...into muhh heart, muhh soul, a brand new miee! :)
takemyHAND*
hold me close and say three words like you used to do just three words iloveyou-
huh?!lost?; click on your right and navigate your way through!*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
11:12 PM
you...
i dunno...i went today..kinda last day..since gonna really busy soon..not going nemore probably till holiday..i really wanna see you..and you appear at the last minute....i was really tired,never gotten much sleep last night..been really tired whole day,keep yawning...i really dunno anymore what to do...u tell me lah...the sight of you....probably was too tired already...i dunno..whats wrong with me?i'm so damn tired with all this already....after so long...my feelings for u never change...i'm living in torture all this while,do u know?each time i see you...the more i wanna see you..the more i gonna think about u...the uncontrollable tears...the emotions...your screensaver..and your messages..your miscalls...all i don't wanna delete..i know my life would probably be better off without all these but i just couldn't bring myself to do it..it's the only stuff u left me..and your ID card...i should probably gave it back to u..but each time i just couldn't bring myself to do it,cause i know that's the only thing i'm gonna have from u..i wonder at times really do u still keep my keychain?the last time i saw it,it was hanging from ur wallet...but now..i dunno..i wanna let go of u..i'm damn tired of this game...a never ending guessing game..the signs u gave me..the signs i gave u back..still have feelings for each other??isn't it a stupid game?i'm so sick and tired...really sick and tired..wanna let u go..but i really can't..i didn't believe that a human can be of such stupidity...until now..i didn't know i'm capable of loving one so much..i thought i was a selfish person,who only love myself the most?i use to laugh at those person such as me..for holding on..and told myself that i would never do such a thing..such as let myself fall 4 sumone....all i need is my studies..my family..my friends..and now who is the joke?hahhaha..see the sarcasm behind it?hahaha..how could i fall for someone so deep?i don't understand..i would never let that happen..but it still happened..fuck! really dunno what else to do anymore..so tired..probably i'm just tired and stress out with college..arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....really regret...wish i could turn back time..i shouldn't have said and done those things to make u feel incompetent...i really didn't mean to...i don't even know that it will make u feel like that..it wasn't on purpose...i keep thinking it's really my fault..if i didn't say those stuff..probably it won't turn out this way?arghhhhhhh.............regret............till now the many scenes still keep replaying and replaying in my mind..wish i could turn back time and change it.....regret...*sigh*..i can't turn back time...so i guess i just have to live my life with another regret...that's why i don't wanna have anymore regrets..trying to live my life with lesser regrets...so embarassed when i purposely went up to u to say goodbye..it was weird..u were shooting at the far side or the place..we had to walk over to your side just to say goodbye..it was weird..probably he knows also i did that on purpose...but nvm....at least i have lesser regrets...
takeMEbytheHAND.
Enigma
天子心
I was born under the smallest astrological sign 24 yrs ago
used to be a psychology student
but now a self-proclaimed full time slacker
on a soul searching journey..
but end up finding my soulmate instead, love being with YOU :)
takeMEsomewhereNEW.
::A dreamer::
::An adventurer::
::A traveller::
::A slacker::
::A party gal,once in a blue moon::
::A game freak::
::Slacker workaholic::
::Anime & manga enthusiast::
::Queen of lateness::
::Night owl::
::Psychometric nerd::
::I'm still finding my way :)::
HANDinHAND.
#1Want ::Get an iphone::
#2Want ::Nintendo Wii::
#3Want ::Go to Japan::
#4Want ::Learn skiing::
#5Want ::Complete my bungy jump attempt::
#6Want ::Get Scuba Diving license::
#7Want ::Invest in an underwater camera::
#8Want ::Get solo skydiving license::
#9Want ::Climb a mountain::
#10Want ::Gain my doctorate::
#1Wish ::Travel/Backpack around the world::
#2Wish ::Pursue my dream & achieve the highest::
#3Wish ::Master as many languages in this world as possible ::
#4Wish ::Study all about the myths of Egypt,Rome and Greek culture::
#5Wish ::Wanna be a millionaire $_$ *quite impossible*::
#6Wish ::To volunteer frontline @ africa or some war-torn country::
