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Tuesday, January 03, 2006
1:25 AM
happy new year
lol..now only wishes happy new year..lazy to update ma..>.<..anyway lol..31st was crazy..drank a lot..woah!mad!..a lot of ppl also at BB there..so damn crowded and with that street party also..crazy man the ppl there..can't even move..was like omg..we were like crawling..sesak! went there early first to check in hotel..decide also which hotel we wanna stay..booked 2 of them near maharajalela monorail station cuz all those in BB area and imbi area all fully booked!wtf man?so no choice..have to stay a bit further away..in the end chose mandarin court..look nice also..it turn out not bad also..the room is not too small also..service not bad..compare to last time cardogan....stay at the 15th floor..i like higher floor in hotels for some strange reason...its like so nice...haha..weird la me..anyway yea..then go ts loh..saw him =D..he haven't dress up yet la..later only go home and bath then dress nice nice.sure la go countdown with his fren..heard he got spray and fainted on merdeka day =.=" and was sent to hospital by ambulance ..dunno true or not..anyway out of topic d..haihz..he wanted to say hi to us aearlier ago one..can see..he walking behind to and fro..lol..but i was busy sms-ing there and yeez was busy looking ppl playing ID i think..i pretend to nvr see him..dunno y =.="..but finally got the chance d..he came and kacau d..haihz..then alter yeez dunno go where d..he came n tand beside me..i was busy sms-ing again..he stick his head out see wat i msging..lol..then i look up and saw he give one weird look..he dun understand la wat i typing..hhaha..so i got closer to him and put my arm on his shoulder =.="..and show him my hp..ask him can read or not..then he simply say that msg must be "eaten ur lunch d ah..bath d or not..etc.."lol.. wanted to teach him how to read one..but after that he walk away..>.< ..dunno how to also..=p..oh and he borrow my phone to call also...i dunno did he itchy hand go and see something else..cuz when i went to take back my phone..i saw from far he was pressing something and when i reach there i saw it was on menu d..u call ppl u dun need to flip through my menu right?hmm..i dunno la >.<..hope not..too many things not to be seen by him inside there d..although it's my 016 but still..he was like grinning there d.maybe i'm just too sensitive...arghh. anyway at night went back to hotel to bath and then went to eat..that idiot no2 didn't reply yeez msg...so we have to go back up arcade n find him..wtf man..and b4 that ah loong didi say wanan join us one but in the end dun want d wanna follow his fren..haiz..he change!where's my good didi last time gone to?...='(..haihz..change!sad..!anwyay uea..later went to pizza hut and eat..loong did came find us after that also..haihz..but change!haihzz..sad..dun wanan tok about it d..then later no2 came n join us..=.="..we didn't pay and left d...dun wanna tok about it..nonono..they too busy d that's y..not our fault also mah..right..nothing too bad about it..yea..it's over d anyway..fuk it la..then later went finnegans loh..jiun can't join us in the end..haihz..roadblock la..and her cousin wedding end so late..by the time come countdown over d la..haihz..anyway i did booked a place one but those idiots there nvr reserved!so in the end have to sit on the barrel????wtf..have to take the barrel as a table?haihz..no choice..no space..the angmo in the next table drunk d..funny la see them..dun have the mood to drink yet..cuz of the fuking barrel and the chair too high d..not comfortable..so in the end was not even high yet when countdown started..sigh..but at least good also...can get to see fireworks.if not drunk d how to see..nice fireworks..but can't get to see klcc that side one..only the flashes..cuz tall building blocked d..