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Friday, December 26, 2008
7:24 PM
Bad Luck!!!
Having loads of really bad luck lately..dammit!! you'll see why :(..
I'm a jobless fresh graduate....-_-''..(okie maybe I'm too picky and slacking off a bit here and there :p) Out of cash..(fine..I spend way too much!It's MEGA SALES OKIE!how can one resist!) My results are at stake...(well..nvr go class..*ahem* no comment*) Cut my finger and still not yet heal completely..(bloody lotus root#%*#^!*#^) Having health problems..(sigh don't mention..) the worst..................................
I GOT FREAKING 'KEPIT' BY A BIG AUTO GATE..IT'S MADE OF STEEL..METAL..AND HEAVY!!!err maybe stainless steel ?-__-
FUCK MAN!DIU!KANINA CB!!#$^@$@^%!! why everyone want a piece of me even the auto gate!??! went over to yen's place ytd(her dad really cook nice lunch and dinner!)..and then while I was leaving..she open the gate..and while I was halfway through...the gate close..and obviously you know what happen next..
PAIN........... PAIN.................. PAIN..... PAIN............... PAIN ................ PAIN ... AND MORE PAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Imagine a little shrimp.. A chopstick.. 'kepit' it with the chopstick..yes..like this. BUT with 10 times the force!!!!!!!!!!!! (off topic: the shrimps look delicious btw..)
T_T...pain..and after that I still gotta go home and mop sweep and wash the toilet..wtf Today it hurts like hell...My bone feel dislocated and not mine anymore.. Not to mention I'm having err bone problem actually..health problems.. yeah -_- I got back to seeing the taiwan doctor who heal my thyroid last time..cause I had a very severe stomach ache for few days.. and guess what -_-'... yesh more "good news"...
*sigh*...apparently my spinal bone/back bone whatever la senget already..and 'hempap' the heart..so my heart can't function properly became weak..not enough blood -__- and my whole body circulation is affected because of this, and I end up having blood clog at my ovaries -_-'...of all things..and if I don't treat it, I'll have tumor or some thing laters or maybe cancer..sigh..that's why I'm having problem with my menses..the doc say this prob has been going on for quite some time already..my sitting posture cause my bone to be senget, itulah I always hunchback..
So I'm on medication.. and they bloody fucking pull my bone with the machine..and manually -_-....yesh manual.. By hand.. it's smtg like a massage but... 10 times more pain and no it's not enjoyable.. I can hear my bone sound -_-' 'crackkkkkkkkk' or was it 'trraakkkkkk'...wtf.. and my whole back will be pain for the entire week.. make it the whole time.. cause I go back to see the doctor every week.. It was supposedly one time..and then the rest is medication.. BUT T_T...they found out my shouder senget..my posture la..T_T they pull again last week..sobs.. Pain till can cry REALLY!!!
The entire week I tried to maintain a right posture..legs down and no more legs on table :(..it give extra burden to your back ..sit straight, walk straight..no slouching..T_T..torture.. SHould be okie already this week... BUT bUT BUT NOWW.. THE BLOODY AUTO GATE 'KEPIT' ME.. I THINK MY BONE OR SOMETHING WENT SENGET ALREADY LAH!!! PAIN LIKE SHIT...!AND WHEN BEND DOWN EVEN WORST! or internal injury..HAIhhzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!
CCB LA..DIUUUUUUUUUUUU!! serious injury on x'mas day..=X..! SICKENING! and having to put up with dad ..he went for business trip to langkawi for a few days ..back ytd night :(..what a bliss to have freedom for the few days!! sleep eat anyhow I like..and of course late night out!!wohooooooooo!!I took the car out on xmas eve with my gals..:p I always thought my skill was reaallll.llyy bad..but never knew I could drive like a F1 driver..!!
Fast...
Furious...
and...
DANGEROUSLY!muahahahha!!!
I pull a stunt I didn't think I'm capable of O_o I swerve to extreme left at the very last minute before the divider..because I realize I was in the wrong lane last minute..nee to go into the carpark road.cars were all going very fast..woosh man O_o ...~syiok....I kinda love the feeeling...LOL!!!!and my kancil was going 100km/hr after that..!old kancil can't go too fast or else it'll err feels like it's flying on air(max around 80km/hr)..but..HAHAHAHAHAHAH!NICEeee..!!! but still driving is a stress to me lah -_-"..
and I went to the bloody bank(atm machine) at 12.40am ALONE..wanan get robbed izzit?!LOL!!what a night -_-'.. That's what happen when dad's not around :p..!funn!!
But still...I'm having Bad luck!!dammit..
and bloody shit..now I cook already everything..dad told me not coming home to eat last min..wtf!?..today is old cucumber with pork ribs soup -_-.. I wanted to boil 'lor hon kor' actually..it's a herbal drink..but I realize nvr buy the lor hon kor -_- and the 'mat zhou' (err..it's in the so called 'dates' family like red dates, black dates..etc..the big big big one..) got infested by ants cause I forget to put it back into the container..that time first time I boil the drink it was a sucess :)..I used winter melon sugar, but actually you can also use rock sugar if you prefer..but never use normal sugar, else you'll never get that type of sweetness I guess.plus you need to put a lot if you use normal sugar and not so healthy :p
Now...how am I gonna finish a 2 person meal including the soup....I cook extra brinjal somemore :(..*sigh*..
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Enigma
天子心
I was born under the smallest astrological sign 24 yrs ago
used to be a psychology student
but now a self-proclaimed full time slacker
on a soul searching journey..
but end up finding my soulmate instead, love being with YOU :)
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#1Want ::Get an iphone::
#2Want ::Nintendo Wii::
#3Want ::Go to Japan::
#4Want ::Learn skiing::
#5Want ::Complete my bungy jump attempt::
#6Want ::Get Scuba Diving license::
#7Want ::Invest in an underwater camera::
#8Want ::Get solo skydiving license::
#9Want ::Climb a mountain::
#10Want ::Gain my doctorate::
#1Wish ::Travel/Backpack around the world::
#2Wish ::Pursue my dream & achieve the highest::
#3Wish ::Master as many languages in this world as possible ::
#4Wish ::Study all about the myths of Egypt,Rome and Greek culture::
#5Wish ::Wanna be a millionaire $_$ *quite impossible*::
#6Wish ::To volunteer frontline @ africa or some war-torn country::
