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Wednesday, June 01, 2005
11:58 PM
today
well..today...went to ts..no work..really don't feel like going,feel like going to cafe more..but they haven't download the new version of gb yet..so what's the point??well..ming teng wanted to go too..t ospent some time..i mean ts...have to wait for that donkey yeez so long..ppl stuck in sg long there waiting for the 1 hour bus??!!my god..both of us like 2 idiots..waiting at kl central...and there she tell me she's still in sg long??!!so end up..ming teng went home..and i have to go ts to wait for yeez alone....so i went to borders..thinking to read some comics..and u know what??!they wrap it up already!!!!this is just not my day...i didn't want to come here...so many ppl her e..school holiday and know can't even enkoy a comic at borders???!!well..the novel all are not wrap up though..only the comics..*sigh*..i wasn't in the mood to read any books..so i choose to read archie instead......that later that donkey took like almost 1 hour to reach ts..so went up....memang got lot of ppl..crowded..somehow rather i hate crowded places...and i don't like to be among those crowd..wasn't in the mood...i went round the whole place looking to see if he's there,but in vain...i wonder did he come?he always do during school holiday....haih..and later only got to know that he just left.........thought cannot get to see him already..really wanted to..but later u know what?he turn up at night...*sigh*....is that a good thing or bad?it happens everytime..whenever i hope that i can see him..and he will just pop out..is this a gift again?well..he's wearing a cap..ahhaha..must be too many ppl laugh at his electric shock hair already...he don't like ppl laughing at him one wat..easily embarassed..hahaha..well we are really back on talking terms already...he's not being a wall anymore..got laugh and all...good..i hope this last...tease yeez like hell again..hahahha..at first when he came..i didn't notice him..i was too "into" watching the battle..then suddenly i walk back to yeez place and saw him standing behind her..yeez didn;t notice..she too busy battling already..i was kinda shocked...i look at him and he look at me..haih..i didn't know what to do..it was like a real shock to see him there...*sigh*..dei...i dunno lah..but i'm happy to get to see him...oh by the way, i have started training for outbound track already today..consider got improvement..thanx to yeez for teaching..and all the other tracks is ok also consider so long never play..surprisingly the skills is there somehow..play until although is kinda shit but not too bad..after 1-2 rounds then will be ok already i think...and now training outbound already..feel at least i'm not one of the worst player...felt much much better..play more ID than usual..especially outbound..haih..when he's there when during one of my outbound training,i cannot concentrate..drive like shit...*Sigh*..i cannot drive well whenever he's there..i don't know why somehow..whatever track also..even my master track..i cjust lose all my concentration when i know he's near me...fuck man..what's wrong with me??i really want to show him that i improve..a lot of times i want to drive my best to show him that i now not that bad already and i know how to drive other maps already...but whenever he come then i drive badly...why the hell in the firs place i want to show him that i improve?want him to be proud of this "student" izzit?at least let him know i'm not a lost case izzit???what am i trying to prove?every single time i want to show him..but every single time when he happen to stop by..i will lose all my concentration and drive like shit!!he will think i'm still so bad!!i dun want him to think that way lah!!dei cannot lah!!look..look at me...i don't drive that shitty normally..*sigh*..but i always fail to prove to you..to show u...what's wong with me? <(=.=)> i dunno really............at least we are back being friends..as in the kind that talk..not a wall anymore...i'm really happy that i finally broken down that wall??!how many efforts i took??*sigh*....it's always bout him...why?why?hopeless.....i'm really happy tha i get to see him today though..but really..is it just a coincidence or what?every single time when i really want to see you..you will just appear even though you don't normally do...you seems to know that i want to see you and you will just appear there..or izzit that u wanted to see me also..haih..is this a miracle?a gift from above?tired..have to slp early..go loo...ooooong day tomorrow..have to be at college 8.45??till 5??omg!!tiring!!!good also no gb for me..if not surely going to play till late night and will be like a zombie 2morow...
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Enigma
天子心
I was born under the smallest astrological sign 24 yrs ago
used to be a psychology student
but now a self-proclaimed full time slacker
on a soul searching journey..
but end up finding my soulmate instead, love being with YOU :)
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::A dreamer::
::An adventurer::
::A traveller::
::A slacker::
::A party gal,once in a blue moon::
::A game freak::
::Slacker workaholic::
::Anime & manga enthusiast::
::Queen of lateness::
::Night owl::
::Psychometric nerd::
::I'm still finding my way :)::
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#1Want ::Get an iphone::
#2Want ::Nintendo Wii::
#3Want ::Go to Japan::
#4Want ::Learn skiing::
#5Want ::Complete my bungy jump attempt::
#6Want ::Get Scuba Diving license::
#7Want ::Invest in an underwater camera::
#8Want ::Get solo skydiving license::
#9Want ::Climb a mountain::
#10Want ::Gain my doctorate::
#1Wish ::Travel/Backpack around the world::
#2Wish ::Pursue my dream & achieve the highest::
#3Wish ::Master as many languages in this world as possible ::
#4Wish ::Study all about the myths of Egypt,Rome and Greek culture::
#5Wish ::Wanna be a millionaire $_$ *quite impossible*::
#6Wish ::To volunteer frontline @ africa or some war-torn country::
