...into muhh heart, muhh soul, a brand new miee! :)
takemyHAND*
hold me close and say three words like you used to do just three words iloveyou-
huh?!lost?; click on your right and navigate your way through!*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Thursday, January 20, 2005
11:58 PM
Day 7
I actually slept quite well...well quite i mean not really well though..was very tired when I woke up..studided for my quiz the night berfore and never managed to finish studying..too tired and lazy??well,at least the quiz went well..consider I'm not in the mood to study...I was perfectly fine the whole day...had the usual fun with nad and rosh...I'm too lazy to describe here..I was my usual cheerful,bitching self.....I though I was ok already...I didn't really think about it...probably there's too much workload...arghh!!starting to stress....finally decided the topics to do for both of my research.....much more work coming..and I realize I've so much reading to do not to mention assignments here and there....I'm kinda behind..really need to catch up on my reading...not in the mood leh...yeez finished her exams today too so we went to "fish station"..hahaha...need to practice mah...two weeks never touch ID already..hahaha..I was hoping that my performance will be very bad but it turn out to be ok...but I kinda dunno how to hold the steering wheel already..my reflexes are slower too..hey!what you expect?so long never play already...battle wih yee..boost off somemore..won her!yeah!was so scared till I made lots of mistake...but I'm still happy..but it's just that probably she never practice for so long that's y only lose to me..I knew I can never win her...but still..but of course later she challenge again and won..she killed my consecutive wins!=(...I was ok...kinda happy all this while but then when I see yee playing then I think bout it again...somehow ID is related to him..somehow...well,cannot deny that his ID skills is very good..but I was ok..not until after I wanted to try out his friend's car(one of his friends's card is still with me,but I gave back all his other card already)...that car was really fast..it's a good car...but my performance was really bad..I don't know how to drive an dc already!!and I'm not good at controlling a really fast car..need more practice..*sigh*..then after that I thought about it..then sadness overcame me like a wave..I didn't even have the time to stop it..or should I say I didn't have the time to supress it?tears then came flowing out of my eyes..but only a few drops..not much..I'm so damm useless!!Why the hell am I still sad??It's almost a week already...tommorow is exactly a week already...I thought I will be fine after one week...I even cried when talking on the phone with hy about it..what's wrong with me??Well I was wrong..one week is not enough..I guess I needed more time..somemore I'm such an emotional person...is that a good or bad thing??I am trying to let go bit by bit...day by day...the pain lessen..the thoughts lessen...the ache lessen..the tears lessen...but still...the pain,the ache,the thoughts..all of them are still there...it hurts....how much more time do I need?At least I'm out and running...not hiding at a dark corner inside a gloomy house depressing...I'm out enjoying my life...living it like no tomorrow..hahaha...really thanks to my friend who really support me throught all these times...without them..I probably be hiding at a dark corner inside a dark gloomy house depressing...yeah!proud of myself just for that.....going drinking tomorrow somemore..hahaha!have another drinking session coming next week too to farewell rosh....=)can't wait....hahaha..am I mad or what?maybe...who knows??
takeMEbytheHAND.
Enigma
天子心
I was born under the smallest astrological sign 24 yrs ago
used to be a psychology student
but now a self-proclaimed full time slacker
on a soul searching journey..
but end up finding my soulmate instead, love being with YOU :)
takeMEsomewhereNEW.
::A dreamer::
::An adventurer::
::A traveller::
::A slacker::
::A party gal,once in a blue moon::
::A game freak::
::Slacker workaholic::
::Anime & manga enthusiast::
::Queen of lateness::
::Night owl::
::Psychometric nerd::
::I'm still finding my way :)::
HANDinHAND.
#1Want ::Get an iphone::
#2Want ::Nintendo Wii::
#3Want ::Go to Japan::
#4Want ::Learn skiing::
#5Want ::Complete my bungy jump attempt::
#6Want ::Get Scuba Diving license::
#7Want ::Invest in an underwater camera::
#8Want ::Get solo skydiving license::
#9Want ::Climb a mountain::
#10Want ::Gain my doctorate::
#1Wish ::Travel/Backpack around the world::
#2Wish ::Pursue my dream & achieve the highest::
#3Wish ::Master as many languages in this world as possible ::
#4Wish ::Study all about the myths of Egypt,Rome and Greek culture::
#5Wish ::Wanna be a millionaire $_$ *quite impossible*::
#6Wish ::To volunteer frontline @ africa or some war-torn country::
