my supervisor is old school way..he teaches me the manual way..which pratically can make me vomit blood..-_-"..but well I do learn quite some stuff from him also la..can't denied..he's the one who also make me realize I'm into psychometrics..:/!hahahaz..arhh..all the best for my preparation to get in the field of psychometrics/quant!!!!!and yes, my dad has give me the green lights already to go ahead with my plan..I have to sit for GRE..TOEFL..recommendation letter..personal statement..transcripts..what else..damn..that's gonna be another hell of stress..getting in is another problem..top 10%..20 out of 600..that's really hard..damn.almost every single one is the same...ah fuck care!!I'll leave it for next year to stress..argh!but if all else fail ..I'm to be stuck here :(!!hope that's not happening!!no way I'm letting it happen!!! I wrote so much crap..-_-'..tired..backache lately..very bad ache..stress -_-"have been rushing for assignments too much lately..ish..oh ya my research has finally been conducted..well at least there's some progress..*yawn*..better get some sleep..gotta run some errands and celebrate george's bday later...tired tired..and tired..having weird dreams lately..strange..can't really sleep well..sigh..dark circles is getting serious..! anyways..am so excited about halloween!!can't believe it's next week!!!kekekeke!!alky time too!!muahhahaha!:D
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Enigma
天子心
I was born under the smallest astrological sign 24 yrs ago
used to be a psychology student
but now a self-proclaimed full time slacker
on a soul searching journey..
but end up finding my soulmate instead, love being with YOU :)
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::A dreamer::
::An adventurer::
::A traveller::
::A slacker::
::A party gal,once in a blue moon::
::A game freak::
::Slacker workaholic::
::Anime & manga enthusiast::
::Queen of lateness::
::Night owl::
::Psychometric nerd::
::I'm still finding my way :)::
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#1Want ::Get an iphone::
#2Want ::Nintendo Wii::
#3Want ::Go to Japan::
#4Want ::Learn skiing::
#5Want ::Complete my bungy jump attempt::
#6Want ::Get Scuba Diving license::
#7Want ::Invest in an underwater camera::
#8Want ::Get solo skydiving license::
#9Want ::Climb a mountain::
#10Want ::Gain my doctorate::
#1Wish ::Travel/Backpack around the world::
#2Wish ::Pursue my dream & achieve the highest::
#3Wish ::Master as many languages in this world as possible ::
#4Wish ::Study all about the myths of Egypt,Rome and Greek culture::
#5Wish ::Wanna be a millionaire $_$ *quite impossible*::
#6Wish ::To volunteer frontline @ africa or some war-torn country::