...into muhh heart, muhh soul, a brand new miee! :)
takemyHAND*
hold me close and say three words like you used to do just three words iloveyou-
huh?!lost?; click on your right and navigate your way through!*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
11:21 PM
Quit?
Not going through a very good time now....I guess I just need more time to think through before it really affect my studies...I think I better call it quit since I'm unappreciated..I'm just treated like an idiot and I don't like to be treated like an idiot...It's really funny,now only I realize I've actually been like an idiot all along..all the things I did is actually embarassing myself..he doesn't give a damm!He doesn't give a damm...so why do I care?He's doesn't even remember what day is today...I'm like an idiot taking all the iniative..but he doesn't even care,ok?I doubt that he even remember my stuff too since he even forgot my no...I'm worthless to him..can't even bother to give a miscall or a msg...probably he thinks I am a waste of time,then why ask me in the first place since you think I'm a waste of time?huh?why?I really want to know why..if you can't be bother why ask in the first place?so just you can't hurt me like that?...hahaha.how can I be so stupid?now only i realized...I've been like an idiot all along...he was just playing and using me all along....not like there's no one else out there is after me..why the hell did I chose an idiot?not even there half of the time..unlike someone else...whatever..since now I know..the only rational thing to do is call it quit right?I've been fooled..I've been tricked...I've been hurt....but....I want my revenge maybe?...damm it!I just hate everything right now...feel dissapointed....I won't put any hope any more..just fuck it!I have better things to concentrate on..you are worthless to me..I still have my dreams and my future...you are nothing to me..just a piece of shit!Fuck you!I think I'm going to semi-retired from ID too...I don't have the urge to play anymore...I don't even feel like going into an arcade..not even a tiny bit..like today in midvalley..don't even feel like stepping in..never thought about ID too for a few days already...lose interest maybe?or dissapointed about it too?I dunno...I really dunno and don't understand...nobody can understand me either....
takeMEbytheHAND.
Enigma
天子心
I was born under the smallest astrological sign 24 yrs ago
used to be a psychology student
but now a self-proclaimed full time slacker
on a soul searching journey..
but end up finding my soulmate instead, love being with YOU :)
takeMEsomewhereNEW.
::A dreamer::
::An adventurer::
::A traveller::
::A slacker::
::A party gal,once in a blue moon::
::A game freak::
::Slacker workaholic::
::Anime & manga enthusiast::
::Queen of lateness::
::Night owl::
::Psychometric nerd::
::I'm still finding my way :)::
HANDinHAND.
#1Want ::Get an iphone::
#2Want ::Nintendo Wii::
#3Want ::Go to Japan::
#4Want ::Learn skiing::
#5Want ::Complete my bungy jump attempt::
#6Want ::Get Scuba Diving license::
#7Want ::Invest in an underwater camera::
#8Want ::Get solo skydiving license::
#9Want ::Climb a mountain::
#10Want ::Gain my doctorate::
#1Wish ::Travel/Backpack around the world::
#2Wish ::Pursue my dream & achieve the highest::
#3Wish ::Master as many languages in this world as possible ::
#4Wish ::Study all about the myths of Egypt,Rome and Greek culture::
#5Wish ::Wanna be a millionaire $_$ *quite impossible*::
#6Wish ::To volunteer frontline @ africa or some war-torn country::
