...into muhh heart, muhh soul, a brand new miee! :)
takemyHAND*
hold me close and say three words like you used to do just three words iloveyou-
huh?!lost?; click on your right and navigate your way through!*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Friday, January 14, 2005
5:01 PM
Over..
Well..everything is over..no big deal..so?we broke up...it's a good one in fact..we are still friends though..no big deal..it's not my fault anyway..if he can't take it that i'm doing better than him in studies..hey!studies is important,so it's not my fault for trying to excel in it..although i not really excel in it..but working hard towards it...it's my future,so I have to work hard for it..if his ego can't take it,then fine..none of my business..I've done the right thing and the right choice..Actually I kinda seen it coming anyway..so..I kinda knew it..well just didn't expected it to be so fast..and I should be the one asking for it..but well it's done anyway..over and done with it..fuck it!A small part of me is relieved,well a small part of me feel angry and pissed off..and another small part of me felt sad and depressed but hey..it's just a bit..no biggie..i mean I'm also a human and you have to allow yourself to grief over it to accept it including going along through other kind of fellings such as sadness,anger,shock...etc....so it's ok to be feeling this way...time will wash it away..probably I won't feel anything the next day for all you know...*sigh*...don't know..don't care..so for now just let me vent all my mixed up feelings here..I've learned something too from this..it's an experience and a mistake..shouldn't have started it anyway..since I already knew from the start we were both from totally different world..a mistake...well,we learned from our mistakes..only then we can began a better person...so..think on the bright side,it's also a good thing for both of us...anyway...i can concentrate on my studies now...a good thing too right?It's good being single again...yeah....live my life like no tommorrow...hahaha..i'm a newer,better person...looks the world at a slightly different perspective..althought it's only a slight difference but hey it still make a difference right?...I rocks!proud to be who am I and how I turn out to be!Hahahahahha..........=)..?=(..?*_*?<_>?^_^??hahahhaha.......
P.S. just feel like posting a short part of the lyrics here:(refer to previous post for full lyrics)
The race is over time to discover brand new spaces The race is over now and forever you can live it your way The race is over time to discover dreams and places The race is over now and forever you can live it your way
takeMEbytheHAND.
Enigma
天子心
I was born under the smallest astrological sign 24 yrs ago
used to be a psychology student
but now a self-proclaimed full time slacker
on a soul searching journey..
but end up finding my soulmate instead, love being with YOU :)
takeMEsomewhereNEW.
::A dreamer::
::An adventurer::
::A traveller::
::A slacker::
::A party gal,once in a blue moon::
::A game freak::
::Slacker workaholic::
::Anime & manga enthusiast::
::Queen of lateness::
::Night owl::
::Psychometric nerd::
::I'm still finding my way :)::
HANDinHAND.
#1Want ::Get an iphone::
#2Want ::Nintendo Wii::
#3Want ::Go to Japan::
#4Want ::Learn skiing::
#5Want ::Complete my bungy jump attempt::
#6Want ::Get Scuba Diving license::
#7Want ::Invest in an underwater camera::
#8Want ::Get solo skydiving license::
#9Want ::Climb a mountain::
#10Want ::Gain my doctorate::
#1Wish ::Travel/Backpack around the world::
#2Wish ::Pursue my dream & achieve the highest::
#3Wish ::Master as many languages in this world as possible ::
#4Wish ::Study all about the myths of Egypt,Rome and Greek culture::
#5Wish ::Wanna be a millionaire $_$ *quite impossible*::
#6Wish ::To volunteer frontline @ africa or some war-torn country::
