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Wednesday, January 04, 2006
11:58 PM
again him..
haihz..dunno la..today went again =.="..was late..lol..thought she alone in carpark..no wonder nvr scold la that teruk..got ppl teman..so many ppl in car dei..paulynn,hing teng and sue ann...no need me come early la..if not then can take more time..no need to rush..wake up quite late today..slept at 6 something la almost 7 am the nite b4..play gb =.="..i need the event la..dammit percentage drop d..arghh..me damn bad already also..lazy to play actually...so today wake up at almost 1.20..until the hp fellow call..mom then woke me up..-_-" if not sure late like hell d..and kena scolding d..hahha.. haihzz..he came today leh..today he wear jeans leh..not shorts..LOL..he look like just woke up from sleep..haihzz..he came and sat beside me when i was playing the 50 cent machine alone that time..yeez was at far away ID side..haihzz..i seems speechless dat time..he came and call me "lou po po" means grandmother/old woman =.=" and sat beside me..hahah..he like to call me that la...i was keeping my touch n go card so he took it n see..haihz..i like that way he talk that time..the voice u know la....just 2 of us sitting there..not much ppl there..he was sititng facing me..but my position was sitting facing the machine la..but i have't put coin yet..so just look at him looking at the card..dunno wat to say..speechless d..got so many things wanna ask him but seems to can't get it out of my mouth..arghh...just wanna know how he doing?wat he gonna do now?get job?haihzz...hopeless me..oh today he came and stand beside me lots of time..haihzz....dunno la..he pull my ponytail too =/ ..he wanna pull my rubber band off..>.<..so i was like on hand hoding my ponytail and his hand i think =.="..and one hand hitting him..hahaha..not so much hitting..just trying to get him to let go..more like softly hitting.. -_ -..din really hit hard also..dun wanna hurt him -_-..wtf do i care?..i think i got push my knee to him..lol..body contact -_-"?but mostly hit his chest and arm la i think....he's still so warm as he use to be..haihzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..so warm n nice..fuk it la..dun wanna think bout it d..sob..='( when i say goodbye to him also touch his head..=p..he try to pull touch my hair again..haihzz.. i realize he's really immature..as wat hx say..he has too many crushes to know wat love is..got any gals go there only den he will wanna go after d..desperate for love or wat..fuk him la..why did i fall for him in the first place..idiot..say like me..fuk u la..all u know is to break my heart again and again..dahla dat time the bitch case..u know i'm sad all these while..yet u still do that in front of me..u want me to give up on u izzit..i know u hinted...i still can remember ur words u said quite some time ago.."follow u no future..dun follow u"..i dunno is it meant for me the words..i just feel it was kinda meant to say to me..i dunno la...if u really dun like me anymore..why did u do those stuff i still really dun understand..y u say those stuff..what u told ur frens?y must i heard wat i'm not suppose to?hahhaa..dun think u have a girl right now...go get girl la..since u desperate for love..in the end ma break..fuk u up la..confuse for fucks..go to hell..sob..hurt me again and again why dun u..does differences matter that much?does status matter?does english matter?fuk ur low self esteem..hate it..i guess u feel useless that time huh?haihzz..well is that y u r trying to improve ur english?well at least can see he's improving his english now -_-"..althought not much but still improving..good also..it help u in finding job next time la..at least can speak a bit english aslo better than nothing..haihzz..why do i care ?i really trying to let go d one..can't seems to?i dunno la..dun wanna care..dun wanna think bout it anymore..14 this month and it'll be one year d..hahha..one fucking year d!damn u..time washes away all kinds of feelings...sadness..sorrow..pain..hurt..including loving u?hope it it's true..sigh..dun wanna live like that anymore..so damn tired..tired..emotionally..physically..haihzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
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天子心
I was born under the smallest astrological sign 24 yrs ago
used to be a psychology student
but now a self-proclaimed full time slacker
on a soul searching journey..
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#2Want ::Nintendo Wii::
#3Want ::Go to Japan::
#4Want ::Learn skiing::
#5Want ::Complete my bungy jump attempt::
#6Want ::Get Scuba Diving license::
#7Want ::Invest in an underwater camera::
#8Want ::Get solo skydiving license::
#9Want ::Climb a mountain::
#10Want ::Gain my doctorate::
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#2Wish ::Pursue my dream & achieve the highest::
#3Wish ::Master as many languages in this world as possible ::
#4Wish ::Study all about the myths of Egypt,Rome and Greek culture::
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