...into muhh heart, muhh soul, a brand new miee! :)
takemyHAND*
hold me close and say three words like you used to do just three words iloveyou-
huh?!lost?; click on your right and navigate your way through!*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Saturday, February 19, 2005
9:25 PM
Another depressing day..leave me alone..
I don't feel like talking to anyone or doing anything....just another depressing day..leave me alone.....I know I shouldn't be like that..but just let me dwell in my sadness...leave me alone and let me be..sad..sad...sad...sad..sad..so sad....fuck!I didn't know ok?I didn't know I still could be so sad...so damm sad..and so painful...so many memories..didn't know it could still hurt that much..so hurting and so painful.......I thought I was back??so long already somemore...two months and more...I'm the world's most idiotic person..so dumb..so useless..damm useless and idiot...!!I couldn't help it...couldn't...couldn't stop the pain..the hurt...the tears....really damm sad....damn!I couldn't stop....flowing non-stop....so painful...so pain....all it took was the mere sight of him....fucking him...that I still miss..still want to see...still wait...fuck it!!Don't ask me to let go...cause I never could do it...just leave me alone!!I realise I never really treasure it when I have it...fuck it!!Why can't I be alone??Why must there be someone at home sad...sad...sad...sad...it's killing me..but I wouldn't die...just let me be like this for one or two days then I will be ok...leave me alone...damm!!I still can't stop...and I still have to study for my exams...damm...fuck you...do you know how much you've hurt me?how much tears I wasted on you and still do??How hard is it for me to act as though nothing has happened and as though I'm happy..??how hard for me to try to laugh in front of you?You fucking don't know...!!Fucker!So what's the problem now if you still like me?You are a fucker!!It hurts...it still does...and it hurts to know that I will be forgotten someday...while you won't...Fucker!Just leave me alone...I'm a hopeless case...leave me alone...that's all I want and ask....
takeMEbytheHAND.
Enigma
天子心
I was born under the smallest astrological sign 24 yrs ago
used to be a psychology student
but now a self-proclaimed full time slacker
on a soul searching journey..
but end up finding my soulmate instead, love being with YOU :)
takeMEsomewhereNEW.
::A dreamer::
::An adventurer::
::A traveller::
::A slacker::
::A party gal,once in a blue moon::
::A game freak::
::Slacker workaholic::
::Anime & manga enthusiast::
::Queen of lateness::
::Night owl::
::Psychometric nerd::
::I'm still finding my way :)::
HANDinHAND.
#1Want ::Get an iphone::
#2Want ::Nintendo Wii::
#3Want ::Go to Japan::
#4Want ::Learn skiing::
#5Want ::Complete my bungy jump attempt::
#6Want ::Get Scuba Diving license::
#7Want ::Invest in an underwater camera::
#8Want ::Get solo skydiving license::
#9Want ::Climb a mountain::
#10Want ::Gain my doctorate::
#1Wish ::Travel/Backpack around the world::
#2Wish ::Pursue my dream & achieve the highest::
#3Wish ::Master as many languages in this world as possible ::
#4Wish ::Study all about the myths of Egypt,Rome and Greek culture::
#5Wish ::Wanna be a millionaire $_$ *quite impossible*::
#6Wish ::To volunteer frontline @ africa or some war-torn country::
