...into muhh heart, muhh soul, a brand new miee! :)
takemyHAND*
hold me close and say three words like you used to do just three words iloveyou-
huh?!lost?; click on your right and navigate your way through!*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Friday, January 14, 2005
10:53 PM
Pain
hey..it's me again blogging here again since there's nothing better else to do or should I say I really don't know what to do..ouch..it really hurt somehow..a different kind of pain..well,I never thought it could hurt this much though..it's not like we've been together for long but then again I don't know why am I feeling this way..it really leave a cut in my heart..ouch..it really does hurt..how deep is this cut?well i really dunno too..depends how long I need to recover..but it's kinda deep though...will I fully recover?well..i don't think so..somehow it will leave a scar or a mark there...it will remain there..It's not nice,this pain i mean...i hate it..tears too..i hate all of it..but I can't help it..it's out of my control..I never ever want to be hurt in this way ever again..hey..I don't think my poor little heart can take it..I'm not that strong,so I don't want a second time..don't ever be serious again,it doesn't really help you gain anything except additional pain?....well..i know it's not good to think that way but can't help it...It hurts a lot..It really does..I'm so tired..really tired..my eyes are sore..my mouth is really dry..my head is aching..I really don't want to think bout it..this pain is killing me,but I know somehow I will survive this pain as I had survive other obstacles that came my way before...it's just another one of them...after all I still have many friends out there who care for me...I can't let them down,right?All i need is time...more time... *ouch*
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Enigma
天子心
I was born under the smallest astrological sign 24 yrs ago
used to be a psychology student
but now a self-proclaimed full time slacker
on a soul searching journey..
but end up finding my soulmate instead, love being with YOU :)
takeMEsomewhereNEW.
::A dreamer::
::An adventurer::
::A traveller::
::A slacker::
::A party gal,once in a blue moon::
::A game freak::
::Slacker workaholic::
::Anime & manga enthusiast::
::Queen of lateness::
::Night owl::
::Psychometric nerd::
::I'm still finding my way :)::
HANDinHAND.
#1Want ::Get an iphone::
#2Want ::Nintendo Wii::
#3Want ::Go to Japan::
#4Want ::Learn skiing::
#5Want ::Complete my bungy jump attempt::
#6Want ::Get Scuba Diving license::
#7Want ::Invest in an underwater camera::
#8Want ::Get solo skydiving license::
#9Want ::Climb a mountain::
#10Want ::Gain my doctorate::
#1Wish ::Travel/Backpack around the world::
#2Wish ::Pursue my dream & achieve the highest::
#3Wish ::Master as many languages in this world as possible ::
#4Wish ::Study all about the myths of Egypt,Rome and Greek culture::
#5Wish ::Wanna be a millionaire $_$ *quite impossible*::
#6Wish ::To volunteer frontline @ africa or some war-torn country::