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Monday, December 26, 2005
3:31 AM
plz used me and recycle after u r done.does i have a fucking sign that says that?
I feel like I’ve been used.wtf is wrong with this ppl.if they want something go get themselves.no..u know all these idiots..all they know is to used me to get to the gal they want.i feel like a batu loncatan..i’m just a a batu loncatan..u know how does it feels?it’s just a thing u used to get what u want and then after that throw it away..dahla waste my msg asking and toking bout her.i know u want to korek maklumat..but why don’t u go ask her straight?plz dun waste my msg.and once he get to her d..dun even wanna chat with me d la.and I’m used as an opening topic..oh man..used!i hate to be a thing that is to be used.that’s is one of the reason I beginning to hate the ID world..a lot of ppl just used me to get to know my pro fren.ya..my pro fren..they dun give a damn about me actually..but cuz I have a pro fren there..they have to layan me and instead some even used me to get to know her.i really hate this feeling.in fact I suspect a few like her too.…I just didn’t want to tell her cuz I really dun want to talk about it and I really really hate this feeling.i’m not a thing u used to step on to get to get to another person ok..?stepped on..how does that feel?used!how does it feel?then the next step these idiots will do is ask to go somewhere or whatever with me along of course..u know why?because I have to be there..i’m their batu loncatan..which most of the time I feel damn fucking bored and I actually feel like shit.but I can’t really tell it.i really can’t stand this feeling anymore..once again..there’s another guy using me as a batu loncatan to get to her.can these idiots just do it themselves without using me?if u want me to get out of the way ..fine I will..but plz do not use me! I hate the ppl there..i really do..i;m not some thing u stepped on ok?i prefer going to a quiet place where’s there’s nobody..but o well..sooner or later everyone will know how pro is she and once again I’ll be used,so it end up the same.feel like quiting ID..one of the reason after all that I still play is because of him..but he’s not playing that much anymore either.but it’s like the only thing that link me to him is ID..kinda in a way.i know I really should let him go..i really trying.currently I failed to do so..sob.. he’s immature I know..not ready for love most probably..but I dunno why I still have feelings for him.i can’t seems to control that!it’s hard for me to get out of it for some strange reason once I’ve fallen for him.well,probably the day I really quit ID is the day where I can really let him go.i dunno..i still misses him from time to time..i still feel sad about what happened and damn regret.not easy at all.i want my answer.i want another chance.haihz..i went today becuz of him also la..if not I go home sleep d la.so tired d after going mall wit sarah,playing the theme park look alike there..darn ride..no proper safety measure..so scary..nearly died..i nearly fly off..but it was fun in a way..bumper car was fun too.i somehow know he will be there 1.although it was a short while only a glimpse of him,reach there quite late..it makes me feel weird.i dunno what I feel also.seeing him makes my tiredness go away for a moment.he saw me,turned and stick his tongue out at me..lol..cute?sigh.was really glad he msg me the day b4..in English..lol.he gotten his new phone d.his English improve a bit la.sigh.i really dun wanna be a batu loncatan nemore.i was kinda bored at pizza hut yesterday..all they tok about is ID..i beginning to lose interest.i dun want to be a thing which to be stepped on and used!i will always be under yeez shadow In the ID world..ppl dun even know or respect me..or they know is to used me to get to my her.i’m sick of being batu loncatan.dun feel like going drinking with those ppl anymore.for all u know they dun even want me there..but have to cuz I’m yeez fren.no wonder so good la..belanja somemore..ask ppl to come etc sumore cuz he wants her to be there wat.i’m just an thing to be used so she will be there.IDIOTS..I NOT A THING TO BE USED!NOT TO BE STEPPED ON!NOT BATU LONCATAN!occasionnally nvm..but NO..IT’S ALWAYS..!I HATE THIS.!FUCK U ALL!dun feel like seeing these ppl nemore.sigh..but dun think I be quiting it anytime soon..after all I still like and care for him.sigh..still gotta see these idiots for some time.but I felt like shit everytime I know I’ve been used as a batu loncatan..felt kinda stabbed.it’s like the feeling of used.dammit.sila gunakan say untuk mencapai matlamat anda dan buang selepas guna.i should really hang a sign on my neck saying that.
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I was born under the smallest astrological sign 24 yrs ago
used to be a psychology student
but now a self-proclaimed full time slacker
on a soul searching journey..
but end up finding my soulmate instead, love being with YOU :)
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::A party gal,once in a blue moon::
::A game freak::
::Slacker workaholic::
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#1Want ::Get an iphone::
#2Want ::Nintendo Wii::
#3Want ::Go to Japan::
#4Want ::Learn skiing::
#5Want ::Complete my bungy jump attempt::
#6Want ::Get Scuba Diving license::
#7Want ::Invest in an underwater camera::
#8Want ::Get solo skydiving license::
#9Want ::Climb a mountain::
#10Want ::Gain my doctorate::
#1Wish ::Travel/Backpack around the world::
#2Wish ::Pursue my dream & achieve the highest::
#3Wish ::Master as many languages in this world as possible ::
#4Wish ::Study all about the myths of Egypt,Rome and Greek culture::
#5Wish ::Wanna be a millionaire $_$ *quite impossible*::
#6Wish ::To volunteer frontline @ africa or some war-torn country::
