...into muhh heart, muhh soul, a brand new miee! :)
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Tuesday, July 28, 2009
12:49 PM
Happpineesss
Wah it's been a while again..so many things had happened!
Hmm..let see..everything seems to be on track nowadays..
I got a job :)..starting end of august (after my NZ trip)..is in some sort of a uni setting.It's a London based school lar actually offering clinical hypnosis courses over here as well as therapy. I'm doing the admin first, but later on if I'm interested I might have the chance to move on to clinical research field..they have reseach projects ongoing with UM and UPM currently. Plus I'll be liasing with those practicitoner and professor from here and UK as well..I'll be booking the classroom that sorta thing..and I probably need to go to UM as well from time to time if they have classes. They do offer me to take the course for free if I stay long term, but then again..I might be leaving Msia wad..hopefully!!!pray for my app to get approved! Pay is low, but the experience and networks I get is priceless..work environment is what I'm looking for too..nt many ppl, means not much stupid politics =X..they are angmohs mostly..:) I need to brush up on my English and no more lahs and mahs!! They ppl I'll be in contact with mostly would be students, professors, and patients.LOL~!It's a job that would at least help in my future pathway too..I'm happy that I've at least found something that I can enjoy! At least I don't have to go into the corporate world ;X..I'm heading towards the acamedic line. which my dad ain't too happy about =X..but fk care!I'm just heading towards my dreams..that's all
Next..my kancil is trading off for a new car!wohooooooooo!!!my new viva elite :p!!can't wait..!! I've decide to take up half of the loan every mth :(...~.~ sigh..need to worry about the bills too..with my kesian salary ~.~..LOL..!!I think I'll pay for the electricity, phone bills, half of the car loan..insurance(still thinking)..the rest dad still gotta help.I can't afford the astro bills and gorcery yet =.="..
and Lastly.. well I've sorta confessed to him..LOL.okie lar I did!we've talked things out..and I told him honestly everything =X..and well..yeahs he have admitted his feelings too..we've decided that we need to meet up first..and he's confirmed coming in end of august! Actually I did not plan to do it but something happened that I knew this time it's just different..it's just not a crush.when he told me the bad news of him leaving in next june to States instead of 2 years later.I actually T_T and I felt so down for few days,that got me bothering.I couldn't accept such a me.People who knew me knows that I don't need a guy, I won't stay for a guy either.I dunno why I can be so emotionally dependent on this guy,it's like I can share even my innermost problems and we can communicate at the same level.It's unlike other guys,I never let other people so close to my heart seriously.I had always be cautious,even with my ex. I can never share so much like how I shared with him.Cause I was afraid.I am afraid to be so weak,so exposed to someone.I cannot accept myself for being so weak. It was a blow to my ego. I would never let this happened. But it happened anyway. That's when I knew I was in deep shit. LOL!
It had been bothering me for quite some time and I feel the need to talk things with him. and I'm glad I did. It's an entirely new feeling. I'm so happy now. hahahaha duno why.don't asked. I don't understand myself now either.
We've talked about the future too...I hope that I can get to join him in the States. damn!Hopefully hopefully...my app get approved!!In the midst of preparing for toefl and gre now..letters...what else..applications..essay..ishh argh!
Anyway now I'm just waiting for august. :) There would be a surprise..I wonder what?!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHHAHA!!! I dunno why I'm just feeling happy :)
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Enigma
天子心
I was born under the smallest astrological sign 24 yrs ago
used to be a psychology student
but now a self-proclaimed full time slacker
on a soul searching journey..
but end up finding my soulmate instead, love being with YOU :)
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::A dreamer::
::An adventurer::
::A traveller::
::A slacker::
::A party gal,once in a blue moon::
::A game freak::
::Slacker workaholic::
::Anime & manga enthusiast::
::Queen of lateness::
::Night owl::
::Psychometric nerd::
::I'm still finding my way :)::
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#1Want ::Get an iphone::
#2Want ::Nintendo Wii::
#3Want ::Go to Japan::
#4Want ::Learn skiing::
#5Want ::Complete my bungy jump attempt::
#6Want ::Get Scuba Diving license::
#7Want ::Invest in an underwater camera::
#8Want ::Get solo skydiving license::
#9Want ::Climb a mountain::
#10Want ::Gain my doctorate::
#1Wish ::Travel/Backpack around the world::
#2Wish ::Pursue my dream & achieve the highest::
#3Wish ::Master as many languages in this world as possible ::
#4Wish ::Study all about the myths of Egypt,Rome and Greek culture::
#5Wish ::Wanna be a millionaire $_$ *quite impossible*::
#6Wish ::To volunteer frontline @ africa or some war-torn country::