=/..but this one also nice la..so many colours..and got different pattern..nice..then later get back..and finally got ppl leaving d..so we get a table..no ned sit the barrel there d..at least mood better d..can drink d..lol..but still sad cannot open bottle..cuz not enough ppl and no2 can't drink..how i wish jiun could come. then can hehehe...XD.anyway drink a lot d..but only react quite slow later..was really bored at first..then slowly started to come d..hahah..high d..got the cheek to call a few ppl especially rosh and tell him i'm high d ..LOL.. drank vodka lime,(a bit of ice cream like dunno wat drink is that)martell(woah),sky martini something bla bla(another woah!)..then last drink was tequila shot!wow!i was like omg d..still can drink one..but wanna dance d..=.="..and the place closing also.-_______-" yea.i went inside and dance..got ppl dancing there..but i was like =.=" the one dancing like hell there?shit man..then later something happen..at first i was dancing with a girl then a guy came..he got long hair so i thought he was a girl that's y i only dance with him..wtf man..yeez there high d..smiling and know how to watch only..no2also la..he go n kiss yeez on forehead LOL..LOL!he dun drink liquor one la..drink d become high d..HAHAHAH..funny la..both of them there know how to watch only..nice show la ppl dancing..-____-"..and then i started first actually..i thought he was a girl la!so i started putting my hands on his shoulder..and he put his hand s around my waist i think some where there la..and then lter dance dance..he kiss my neck!!!!it's WET!eeeeeeeeeeee!takkan tongue also right??eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..wet! the thing i can't stand is cold n wet!and got smell!!!and sound!!eeeeeeeeeee..WET!!!!i dunno isn't tongue or not...but EEEEEEEEEEE!i quickly push him away and walk away..yeez before that already ask no2 to pull me away d one..but i faster by one step.. .push him off..and walk away and left..thought of "him" that moment..how could i let someone do that?????=.="stranger!wtf??!!not him..but stranger!!!WTF??!felt like a fuking bitch who let guys kiss easily...dammit...i mean not touch n hold waist kind..it's like more intimate d...arghh..kiss??felt so shit that moment..felt a bit kinda betrayed him..i know he and i it's like already so called friends..but still..i mean kiss in that way..i will only let the person i love do that lo seriously speaking..kissing any part of the body i mean..or kissing for real also..well if i din push him away i think it will go on..not surprise it will go on to french kiss in the end..lucky thing i stop..omg no way i'm gonna fk with some stranger or any guy friend or any guy that likes me or whatever unless i love that guy...NO WAY MAN...i know i'm a bit conservative but really i just can't do it with someone i dun love...hmmm..thank god nothing happen..i was kind shocked that happened..ish..>.<"?..weird nite..weird new year?after that went back to hotel to zzzz...mumbling rubbish d me..and crying?hahizz....u know la when im drunk..i actually can listen and aware what's happening around me but i just find it hard to respond only..it's like that one when i'm drunk..i know what happening one..u talk i can listen one...yeez on the television damn noisy=/ but cannot respond and get up and off the tv..felt annoyed with the noise..but later i zzz d..then 1 hour later wake up and wash face brush teeth and back to zzz again =.="..me drunk?LOL.that's how my eve was..weird? no way that's gonna happen anymore..not going to get myself drunk anymore!fuck the dancing...arghhhhhhhhh..nad time also like that..dat time molest nad dahlah..vomit somemore =.="..now this??NO MORE!!!scared!i'm traumatized also!
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#1Want ::Get an iphone::
#2Want ::Nintendo Wii::
#3Want ::Go to Japan::
#4Want ::Learn skiing::
#5Want ::Complete my bungy jump attempt::
#6Want ::Get Scuba Diving license::
#7Want ::Invest in an underwater camera::
#8Want ::Get solo skydiving license::
#9Want ::Climb a mountain::
#10Want ::Gain my doctorate::
#1Wish ::Travel/Backpack around the world::
#2Wish ::Pursue my dream & achieve the highest::
#3Wish ::Master as many languages in this world as possible ::
#4Wish ::Study all about the myths of Egypt,Rome and Greek culture::
#5Wish ::Wanna be a millionaire $_$ *quite impossible*::
#6Wish ::To volunteer frontline @ africa or some war-torn country::
