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Sunday, August 21, 2005
10:01 PM
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haih..went yesterday..again i submit to yeez..my determination to say "NO!" always failed for some strange reason...dang!oh well..glad i went neway...kinda worth it..=p...haih..dunno what's wrog with him..he suddenly so good.....talk to me..as in talk a lot that kind..and take the iniative to say hi to me..haih..lots of stuff happen....even talk to him on the phone..in a way..only a short while..=.="..really..when i wanna talk to him..i can't seems to find nething to talk.. mind blank...dunno la...haihz..he look a bit different..cut the hair d..some time ago but got once when he went home to bath and then came back with different clothes..he look different =.="..i can't recognize him???he look different from the side...oh well..he kinda look good in that clothes..damn..yes..i was looking..haihz...saw ppl peeking also from the corner of my eyes..usual...got one time i think we kinda caught each other looking....darn man..i knew he was looking at me when i was playing..he was sitting near the counter there..can see a bit fo my face although machine blocking..cause i can see him a bit also..i couldn't concentrate in my game..(wanting to break yeez record that time-first checkpoint got minus somemore,can break one)...couldn't concentrate la.knew he was looking..and then when ckin came n talk to me..he was looking also..haihz..then when he play V3 the time also..haihz..once finish playing then turn n look for what..was standing..yeez playing...i knew he turn n look cause b4 that i was peekingat him...haihz..*sigh*..oh well..he came to us and talk to us quite a lot..was happy that he's not a wall nemore....i even took the courage to ask him he change new no izzit(althoug i knew the answer d)..he just smile or izzit grin..in a shy way???=.="..and say dunno..dunno...wtf?haih..see la..give yeez new no also dun give me one..always yeez tell me only i know...nvm la..he really was different yesterday,take the iniative to talk n all..at least we're back to consider friends d...what more can i ask right?that donkey nvr study for his exam..said nvr study long time d..ask yeez to ask..haih..like that how to pass him exam??improtant u know!major exam!!!how to help him???haihz..dunno nemore... oh,yesterday got free movie to watch..ah loong's fren belanja..his "bad influence frens"..haih..those 13 years old that go our every night..parents dun care one..and dun like to study one..haihz..parents give that boy money everyday..RM50..sometmes RM100..OMG!!one day u know!!and they so wasting..we went to eat in kenny roger's poor ah loong..have to move between their tables and ours..his fren all sit in another table..he sat with us..and his fren were all so noisy=.="..bunch of kids..the center of attraction..the whole place can hear thier voice..omg..stand up and talk so loud somemore..=.="..neway after that watch movie..that "rich kid"belanja..we actually din go one..but ah loong called us to go..hahahaha..can save money also..so go loh..watched the new doraemon movie (comic-cerita panjang see b4 d,i got collect cerita pnajang one)..it's about the "pesuruh angin" one..touching story..in the end i knew there's this sad part..comic i also cry d..this one movie lagi worse..sure la cry..haih..i'm very emotional one..easily can cry..=.="(jewel in the palace make me cry again today..almost every episode also cry..=.="sad..tragedy man..but today's episode was touching also..)..hahha..but one good thing bout me is..my eyes won't get puffy one..looks very fine one..other ppl cry sure can see one..but me..after that cannot see one..perfectly fine..nobody will know that i cry b4..haih..nad also say my eyes good la..from small already like dat d..that's y if wanna hide..parents won't even know i got cry or not..easy eyes..>.<.. oh..saw ah loong's i/c(knew his bday..gonna give him sumthing)..=.='he's actually malaysian..all along i though he was a singaporean..he's a malaysian that stay in singapore..now i guess temporary staying here??dun even know he's going back to singapore or not??like staying here for permanent only...hope so la..=)..he's going to school also..going to register himself..hahaha..can't imagine la.he go high school???weird...=p..neway happy for him la..hope he can go school..he wasted so many time d..>.<..never get to ask him to be my pet bro yet >.<...i know i'm useless >.<"...that day he send me the "bro n sis" msg..was glad..hehehe..i really starting to treat him like my small bro d..=.="..really concern bout him..hahaha...he's a really nice caring bro to have la..i suspect he saw my msg n screensaver that day..damn!..that's y he send me those msg of be happy??=.="...damn!damn!..i hope i'm just oversensitive and he din see...but that day he was going through my pic msg..surely he saw the one that x-man gave me one?haih..dunno la...dunnnnnnnooooooooooooooo!!! oh..and today got this small kid..so cute..help him to get his ID card..he ask me how to get it..so cute..got this urge to pat the head..=.="..i did in fact a few times somemore..hehehe..=p..somemore can belanja him one round..=.="..the sister just throw this samll boy here and they go and play herself..and this boy so good listen to what ppl say one..=.="so easy to be kidnapped or "kena tipu"..lucky he met us..=.="..cute little boy..if only i have a small bro like that..hahahaz.. haih..i'm really a useless hopeless donkey...................................................missing u...hope to see ya soon...do u too??hahhahhaz...haih....bye..this is really as stupid post..!!
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I was born under the smallest astrological sign 24 yrs ago
used to be a psychology student
but now a self-proclaimed full time slacker
on a soul searching journey..
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::A party gal,once in a blue moon::
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#1Want ::Get an iphone::
#2Want ::Nintendo Wii::
#3Want ::Go to Japan::
#4Want ::Learn skiing::
#5Want ::Complete my bungy jump attempt::
#6Want ::Get Scuba Diving license::
#7Want ::Invest in an underwater camera::
#8Want ::Get solo skydiving license::
#9Want ::Climb a mountain::
#10Want ::Gain my doctorate::
#1Wish ::Travel/Backpack around the world::
#2Wish ::Pursue my dream & achieve the highest::
#3Wish ::Master as many languages in this world as possible ::
#4Wish ::Study all about the myths of Egypt,Rome and Greek culture::
#5Wish ::Wanna be a millionaire $_$ *quite impossible*::
#6Wish ::To volunteer frontline @ africa or some war-torn country::
