...into muhh heart, muhh soul, a brand new miee! :)
takemyHAND*
hold me close and say three words like you used to do just three words iloveyou-
huh?!lost?; click on your right and navigate your way through!*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Monday, February 14, 2005
12:33 PM
Relief! but...regret!!
Finally I make the decision to dropped cog and bio psych..after one night of thinking!I cannot stand it already...it's something like neuropsych..eeee..i really hate it..and I don't know what is going on..I calculated many times...missed one quiz somemore..literature review like fucked up..mid terms and finals no need to say..the coming quiz dunno can do or not..and ppl who attended the first quiz all say very hard and don't know how to do at all...my god!the most I can get is a D..that is just pass..and if there's a miracle..probably a C-and what's the point?I still have to retake if I get a D or C- since I need at least a C to transfer to the U i want...and hey..it will pull down my cgpa..It's very very hard to pull back up..and I have still two other psych subjects and human realcomm...the workload is too much dei!I rather waste the money now then have to retake and retake again then waste much more...it's a mistake..a mistake..a big mistake in the first place..as I don't even need that subject...the teacher also like fucked up..the book also..haih..I'm forcing myself to do it..ly limit already..yesterday whole day trying to do lit. review....print all the past researches..minimum also got 11 pages..max 20 pages and all small small word...and one page they divided it into half..all got words..and all the terms..my god!I reread 10 times on oone sentences only I finally understand what is it trying to say..ONE sentences only..Long one..somemore have 10 other pages..and it's only one fucking research dei!Still got how many more...that snail want at least 6...at least now dropping..and at least my cgpa is save...and it benefits in the long run...rather than taking it then waste money and pull down gpa..then got lots and lots of problems..But still it's a lot of money..stupid idiot me!!why didn't I think properly in the first place!!Stupid me!!But now I feel so much more relax and I have time to study for my other subjects and other assignments..so much stress had been lifted..I've been stressing it and forcing myself through it..now..it's a relief!Feel so free..and light hearted but there's a aching feeling at the corner of my heart cause I wasted a big amount of money..I'm bad lah..know how to waste money only...*sigh*..regret..regret...wish I can turn back time..parents haven't know yet..I scared they gonna have a heart attack if they know about it...dei how dah?
P.SRosh msg again today to nad lah....he have been msging the past few days..he miss us and all..hugging our pillow tightly...hahaha..he's well..but still cannot online yet..haih..
takeMEbytheHAND.
Enigma
天子心
I was born under the smallest astrological sign 24 yrs ago
used to be a psychology student
but now a self-proclaimed full time slacker
on a soul searching journey..
but end up finding my soulmate instead, love being with YOU :)
takeMEsomewhereNEW.
::A dreamer::
::An adventurer::
::A traveller::
::A slacker::
::A party gal,once in a blue moon::
::A game freak::
::Slacker workaholic::
::Anime & manga enthusiast::
::Queen of lateness::
::Night owl::
::Psychometric nerd::
::I'm still finding my way :)::
HANDinHAND.
#1Want ::Get an iphone::
#2Want ::Nintendo Wii::
#3Want ::Go to Japan::
#4Want ::Learn skiing::
#5Want ::Complete my bungy jump attempt::
#6Want ::Get Scuba Diving license::
#7Want ::Invest in an underwater camera::
#8Want ::Get solo skydiving license::
#9Want ::Climb a mountain::
#10Want ::Gain my doctorate::
#1Wish ::Travel/Backpack around the world::
#2Wish ::Pursue my dream & achieve the highest::
#3Wish ::Master as many languages in this world as possible ::
#4Wish ::Study all about the myths of Egypt,Rome and Greek culture::
#5Wish ::Wanna be a millionaire $_$ *quite impossible*::
#6Wish ::To volunteer frontline @ africa or some war-torn country::
