...into muhh heart, muhh soul, a brand new miee! :)
takemyHAND*
hold me close and say three words like you used to do just three words iloveyou-
huh?!lost?; click on your right and navigate your way through!*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Thursday, October 09, 2008
12:21 AM
stress-za-tion
I'm under a lot of stress..sigh.. my day is not going any good either.. stress..people..exams..assg..and most importantly my thesis -_-" oh gosh..how do i book the labs again?and where do i get the experimenter code?shit man..I'm starting to panic..is already month of october..omg omg i've to vomit my paper end of nov(major changes from my proposal) and I haven't start the research yet!!!latergotta analyze result..that's the longest part..fuck..im doing factor analysis somemore as well as correlating with another test and the feedback.. it take me eons..ages..centuries..fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck..i'm fucked up!!and not to mentioned there's the presentation @ judgement day of defending my thesis.fuck fuck fuck..and I haven't met with my supervisor this mth yet..double fuck!!make it triple fuck!!other assignments are coming..lucky I'm taking adp subs this sem -_-" but still...I'm totally burn out no motivation at all to do anything at all this sem..what happen to me?!last sem and it's getting worst..I'm not doing anything to help it either!I totally can't be bothered.dammit I'm aiming for that A for my thesis 2...but the rate I'm going it's not helping. to be honest: I'm sick and tired of everything. tired of studying. tired of working. tired of meeting ppl. tired of layaning ppl. tired of talking. tired of housechores. tired of family. tired of future planning. tired of just living everyday. I just want to lie down and not do anything, and can people just leave me alone. I duwan to talk, I duwan to answer, I duwan to sms, I duwan to go anywhere either. Just leave me alone. Just leave me in my own world. Am I depressed huh? Strange..
The night always seems to remind me of things I don't want to be reminded of.. The unfolded blanket that she use to arrange for me The house.. Everything.. Reminds me of her.. I beginning to hate the night.. Sleep is just another chore to begin with.. a hard one indeed.. Sigh I'm tired of life.
Study Study Study. Work Work Work. Life is no fun. Why do I still live?
Sigh. Why can't people just leave me alone. I seriously don't want to chat. I don't have to put up my chirpy cheerful talkative self. I'm tired. Don't ask me am I okie. I'm fine. I don't need someone to talk to, I don't need to go chill, I don't need anything. Just leave me alone. Alone is what I really need.
takeMEbytheHAND.
Enigma
天子心
I was born under the smallest astrological sign 24 yrs ago
used to be a psychology student
but now a self-proclaimed full time slacker
on a soul searching journey..
but end up finding my soulmate instead, love being with YOU :)
takeMEsomewhereNEW.
::A dreamer::
::An adventurer::
::A traveller::
::A slacker::
::A party gal,once in a blue moon::
::A game freak::
::Slacker workaholic::
::Anime & manga enthusiast::
::Queen of lateness::
::Night owl::
::Psychometric nerd::
::I'm still finding my way :)::
HANDinHAND.
#1Want ::Get an iphone::
#2Want ::Nintendo Wii::
#3Want ::Go to Japan::
#4Want ::Learn skiing::
#5Want ::Complete my bungy jump attempt::
#6Want ::Get Scuba Diving license::
#7Want ::Invest in an underwater camera::
#8Want ::Get solo skydiving license::
#9Want ::Climb a mountain::
#10Want ::Gain my doctorate::
#1Wish ::Travel/Backpack around the world::
#2Wish ::Pursue my dream & achieve the highest::
#3Wish ::Master as many languages in this world as possible ::
#4Wish ::Study all about the myths of Egypt,Rome and Greek culture::
#5Wish ::Wanna be a millionaire $_$ *quite impossible*::
#6Wish ::To volunteer frontline @ africa or some war-torn country::
