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Thursday, December 22, 2005
3:52 AM
fate
it is not i wanna know already..but why must god happen to let me know that he may still have feelings for me....really..all these while..can't be said it's not natural..kinda fated...if not i won't even be able to know all the stuff even though i korek or whatever...if i have no jodoh in knowing certain things..no matter how hard i search for the things i also won't get what i been searching..i mean surely there's a reason behind all these that i knew all these thing...i didn't do anything d lately..did i?NO!and i'm trying to let him go d althought failed to..but at that moment..so kebetulan i have to be standing there.so kebetulan that he have to talk so loud.i'm not eavesdropping ok..i didn't even bother to listen..but it just went in my ears..so kebetulan it must be related to him.. what u call all this?not fate?not natural?this is natural!i didn't expect to know anything d ok..i want out!u think i'm not in torture izzit?well then at that precise moment where i think of letting him go d..god must put back my hope..is this fate i really wonder?does this means things haven't really end yet?sigh..anyway i'll be cheating myself if i say i letting him go..cause i know i still can't!i...i.....i still have feelings towards him.damn.how can i like a guy that long?fuck!next month then it'll be one whole year d!one whole fucking year!dammit!and i'm still like that! sob..and all he does is hurt me again and again..and yet i'm still so stupid....he can go with other gals just like that..sigh..i can't..althought yes i have fishes..but do u see me meeting those fishes?NO!i don't..i dun send them stupid sms unless they send me first.at least i won't go round playing with guys..fucker..play also not really teruk one..u?dunno how many gf u got there la after me.hahaha...u so desperate for love izzit?idiot.but in the end break up!hahahaha...dunno u really have feelings for them or not.u just dun bother.u just playing a fool.damn u. sigh.....i dunno.if i'm not mistaken from the phone call...u still have feelings for me...but even it's true..hahaha..dun think u will do anything about it.well..what more can i ask..it's enough i got my answer rite?NO..i'm lying to myself again...not enought..i really regret what i did...i want another chance i guess...just one last chance..sigh.maybe i really should let u go and try go with another guy?i dunno...i dun want....i dun wanna hurt ppl..anyway someone's giving up d..leaving d.hahahaha...sigh..but glad to know what i accidentaly get to know.sigh.did i mention rikku came over to me that day also and kacau me playing shooting game..i dun really know him..yeez know him more..does this means something..maybe i just think too much..sigh..but i really din hear wrongly the phone call.sigh..i hate this.
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Enigma
天子心
I was born under the smallest astrological sign 24 yrs ago
used to be a psychology student
but now a self-proclaimed full time slacker
on a soul searching journey..
but end up finding my soulmate instead, love being with YOU :)
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::A dreamer::
::An adventurer::
::A traveller::
::A slacker::
::A party gal,once in a blue moon::
::A game freak::
::Slacker workaholic::
::Anime & manga enthusiast::
::Queen of lateness::
::Night owl::
::Psychometric nerd::
::I'm still finding my way :)::
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#1Want ::Get an iphone::
#2Want ::Nintendo Wii::
#3Want ::Go to Japan::
#4Want ::Learn skiing::
#5Want ::Complete my bungy jump attempt::
#6Want ::Get Scuba Diving license::
#7Want ::Invest in an underwater camera::
#8Want ::Get solo skydiving license::
#9Want ::Climb a mountain::
#10Want ::Gain my doctorate::
#1Wish ::Travel/Backpack around the world::
#2Wish ::Pursue my dream & achieve the highest::
#3Wish ::Master as many languages in this world as possible ::
#4Wish ::Study all about the myths of Egypt,Rome and Greek culture::
#5Wish ::Wanna be a millionaire $_$ *quite impossible*::
#6Wish ::To volunteer frontline @ africa or some war-torn country::
